"Are you going to trade it for money?"

It's hard to describe how he felt when he heard that.

Presumably, the person who thought he was about to surface suddenly drowned at the bottom of the sea again.

In the end, she still said to break up.

In fact, this is the ending he knew from the beginning.

But he was still paranoid and wanted an answer.

"Have you ever liked me?"

Even if it's just a little bit.

“…… I'm sorry. That's her answer.

He didn't go home that night, but went to the top floor of the Century Building like a walking corpse. He chose this place as his studio because it was the highest place in the city.

So that no one would be able to see him.

But now...... He only felt the coldness that belonged to the top.

He retrieved the key he had lost. Placing it at the bottom of the carved wooden box, it took one night to complete the box, sealing the key forever at the bottom.

He hoped she would never be seen.

He went to her house with his watch, only to leave again, wandering the streets for a long time, and he threw the box in the trash.

He felt like a fool.

But right away, he regretted it.

"This box is good. ”

"What is the box, this watch should be quite valuable, right?"

When he went back to look for the box, several boys in vocational college uniforms had already picked it up first.

"Give me back the box. ”

Those people may have been frightened by his overly cold eyes, but the brothers grew up in the fighting pile, and they were not afraid after reacting.

"You want it?" said the leader with a maliciously grin.

The next second, he took out his watch, dropped the box on the ground, and stepped on it twice.

This is tantamount to angering Shen Xize.

Reason is swallowed up. He really didn't have any consciousness when he was fighting.

Just like that person.

It's a total beast.

"Hey, classmate, your schoolbag!"

Someone behind him was calling him.

But he couldn't hear it and didn't want to hear it. He left in a hurry with the box and watch. The world is so big, for the first time in his life, he doesn't know where to go.

The scariest thing in this world is not death, but one day, you suddenly find that you have become the most hated person you once had.

He was disgusted with himself to the extreme.

He came to the door of Cheng Chencheng's house with the box in his arms. That's when she just walked out.

"Cheng—"

"Chenchen, remember to bring an umbrella. The woman in the house chased after her and handed Cheng Chencheng an umbrella.

"Okay Auntie, I'm leaving. She smiled softly.

The foot that had been stepped out of it was retracted.

Slightly long bangs slightly obscured his dark eyes.

It also obscures the light.

Someone like him shouldn't bother her.

After watching her leave, he left the box at the door of Cheng Chencheng's house before leaving slowly.

“…… Hey, junior, are you listening to me?"

He came back to his senses and looked at the girl in front of him.

"Thank you. He coldly took the schoolbag from the girl's hand and left without saying anything more.

He can hardly see anyone except Cheng Chencheng now.

It's like going back to the way it started, no, maybe worse.

It's a real dead silence.

Bleak.

The high-ranking guy intercepted him at the bar.

It was only to this day that he discovered the tyrannical impulse of his body.

Exactly the same as the man.

He used to think that everything could be mastered and controlled, but now he realized that some things cannot be done with just hard work.

He had the same blood in his body as the man. He inherited his brutality and hypocrisy.

They are so alike.

So there's no need to insist anymore, so be it, it doesn't matter if you kill someone and go to jail, anyway, no matter what the end and ending are, it must be better than now.

"Shen Xize!"

But...... Who's calling him?

"Shen Xize, calm down and don't mess around, okay?"

As if bewitched, his sanity slowly returned. He saw a mess on the ground, screaming wolf bèi unbearable people, and the ...... in his hands Knife.

What did he do?

She walked up to him and pulled the knife away.

He took her hand.

"You're finally here. ”

In this darkness, please tell me, when will we find the end?

But you're finally here.

He hugged her and smiled where she couldn't see.

A genuinely happy smile.

When he woke up again, he found himself lying in a hospital bed with no one around him but a note left on the table and the key he had hidden at the bottom of the box.

She found it. But she chose to give it back to him anyway.

Maybe that's the best ending.

He hid in the studio and painted her portrait day and night, as if he could get her.

Do you want her to become a second "Mrs. Shen"? like his mother?

Such a tragedy was enough once, and he didn't want her to go through that kind of pain as well.

After all...... He's that kind of person, a fate that can't be escaped in his life.

If he hadn't returned to school, he wouldn't have seen Cheng Chencheng talking happily with Bai Yifei.

Maybe they really went on according to his original idea, and they never crossed paths again.

"Shen Xize?" the girl next to him called out to him.

He didn't even remember her name, and he didn't even hear what she was saying. As long as he saw Cheng Chencheng, he could no longer distract himself from dealing with other things.

Jealousy drained the last of his pride.

He is no longer the Shen Xize who maintains his vain arrogance and lives in fantasy.

Because of Cheng Chencheng, he began to learn to have low self-esteem.

"You let go!"

The boredom and impatience in her eyes made him almost lose his mind.

"Do you still like him?" the question haunted him and left him never at peace.

She was slightly stunned.

Such a reaction almost illustrates a qiē.

She will write a diary for that person, she will sacrifice herself to associate with him for that person, even if that person already has a crush on someone, she is still willing to stay by his side.

That dark love almost engulfed him.

Really wanted to tie her back.

All who saw her were going to die.

There are only two of them in this world.

She just had to look at him and smile at him.

The undercurrent in his heart tormented him so much that he wanted to use a trick to make her belong to him alone.

But he couldn't.

Imprisoning a person is tantamount to taking her life.

Just like that bunch of ...... Like a butterfly that dies in the depths of memory.

With unspeakable terrible thoughts, he left her as if he had run away.

He is so wolf bèi.

This is the third time I have met Xie Caixuan by chance.

He didn't want to pay attention to it, but overheard her say that Cheng Chencheng would come to her later.

"Don't you know how worried she will be when she sees you like this?" he looked at Xie Caixuan coldly.

Xie Caixuan still had tears on her eyelashes, and she looked at him in a daze.

"You never thought about her, and every time you were in trouble, would it be nice for her to be caught between you like this?" he said mercilessly.

Xie Caixuan's eyes were already a little shaken: "But ......"

"I don't want to continue to trouble her like this, so I learned to take responsibility myself. That's your business, it's none of her business. ”

"I ......"

He just looked at Xie Caixuan indifferently, noncommittal.

"You're right, I shouldn't continue to embarrass her like this......" Xie Caixuan bit her lip and said firmly, "The problem between me and Bai Yifei will be solved by ourselves. ”

In this way, he took Xie Caixuan away.

By the time she came, Xie Caixuan had been gone for a while. When she saw that it was him, she was stunned for a while, but she reacted immediately.

"How do you ...... Here?"

Looking at her who was so dedicated to Xie Caixuan, he suddenly had a vicious mind.

"She has been taken away by Bai Yifei. He quietly accentuated the name.

“…… Bai Yifei?"

Really.

Although there is a breezy wind on the surface, only he knows that the beast in his heart is ...... It's going to be closed.

No matter how much he struggled, it would be of no avail.

He wanted to lock her up. Her body, her heart, her smile, her qiē.

It's all hers.

He smiled and threatened her: "For example...... Find someone to kill Bai Yifei, but you should feel sorry for him, right? After all, you like him so much, and I don't feel good if you are sad, so ...... Is it okay to destroy him in other ways? You know, I can do anything, and I have the ability to ......."

"Enough. She interrupted him.

A deep disgust and fear appeared in her eyes. It was the fate he had thought about a long time ago, but his heart still hurt like he wanted to suffocate.

It hurts.

He doesn't want anything anymore. It doesn't matter if she hates him, as long as she's by his side, he's willing to lose a qiē, including his life.

As long as she looked at him.

As long as she's willing to care about him.

Although I wanted to do this at any cost, but in the end, I ...... He still couldn't bear to make her sad.

"Five things?"

He looked at her deeply, as if he wanted to see her in the eye: "Well, there are only five pieces." ”

There are only five pieces.

The first thing he did, he took her to the library. She seemed impatient, and perhaps bored.

But he won't say that he has been longing for this scene for a long time. He pretended to be surrounded by people, and he and she sat in the middle of the crowd, like every couple, trying to keep a low profile and not wanting people to find out, but he couldn't hold back the joy in his heart.

She liked him, and he liked her.

The second thing he did, he sent her home. This is also the duty of a decent boyfriend, right? She sat in the back seat of his bike, wrapped around his waist, and relied on him wholeheartedly.

Except for the incident that Bai Yifei came to her that made him very unhappy, everything was fine.

The third thing was, he gave her the key again. The humble heart didn't even have the courage to beg her to take a look, and it was enough for him as long as she didn't refuse.

But she was willing to look at his paintings, and this time, she showed no more disgust.

Unexpected delight.

There are two last things left.

After these two things are done, she will never belong to him.

This fear unnerved him. He began to escape from reality, hiding in his studio all day and all night to paint, as a way to soothe the panic in his heart.

And what scared him even more was his deteriorating heart.

I don't know when the happy smile in the pen turned into a stiff and empty expression.

He wanted to imprison her and keep her by his side.

Just like the butterflies, there is no life, and there is no need for life. She didn't even need to be beautiful, she just had to be by his side.

He finally became a man like his father through and through.

With a slight effort, the lead of the pencil broke off again, leaving a bleak and terrible black on the sketch paper.

The girl in the painting is tied up, crying, trembling, and begging him.

What was she talking about? She must be saying something like hating him.

December 13th.

He made a decision.

"Can you...... Say goodnight to me?"

He used to yearn for such a peaceful happiness, but he knew that he might not be able to get it for a lifetime.

I can't get it.

"Okay...... Good night. ”

"Thank you. ”

Thank you.

December 14th.

He put the sketch in the diary he had stolen and sent it to Cheng Chencheng with a date of a month later.

There was no one in the building, only him.

The light is extinguished in the darkness, and a qiē will return to eternal silence.

He lit the studio, and in the twisted flames, he looked at her all over the wall, and suddenly felt very relieved.

He and her...... We can finally be together forever.