0054 Our Love (4)
He leaned down, his cheeks pulled infinitely closer, and then a contemptuous smile, "Don't you want to marry me, if you have children, I will marry you." ”
With that, he continued to move.
I started struggling, I just knew that I didn't want children now, and I couldn't have children now.
But he held me in his arms, and the more he moved harder, the change in his eyes told me that he was really angry.
I couldn't help but be a little afraid, so I had to let him go. Because I know that the more I don't want him, the more angry I become, and I'm definitely not his opponent.
Just once, but it didn't make him angry. The afterglow of the high tide is still there, and my breathing has not been calmed, and I turn over tiredly to fall asleep as soon as possible, so that I will be a little less sad. Twilight still stood high on the ground, grabbed my shoulders with both hands, pressed hard against the bed, leaned over, and began the next plunder.
Maybe it's because of the tiredness in my heart, such intimacy and madness bring me a kind of fear and worry, which is an unstoppable happiness, but also loses the stimulation it deserves.
I looked at the figure floating up and down on my body, my eyes really couldn't support it, in his request, little by little, I lost my strength, and with the scattered consciousness, I gradually weakened, leaving him alone to explore the extreme.
I think I may have been asleep, but when I opened my eyes a few times, I could clearly see his floating face, and I could clearly feel the heat of the place where the two fit together.
I thought I was awake, but I couldn't believe that it wasn't a dream but a reality. My hands were on his back, and beads of sweat were oozing from there, and I couldn't lift my hands to make out.
He's venting, he's getting angry, he's punishing me. Time and time again, tonight, it seems that it will not stop easily.
I don't understand that sex* things, which combine all the beauty and pleasure in one, can become so unbearable and tormenting.
Closing my eyes, I told myself, Lin Chuxia, just treat this as a dream, and when I wake up again, everything will eventually stop......
The hazy sunlight shone in through the curtain, and the moment I opened my eyes and became conscious, the scenes of last night flashed in my mind, as if deliberately reminding me that it was really not a dream. I was immediately alert, and carefully half-got up in bed, only to find that I was alone, and the twilight was long gone.
I sat up with my temples pressed against my temples, my head hurting, and my body aching. As for when he left, I really didn't know it. I don't know how many times he did it last night, like an unsatisfied beast, but he really scared me. In the midst of fear and high tide, how could I hold on, and after a round or two, I fainted.
Yes, so many times, there were no safety measures, I woke up suddenly, he didn't listen to me until the end, this time the danger is too high.
I got up from the bed, hurried into the bathroom, turned the water to the maximum, and ignored the soreness all over my body, and rinsed it vigorously and repeatedly, I even felt a little like I was angry, again and again, and I didn't feel clean.
"Lin Chuxia, what are you doing!" Twilight rushed in unexpectedly, turned off the water fiercely, and dragged me out, he took the bath towel and wrapped it around me, and was about to have a seizure, his eyes fell there, but he didn't speak. I forgot my shame and looked down at his eyes, which were red and swollen from my rubbing, and now that I had calmed down, the pain spread all over my body.
He carried me back to the bed with a cold face, got up and hurried out, and came back with my things in a moment. After the thing was placed on the table, I saw clearly that it was a topical medicine, so I nervously wrapped myself in a bath towel and dodged back a few times.
"What are you hiding, I'll help you rub the medicine. He didn't look at me, prepared the medicine, sat down in front of me with a calm face, and pulled the bath towel from me with one hand. I tightened my grip so that the towel didn't slip off.
He still raised his eyes to look at me, as if comforting a small animal, and changed his gentle tone, "If you don't apply the medicine, it's not good if it's more serious." Without saying that, he tore off the only bath towel on my body, spread my legs, and wiped it there intently.
My whole body seemed to be burned by fire, and my whole body became red, so I had to grab the bath towel, surround my upper body, and bury my face deep in it at the same time, rubbing the wet bath towel, and the temperature dropped a little.
Looking at him through the cracks, he is still operating seriously, and I even have the heart to die. Why am I so stupid and rude, and what have I done?
But on second thought, wasn't this indirectly due to him, and if he hadn't vented so frantically last night, how could I have behaved like this? The more he remained so quiet, the more I thought about it, and the more angry I became. I raised my head and wanted to attack him, but when I met the eyes of him looking at my private parts, I was suddenly beaten back to my original form, curled up in a bath towel, and did not dare to make any more noise.
His sighs seemed to be heard, and there seemed to be not only anger but also pity in his eyes. When I look at it like this, I also have mixed feelings in my heart. I really can't read it, and I can't figure it out. He forgot about the pain that was still coming from there, and he only knew to restrain his breathing, and he couldn't dare to suppress it.
But no matter what, I can't get myself pregnant at this time.
When I came back from filming in the afternoon, I still went to the pharmacy and bought emergency contraceptives. But the medicine was still in my hand and I didn't pack it up, and when I got out of the pharmacy, I was standing outside the car on the side of the road with a cold face in the twilight, and I was so shocked that I didn't hold it steady, and the medicine fell to the ground.
He strode over, one step ahead of me, and picked up the medicine. He glanced at it in front of him, and without thinking about it, he threw the pill into the trash bin next to him. I froze in place, not knowing how to explain, and he pulled me into the car.
In the car, I tried to open my mouth several times, but I was killed by the cold eyes he projected. I can only sit there honestly. Waiting for the storm that followed.
Probably angry and impatient, he drove the car faster than ever, and flew back to the villa from the pharmacy in a few minutes. The car didn't stop, so he got out of the car and dragged me into the bedroom. I opened the bedroom door, and with a force, I was thrown onto the bed.
"Lin Chuxia, since you don't want to have children, then you will do your duty as a good mistress in the future, don't think about messy things. He came up, in the same position as last night, and grabbed my neck with one hand. His eyes were cold, with a chill that suffocated me, even more so than before.
I was also a little angry, and pushed him away with both hands, struggling to sit up on the bed, "Don't worry, I know what I have to do." "Although I was afraid in my heart, but wasn't he directing and acting all this, as if he was forcing me to conceive before, and now he came to emphasize to me the duty of a mistress. "As long as you don't make it difficult for others, I will also keep to myself. ”
"Lin Chuxia. He was even angrier and yelled at my name.
I don't really understand, since I have already promised and promised you, why do you want to be so angry. I'm courteous, you're angry, I'm indifferent and don't mind, you're angry.
Twilight looked at me, got up and stood in front of me, and smacked my jaw so hard that my face looked up at him, and then said indifferently, "I hope you remember what you said." Also, one of the duties of a mistress is to make me happy. ”
My jaw was pinched, I was unhappy physically, and my heart was even more unhappy. changed to cats and dogs, and there was an unhappy time, I am a person with seven emotions and six desires, and I am still being held by you like this, where do I have the strength to make you happy. I sneered to myself, my eyes cold, "I'll do my best." ”
This answer did not satisfy him, and he looked at me playfully with his eyebrows, "I want you to satisfy me now." After saying that, before I could react, the man leaned down and kissed me on the lips violently, biting and sucking on it, without pity.
It's a familiar rehash of the same old trick as last night.
I tried to push him away, but my hand was firmly imprisoned. I'm really angry, and I don't care who he is, what the consequences are, twisting my head strongly, I just don't want him to kiss him, from yesterday to today, I've really had enough, and I can't bear it anymore.
I don't know whose mouth the blood spread from, I just know that my mouth began to render the smell of blood.
I kept writhing, but he kissed deeper and deeper, almost making me breathless. Finally, he finally left my lips, and at this time, I clearly saw the bloodshot on the corner of his mouth, and my heart was shocked. I saw him raise his hand, wipe the blood from his mouth, smile indifferently, and look at me with deeper and deeper eyes.
I felt a thrill, and this look suddenly frightened me, a look I had never seen before, cold and fierce, with a hint of despair, which was what shocked me the most. I told myself it was my delusion, but I saw it a little more in that look.
I couldn't help but think about it, but Twilight's big palm had already stepped forward and ripped my clothes off my body. I exclaimed reflexively, and unconsciously covered my chest with my arm, although there was still a bra inside, although he had seen it in full view.
"Twilight!" I cried out in anger, my chest slumping together, "what is the difference between you and those beasts?" I glared at him fiercely, but I was a little scared.
He didn't speak, just looked at me with a deep look. Twilight, I'm ...... today" Before I could finish my sentence, he gagged me again, grabbed my shoulders with his big palm, and pushed me towards the bed behind me. "The duty of a mistress is still there, and you can't refuse. After saying it ruthlessly, Fei's thin lips covered it, and I felt that the blood stains that had just dried up at the corners of my mouth seemed to be alive again.
I don't know why, a strong sense of exhaustion came to my mind at this time, and it has always been meaningless to struggle in front of him. Since, this is the only way for him to vent, I would rather be quiet. Since he said that I was just a mistress, and I had no other extravagant hopes, I did my duty, and I said it myself.
This book was first published in Book King