I closed my eyes and calmed down, but he unexpectedly stopped moving. Propped himself up on top of me, he looked at me coldly, as if he were looking at something unfamiliar. After a long time, he got up and turned away without saying a word.

A heavy stone fell from the sky and crushed me here, unable to move. In addition to the feeling of exhaustion, there is also a sense of powerlessness that hangs over the body. The soreness of the limbs, the pain there, is not as bad as the heartbreak. I seem to have been dismantled, incomplete, and the complete forest of early summer seems to be unable to be pieced together anymore......

I fell into a deep sleep, falling inch by inch on the soft bed, and below me, there was an endless abyss, and no one came to help me. But I could clearly hear the voices of people around me. With the silent abyss on one side and the noisy crowd on the other, my consciousness turned back and forth many times in this realm of ice and fire, sometimes awake and sometimes blurred.

Finally, I overcame this half-truth, half-truth, and opened my eyes to see the most real world.

But this is not the home I am familiar with. The white everything, as well as the familiar smell of the potion, helped me determine at the first time that this was the hospital.

I sat up on the hospital bed in a panic and looked around to see that the room was clean and quiet. While I was trying to think about it, the door opened, and it was the nurse who had changed the dressing.

She was a little surprised and pleasantly surprised to see me wake up, and walked briskly to my bedside, and while checking on me, she shared with me information about the time I was unconscious. From her mouth, I learned that I had been in a coma for three days, half-asleep, and my physical condition had not been good.

"These days, it's really thanks to your attentive boyfriend." The nurse made sure I was okay and continued.

"Boyfriend?" I looked at her in amazement.

The nurse was surprised when she saw me, and changed her words, "Are they all married?" That's even more rare, we all said in private that if the man we meet in the future can be half as good as him to Miss Lin, we will be content. The nurse was still talking, but I couldn't calm down.

The first thing that comes to mind is naturally the twilight sky. But how could it be, that night, we had never had a fierce confrontation, even if I was unconscious, he just sent me over, let me go, how could he still take good care of me? But if it weren't for him, I wouldn't be able to think of who it was. In the end, I had to ask the nurse for help and ask her to depict it in more detail.

"Miss Lin is really interesting," the nurse was a little surprised, too, if it is really a person who takes care of me, it must be an extremely intimate relationship normally, why not ask her to describe it again, let me confirm, "Although he looks cold, but looking at the way he takes care of you, I think this man is definitely the kind of person who is worth entrusting for life." ”

My heart twitched, my mood suddenly relaxed, and some imperceptible happiness spread all over my body. One word she said told me that I could confirm that it was twilight, that is, 'cold'. However, I woke up for a while, why was he nowhere to be seen?

The nurse couldn't help snickering when she looked at me eagerly out the door, and at the same time comforted me intimately, saying that she was a busy person at dusk, and she was squeezing time to stay with me. And she also said that in the past few days, because I was dazed and didn't sleep well, he stayed here to accompany me at night.

Although it is hard to imagine his intimate care, his heart is very warm. I sat on my hospital bed, staring in the direction of the door, eagerly waiting for him to appear. Time passes minute by minute, and the taste of living like a year is really bad. I had already said thank you to him countless times in my mind, and I was sorry, but he still didn't show up.

It's getting closer and closer to the time point that the nurse said. I waited patiently, my heart beat faster involuntarily, there had never been a time like this, I really wanted to see him, I really wanted to see him.

Suddenly, the door opened.

I looked up in surprise to see that it was still the nurse. How much of a surprise, at this time, how much of a loss. My head was buried heavily in my knees, my patience had been worn out, and the combination of grievance and loss was so overwhelming that I didn't even have the strength to respond politely to the nurse.

The nurse noticed my loss and gently comforted me as she handed me the soup in her hand.

I looked at the soup hesitantly, and then at her, it was obvious that he had asked the servant to make the delivery, "He sent it?" ”

The nurse shook her head, frowned slightly, and expressed her wonder about this, "When you are unconscious, he hates to stay here 24 hours a day." You're awake now, but he's not coming. It's weird. It was sent by a man, so it should be your husband's assistant. ”

I slumped limply, and after a few mouthfuls of soup at the persuasion of the nurse, I could not swallow it, and told her to clean it up. I know, he's still angry with me, just like that morning, he could help me rub the medicine in distress, but the resentment in his stomach still hasn't dissipated. This time, for what?

I didn't control my resentment, and confronted him directly, it was my fault, he was angry, and it should have passed quickly, after all, I didn't obey him much before.

Thinking about it, I understood that it was because of the child, because I went to buy contraceptive pills without authorization. I haven't been able to explain this question to him calmly. After all, the dispute that night also stemmed from this, and even the madness of the night before, he punished me for this.

However, didn't he also say that he didn't want children, and did his duty as a good mistress, isn't this just a two-choice topic, where am I qualified to have the right to think about having children.

I was still thinking about it, trying to sort out the matter of buying medicine, and I was waiting for him to come, and then I told him my truth.

For two days in a row, waiting and waiting, in the end, it was Dongfang Xu. I think he sent all the three meals in the past few days. Although the twilight still did not appear, it was inevitable that I was still lost. But at least, it was the people around him who took care of and picked me up, which showed that I still had hope.

Especially when the car was about to arrive at the villa, my heart was full of hope. I could see it all in the evening, standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the villa, with his back to me, and then venting after I went in, and this matter was in the past.

However, after getting out of the car, when Dongfang Xu handed over the key to the villa to me and said those words, my hope completely turned into despair, "He said, the villa is left to you." In the future, he won't bother you again. ”

I looked at him inquiringly, what it all meant, I didn't understand, I didn't understand.

"Simply put, you're free." Dongfang Xu had to explain one more sentence, pursed his lips after speaking, and then kindly comforted me, "Your body has not fully recovered, go in and rest." ”

I still didn't know how to react, I looked at him blankly, trying to ask him why, trying to ask him where the twilight was, trying to ask him if it was just a joke, and a thousand words gathered in my throat, and in the end, it only turned into silence and silent resistance. The hand holding the key began to tremble slightly, but I knew it wasn't because of happiness.

Dongfang Xu couldn't help but be a little nervous when he saw me like this, but he didn't know what to do, and finally gritted his teeth, dodged back into the car, started the car, and disappeared from front of me with the car.

I came to my senses and looked in that direction, and the car was gone. I came to believe that this was the truth, and that he, like Twilight, had really disappeared from my life.

I searched for support with my hands and moved step by step towards the villa. I opened the door, and sure enough, it was empty, I don't know if it was because there was no one living in it for a few days, or because I was the only one next, that kind of emptiness, with a kind of loneliness and loneliness, came from all directions.

Lin Chuxia, what's wrong with you, isn't this freedom what you have been longing for, and now that he suddenly let go, and left such a luxurious villa, shouldn't you be happy? A voice in my heart, with a mocking tone, whispered in my ear.

I forced myself to laugh, but the corners of my mouth seemed to be restrained by endless power, and I couldn't do anything to rise. I walked in the villa in despair, every corner, every space, there was his smell, so I couldn't believe it.

I saw the familiar table and remembered the scene from that night, and I really wished he came back, that he would still be so harsh on me. But I knew it couldn't be any longer. Yes, it can't be anymore, realizing this, I was a little angry, angry with him, angry with myself, my hands were driven by that anger, and I threw the things around me to the ground, exquisite tableware, exquisite vases, all became tools for venting in my hands, and the sound of crackling and falling to the ground turned out to be so exciting.

It was only after the mess that I gradually regained my senses, and everything that was right now reminded me that I was a madman a moment ago.

I slumped on the floor, and it was as if all grievances, sorrows, and anger were no longer relevant to me. At this moment, I am just a quiet puppet, empty and numb inside. The previous scenes, here, in the hospital, in any place where we met, had degenerated into a dream, telling me again and again that it was unreal.

I got up weakly, and completely returned to the life of a person, and completely, lost my true heart.

As a matter of routine, I made myself dinner, and with the same care and tasteless devouring as that night, I was able to settle the dinner. Then it was a routine bath and washing, and a routine to go to bed. The body is very tired, but the mind is unusually clear.

I didn't dare to turn off the lights, I was afraid of a person, and I was also afraid that he suddenly wanted to come back, but he couldn't find me.

Contradictory thoughts tormented me, opposing thoughts kept running, and eventually, I was worn to the point that I couldn't support it, and gradually lost consciousness in bed, but it was as if I didn't really fall asleep.

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