Xu Shuang is no longer troublesome. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

She was in a daze.

When I got up in the morning, I woke up naturally after a good night's sleep, but I slept until eight o'clock. She sat in bed for a quarter of an hour before she thought of getting out of bed.

The house was in shambles. There are small packages of flowers and cakes rolling out inside and outside the bedroom door, and Xu Shuang's slippers clattered around, stepping out of the silence of the room. She stopped at the door of the small study and turned her head to look in, Chen Chi's briefcase was placed on the chair next to the desk, the folding bed was empty, and the curtains were still open.

Xu Shuang lowered her eyes, glanced at the bank cards on the floor of the living room, and walked through the mirror in the bathroom like a ghost.

She was in a daze for another quarter of an hour. Didn't do anything, just look at yourself.

It's an unfamiliar face, and the longer you stare at it, the more you don't seem to know who it is.

The man in the mirror has messy hair, the corners of his mouth are pulled down, and his eyes are hollow. After spending a moment focusing in a trance, Xu Shuang looked at it steadily, and found that he couldn't describe this face except for the darkness.

After a long time, she pursed her chapped lips, raised her eyebrows and opened her eyes wide, consciously changing her expression. On the face that was still tight, I still couldn't find the soft and glutinous laziness that I used to get up from, but it was like a layer of strong color.

This is a face that is becoming stranger and stranger the more you look at it, and the silence is full of bitterness and anger.

So I am. Xu Shuang raised his hand to touch his cheek.

When she goes to work, there is always a gap between pouring water and drinking tea, and she is in a daze when she is free. The brain is like a thick black sludge stuffed with it, and it can't be tolerated at all, and the demented bitter face in the mirror is always shaking in front of you, if you really have to think hard, there are only two names, Chen Chi and Lu Qing.

Her brain could no longer mobilize the details to think about them. The photos, the brooches, the coffee, the scenery of the car, and the laughter were all like sinking into the black mud, and she couldn't get out of it, so that she continued to be heartbroken and angry. Even the fact that Chen Chi and Lu Qing went to work together, when I thought of it in the past, my heart hurt like a pinprick in my heart, but at this moment, I couldn't make waves.

Her whole person has always been very wooden. After lunch, she gathered in the pile of colleagues, and she could still pretend to be casual and listen to everyone talk about daily life, but when she heard others laughing, her smile was always very light, and the corners of her lips curved slightly in the shape of a crescent, and the muscles of her face automatically slackened, and she couldn't continue to pull into a bright laugh.

Xu Shuangchuan has always been a diligent employee, she rarely asked for leave on Wednesday, and she was late for work on Thursday, her spirit was quite poor, and her laughter was like a dragonfly, and Shi Yuanyuan and Fang Yingying at the front desk asked her if she was cold.

The distress of adults is that every day is like being split in half, no matter how bad things happen in the family, even if they cry bitterly, open the house, go to the street, go to the workplace, even if they can't be like a fighter, they must be like a normal worker, communicate with others normally, and show a little smile when they should smile.

It is a luxury to be free to grieve.

Xu Shuangchuan was recruited into the general manager's office by Gu Yiwei, with a faint smile, waiting for Gu Yiwei to talk about work.

"How's the patent thing going?" Gu Yiwei sat behind the big desk, and he had been urging him about this matter recently.

No matter how urgent it is, the cycle of seedling cultivation is there, and it is not easy to observe the data, and the effect of the tissue culture formula will have to wait for time to speak. As soon as Xu Shuangjiang said the old truth, Gu Yiwei also nodded, and the old saying advised: "Hurry up." ”

He pushed a few pieces of information in front of Xu Shuangchuan: "Take a look, and draw up a product manual for each one." ”

Xu Shuang flipped slightly, and couldn't help but raise his head suspiciously. These are several utility model patents for greenhouse construction and improvement of agricultural tools.

"We transferred it to someone else last year." Gu Yiwei leaned on the back of the chair and put his hand on the table lightly, "The company needs to increase the technical content." ”

Xu Shuangchuan chuckled, she had always admired Gu Yiwei's willingness to put effort into this.

"According to the patent, try to write the product description."

"We're going to produce a real sample?" Xu Shuang was surprised, this is a little different from the company's main business scope.

"No, our own patents can't be without any supporting technical documents." Gu Yiwei instructed, "You see what similar products are on the market, refer to the reference to get a product manual, and you can discuss it with Xiao Fan." ”

Xu Shuangchuan's face was slightly embarrassed, but he nodded silently.

Gu Yiwei glanced at her: "I haven't felt well for the past two days?" ”

"Maybe it's a little bit cold," Xu Shuangchuan moved Shi Yuanyuan's words over, and his face was apologetic, "I can't get up in the morning, and I'm a little late to enter the company." ”

"It's okay for a day or two." Gu Yiwei said magnanimously, looking at Xu Shuangchuan again, "If you can't hold on, go home and rest." You won't be working overtime tonight, will you? ”

Xu Shuangchuan had no choice but to shake his head.

"If there are no big arrangements at the nursery tomorrow, don't go, let Xiao Fan help you keep an eye on it."

"Okay."

Xu Shuang fell under the pretext of illness, and spent a day in a daze, and after work, she paced to the subway entrance, but found that she didn't know where to go. She can't even go back to her parents' house, because yesterday she didn't go back in order to interrogate Chen Chi, and her parents thought that Chen Chi had come back from a business trip, so she went back to her parents' house today, which would make them strange.

She had nowhere to go, and that home was uncomfortable for her.

Lu Qing has entered her door, sat on the sofa she sat on, drank her washed water cup, and left a fat smell that she didn't like, and no matter how many times she mopped the floor and wiped the table in the future, she couldn't erase the ash in her heart.

The cinema has become a shelter for Xu Shuang Fall.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Xu Shuangchuan had to turn the key to push the door open, preparing for another quarrel, and she soon found that her irritability and tiredness in advance were unnecessary.

Chen Chi did not come back.

The darkness enveloped her, she stood quietly at the entrance, looking in, the sofas, TVs, tables, chairs, and coffee tables in the room were like crouching monsters, dividing the darkness into pieces and condensing it even darker.

Xu Shuangchuan thought about the warm yellow lights in the room before. Under the light, they also hugged each other, and Chen Chi's voice was so mellow: "Shuangshuang, I will worry about raising my family, so you can try some jobs that make you more interested." ”

At that time, they were still good, and she was so full of emotion.

She also used to lazily recline on the sofa, and Chen Chi carefully cut her nails like a child.

She also waited hungry for him to have dinner after work, and muttered to him at the dinner table the gossip of the decorator next door.

She also took the initiative to massage Chen Chi once or twice, and then tricked Chen Chi into rewarding her by pinching her legs and shoulders for half an hour.

Backtrack, backtrack, years ago, at the beginning of their acquaintance, she lost her wallet.

"Frost falls, don't be unhappy in your heart, if the loss is big, remember to tell me."

Xu Shuang burst into tears, how could he let the past time leave the warmth and not take it away?

"Smack", the lights come on.

She slowly wandered through the tears, only to see the bank cards scattered all over the floor, still the same as when she left this morning.

She bent down one by one to pick them up, brushed the ashes, pushed open the door of the small study, and put them on the table, next to the two boxes of flower cakes given by Gu Siya.

This night, Xu Shuang dropped the portrait of Xie Jingzhen, was silent for a moment, and wrote: "Hi, hello, I sat in the same row of seats on the bus with you during the Spring Festival this year, and I want to consult you about something." ”

"I remember," Xie replied quickly, "I'm glad you contacted me, what can serve you?" Just say. ”

"I want to ask what women should pay attention to in the future if they are not married."