I just stood by and watched them play cards. After a while, the girl named Yingli who I had helped her talk to last time came back with her good friend Ruizhen. When they saw me, Na Yingli handed me a handful of melon seeds and said, "Fellow, eat some melon seeds." ”

"It's breaking the bank again. How embarrassing. "It's okay, take it and eat it." Kill time. The girl said. So I took the melon seeds and grabbed a handful for everyone.

I asked for leave from the factory when I worked overtime on the night of January 12th, and I will never forget the day when I made a date with Qinglian. "I only kissed her once last time, but this time I'm going to kiss her. "I think.

When I arrived at the factory gate, Qinglian had just finished eating, and the other three girls had already left. She took two tall plastic stools, and the two of us sat down facing each other.

Strangely, we sat opposite each other, not knowing what to say. After thinking about it, I said, "Qinglian, let me help you look at palmistry." "Do you read palmistry?" she asked me. "A little bit of it. "Okay then. ”

She said, holding out a hand. I helped her finish reading it and recited a few nonsense words. He asked her for another hand, and she reached for it.

At this point, neither of our minds is on the lines of the palms, we are thinking about something else. Of course, they both know each other.

As night fell, the stars gradually brightened. I took Qinglian's hand and came to my side. Qinglian also followed my strength and moved closer to me. Our hearts were beating fast.

When the time came, I pushed the stool back slightly and stood up. That Qinglian also stood up involuntarily. The two of us looked at each other, and there was indescribable tenderness and sweetness in her eyes under the hazy starlight.

We slowly approached, approached, and eventually embraced.

Her breath was short, and my heart was pounding. I hugged her tightly and whispered, "Qinglian, you close your eyes, I'll give you something." That Qinglian obviously understood what I meant, so she closed her eyes tightly.

She stood on tiptoe and looked up, and I put my hands around her waist and bowed my head—and as my lips were about to kiss hers, the sound of a pedal tricycle came from far and near, breaking the silence of the night. Qinglian and I hurriedly pushed each other away in shock, and our eyes shot towards the tricycle.

When the tricycle came to us, I instinctively turned my head. The majestic and Qinglian said hello and disappeared into the vast night.

When we were about to hug each other again, Xiaohua, Xiaoqing and Xiaomei came back together. They held hands, hummed pop songs, and were as cute as a group of angels.

Qinglian and I inevitably greeted them. "Why don't you go to the park to play?" Xiaohua asked the two of us as he let go of the other two girls' hands. "There are too many people in the park and it's not safe. Qinglian said.

"Okay, let's talk, let's go back. Xiaohua said. Then, she took the hands of the other two girls and walked back to the factory. That Xiaoqing and Xiaomei didn't forget to make faces at the two of us when they left. At this time, Qinglian said to me: "Xiao Jian, it's too late, I'm going to sleep, you go back first." ”

"Then when will I come back again. "Whatever you want. She said. After saying that, she wanted to throw away my hand, but I won't let go. She didn't deadlift either, so I shook it for a while before she reluctantly threw it away and got up to leave-

"But—" I said. "Fool, there will be more opportunities in the future. As she spoke, she stepped forward, poked my fingers lightly on the head, put her hands around my face, and walked away smugly.

The days passed like flowing water, and in the blink of an eye, Qinglian and I have known each other for more than a month. In the past month or so that we have been together, the two of us have joy, happiness, happiness and sweetness.

Because I am careful everywhere and do low and small, the two of us have not had a conflict yet. And Qinglian didn't live up to me, and let me kiss her one night as I wished.

However, when I had a deeper request, she politely declined. We are even intoxicated by the sweetness of love.

I've heard that there is a mushroom in the world, and the more beautiful it is, the more poisonous it is. And the more delicate the flower, the more likely it is to wilt. Finally, one day, our love that was not blessed by our parents came to an end.

The day before, I came to the Henan Hotel for dinner as usual. As soon as I sat down, I saw a black and strong boy walking over. The boy looked at me consciously and sat down at a table not far from me to order food.

The king made him a bowl of soup and noodles, and he lowered his head and ate it. At this time, Wang Tonghe hurriedly walked behind me and patted me on the shoulder. I'll go out with him.

When I walked outside and found a shady place, Wang Tonghe said to me, "Do you know who that boy was just now?" I said.

"It's your girlfriend Qinglian's younger brother. Why don't you go and say hello?" "I don't know people, how can I say hello?" Besides, how can you tell me to say hello?" I spread my hands and acted helplessly.

"However, you have to be careful in what you do and talk in the future, maybe people will come to meet you. "When I came, Wang Tonghe instructed me. "Be careful of what? What should come will come after all. I pretended to be light-hearted. After that, I had dinner and went back to the factory.

The next night I didn't work overtime, so I went to Qinglian again. The other three girls, including Xiaohua, told me in unison that Qinglian was not there. When I turned my head to leave, Xiaohua stopped me.

I asked her what was the matter. She said, it's nothing, she just wants to walk with me. I had a hunch that something was wrong, but I didn't dare to think about that place, so I followed Xiaohua to a hotel.

That Xiaohua asked me to sit in a chair, then called the boss, ordered a few dishes, and ordered two bottles of beer. "I never drink, Xiaohua. When I saw that Xiaohua was weird, I pretended to be calm and said: "If there is anything, you can just say it, don't beat around the bush." ”

When Xiao Hua heard me say this, he sighed and said, "Xiao Jian, you are a good boy," after speaking, he looked at me sympathetically, and then said: "Since you let me say it directly, I will simply tell you the truth of the matter."

At the beginning, when I met in the hotel, I felt that you and Qinglian were about the same age, and they were a good match, and with Wang Tonghe's proposal, I just became a matchmaker, and I wanted to pull this red line for the two of you. I'm so happy to see the two of you so happy together.

Who would have thought that Qinglian's younger brother came yesterday and asked her to go home and get engaged. If she doesn't obey, her father will send someone to break her legs. To be honest, Qinglian also likes you, and she can't bear you. However, she was afraid of her father, succumbed to his majesty, thought about it, cried last night, and left this morning.

I also asked her if she wanted to say hello to Xiaojian. She said that in that case, the two of them would be more sad, and it would be better not to meet. Xiao Jian, I have fought for you, and I have been unhappy for you, but I can't tie Qinglian over and marry you. ”

After Xiaohua finished speaking, he spread his hands and said helplessly. As soon as Xiao Hua finished speaking, my heart suddenly felt like falling into the abyss. I fell so badly, so badly.

Why is God so unfair? Every time I fall in love, it comes to naught? In the past, I used literature as the premise to find a girlfriend, but now I don't mention literature, why does God still fail to give me?

God, how long are you going to torture me? Thinking like this, where am I in the mood to eat the food that Xiaohua ordered, and where am I in the mood to drink the beer she bought?

I grabbed my hair and ran out like crazy, found a secluded corner, and cried loudly. Behind me stood Xiao Hua. Xiaohua wanted to comfort me, but couldn't find any words.

She stood there for a long time before she left alone. I was still whimpering, tilting out the ups and downs in my heart and the grievances I had suffered over the years. At this time, I don't know from which karaoke hall came a sad song: You are always too soft-hearted,

The heart is too soft, and he weeps alone until dawn;

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