You are always too soft-hearted, too soft-hearted, carry all the problems by yourself, love is always simple, get along too hard, don't force it if it's not yours -

You don't want to sleep in the middle of the night, are you still thinking about her? Are you tired of being so infatuated, knowing that she won't come back to comfort, but you just want to love someone well, but unfortunately she can't give you full marks, she doesn't know how to feel distressed about the extra sacrifice, you should always keep a few points for yourself.

Oh, forget it, just forget about it, let it go, it's useless to think about it, wait stupidly, she won't come back, you should always think about the future for yourself - you're always too soft-hearted, too soft-hearted -

I listened to the song "My Heart Is Too Soft", and my heart was still like ashes, and I lay down on the cold ground with a plop, closed my eyes, and forced myself to think about nothing. I don't know how long it took for me to open my tear-blurry eyes.

In the dim light, I saw a long shadow cast on the ground. "Oh my God, did I invite a ghost?" I couldn't care less about being sad when I saw this scene, and hurriedly sat up.

Before I could speak, the girl had already leaned down: "Zhang Jianming, is it you? It's so late, what are you doing here?"

In the haze, I saw the familiar face clearly: "Yingli." I cried out. It turned out that the girl was the one I was "saved" as a "hero".

"Why are you here?" I asked. "How can I be here? I've been here for a long time. I can see you coming out of the hotel until you cry here, and the girl leaving quietly. ”

"And you-" Are you going to ask me what I'm doing? I don't do anything, look at your jokes. Look at you scumbag man. "How-" I said.

"What's there to cry about, a talent like you, I'm afraid that I won't be able to get a girlfriend? ”

"My relationship with Qinglian is not something you can know. I said. "I know. But I know better that she won't even look at you when she leaves. Yingli said.

"All have suffering. I defended Qinglian. "She abandoned you so ruthlessly, and you are still defending her, it's incorrigible. After she finished speaking, she smiled mysteriously and held out a hand.

I hurriedly stretched out my hand and was pulled up by her, standing there and looking about to fall, I was blocked by Yingli. It took me a while for my legs to go numb and I recovered. "Let's go back to the factory. I told Yingli. "Okay. She said.

On the way back to the factory, Na Mile suddenly walked up to me and blocked my way, tilted his head and said to me, "Xiaojian, be my boyfriend, I will never hurt you!"

"I've just been hurt, let me think about it. I said. "I'll give you time, think about it and give me an answer. Yingli said.

We went back to the factory together.

When I got back to the factory, I crashed into the toilet, washed my red and swollen eyes by hand, and walked to the bed. At night, I dreamed that Qinglian came to me again, and I went to hug her, but I pounced.

As soon as I woke up the next morning, I heard Yingli calling me from below. At this time, my two co-workers, An Lin and Yunjing, began to wink behind me again, and encouraged me: "People like you, why don't you take the initiative to chase after you?"

"Why don't you two chase after you?" I asked them. "The two of us don't deserve it. The two men stuck out their tongues and made an inferiority complex. Do you know why these two co-workers of mine don't compete with me to chase Yingli?

One is because the two of them have the best conduct, and they feel that Yingli doesn't like them, so they simply don't go to this troubled water, and the other is because the two of them are too poor in congenital conditions. They are all about 1.6 meters tall, and they look obscene. With this inferiority, I think it's better to be a good person, so I blindly encourage me to talk to Yingli.

To be honest, after so many times of falling in love, I was really scared. I want to lock my heart and cut myself off from the outside world. However, whenever I called home, my mother urged me to hurry up and talk about one and take it home for her to see.

And said, I'm so old and don't have a girlfriend yet, and she and my father can't hold their heads up when they go out to see people. I suddenly felt an invisible pressure coming over me. I am reluctant to leave literature behind. However, apart from the occasional time to read some magazines, I don't even have time to keep a diary.

How many times have I made up my mind to give up literature during long nights, only to change my mind the next morning. In this way, I was tormented by the choice of giving up and insisting on literature, and I didn't know what happiness was in the world.

I was thinking that the mile had been bought early, and climbed the ladder to find me. Seeing this, I hurriedly said to her, "You go down first, and I will go down immediately." ”

Na Yingli heard me say this before holding the ladder back to the ground, and I followed down the ladder. Yingli handed me the breakfast and said, "This is the breakfast I bought, you can take it and eat it." "Okay. As soon as I finished speaking, I took the breakfast she handed me and ate it myself.

Since then, the two of us have been working face-to-face, chatting while working. If she has something to eat, she will share it with me, and if I have something delicious, I will also think of leaving her a little. Although we are clearly in a relationship, we are no different from lovers.

A few days later, He Gongxian, Xiaorui's hometown, came to me again, told me that Xiaorui was in a toy factory under the peak, and asked me if I would like to go to her. I thought for a moment and said, "Okay. ”

However, when I asked for the specific address, He Gongxian couldn't say why. "Then you say there's a hanging!" I said angrily. So I didn't plan to do that.

Yingli has a best friend, the girl is the same age as Yingli, born white and chubby, and looks rich. She and Yingli eat together, live and sleep together, like sisters.

It is said that the two of them are from the same village, and Yingli changed her name to aunt. But her personality is different from Yingli, and she belongs to the kind of girl who is very scheming. Yingli and I are close, and she is against it.

The reason is that Yingli was brought out by her, and she was afraid that if the two of us got together, she would not be able to explain to Yingli's parents when she returned home, so she tried her best to prevent the two of us from being together.

And Yingli and I secretly dated while she was away.

One night, I walked around the park with Yingli and knew that I would return to the factory very late. When we got back to the factory, the doors were locked. We called the door, but no one answered. "Where are we staying at night?" I asked Yingli.

"I don't know. She said. At this time, I thought of a person, and this person was the burly man who Qinglian asked him to help me introduce me to the majestic factory. "His factory is free, no one cares, see if he can spend the night. I told Yingli.

"That's all there is to it. Yingli said. We found the man. That man was a very good person, and he heard about our difficulties and agreed to let us into the factory.

But he couldn't find a suitable place for us to stay, so he said to the two of us: "It's so late, if you meet bad people outside, maybe something will happen, why don't you stay here all night and go back to the factory the next day." ”

"Then I need to have a place to stay. I said. He looked around and found a shed where the bicycles were parked, and brought a few large sheets of paper from the factory, spread them on the wall, and let the two of us sit there until dawn.

When all was arranged, he went to sleep. Yingli and I sat on those paperbooks and took a nap. The two of us sat separately at first, but we slept until midnight and it became cold. In order to keep warm, we had to stay close to each other.

I just wanted to take advantage of it. I deliberately rested my head on Yingli's shoulder, and she didn't resist. I pretended to be asleep and slid my head off her shoulders and onto his knees.

At this time, Na Yingli lifted my head and said, "My feet are numb." Then he stretched his bulging legs out again. I lay on her lap.

Na Yingli suddenly pushed my head away and stood up.

This book was first published in Book King