Chapter 144: He Still Loves Him
As if nothing had happened, she had just come home from a business trip. After packing up and changing clothes, I opened the refrigerator door: "What do you want to eat?
He stood to the side, looking at Huang Min's appearance, cramped and uneasy. I wanted to speak several times, but I was pressed back by Huang Min's impassivity.
The next few days were the same as always, and the two of them went to and from work as usual, eating and sleeping together. She stubbornly forced herself not to think about that day, even if she never touched the sofa in the living room again, even if she was lying in the same bed with him every night, she would always wake up suddenly in the middle of the night.
Because she still loves him deeply, she can't think of a better way than to accept it silently.
And Xiaobai, for a long time after that, seemed to really want to reform herself, and would go home on time every night, and then go to the market to buy vegetables together, sit at the dinner table, and praise her for making her food more and more delicious. Occasionally, when she worked overtime, he would always wait downstairs, and even if it was early in the morning, he would inevitably take her hand and go home together.
Everything seems to be back to the way it used to be, whether it is a party together or an occasional neighbor, they are all a loving little couple in the eyes of outsiders. But only they know that since that day, the life that seems to have not changed, in fact, everything is different.
They deliberately kept that thing secret, and they did their best to cooperate with each other to play this play well. However, if a man and a woman sleeping in the same bed are really affectionate, how can they be as good as glue. However, there is always an invisible line between them, divided into two worlds.
But there will always be a day when paper can't contain the fire. No matter how well it is hidden, the truth will always be seen again.
On Huang Min's birthday, she deliberately pushed away the congratulations of her friends, and the person who never cooked, actually prepared a candlelight dinner for her, and the two of them obviously deliberately drank a lot of wine, accompanied by soothing music, and their footsteps swirled.
Huang Min's hand went from his back to his chest, and finally when the wine came up, she carried him to the bed in the bedroom. That's where it all began, where she felt pain for the first time. However, it seemed to have been tried many times, and it wasn't until he fell to Huang Min's side sweating profusely and panting that she had to admit that this natural scene they directed by herself, starting from all this, could no longer be performed.
Everything has changed, and they can't go back to what they used to be.
On her birthday, the person she loves the most finally confesses to her that he has fallen hopelessly in love with a man.
"Who is he?" Huang Min sat on the edge of the bed, picking up the clothes on the ground and putting them on.
"The model of the company. ”
"When did you start loving him more than you love me?"
Huang Min's heart has calmed down, a man has no interest in the woman in front of him, isn't this enough to explain everything, but she just doesn't give up, she has to listen to him say this sentence in person, women are so stubborn.
"Half a year ago, I didn't expect it to be like this. ”
This is their last conversation of the day, the house is rented with Xiaobai's money, there is no reason to continue to live, and they packed all their things and left that night, and if they couldn't take it away, they threw it all into the trash can downstairs. He knew there was no need to make amends, and finally, she put the key on the coffee table, and he didn't even say goodbye.
It's funny to say that the parents of the man who didn't agree with them being together, but after learning of their son's sudden change of special sexual orientation, they came to her regardless of their previous suspicions, and as long as they agreed to return to him, let them marry immediately, and they would be responsible for their future lives, and they would also give her an extra sum of money, even if it was to bring the family to the city.
People are always ridiculous, and just because she once regarded them as treasures doesn't mean she will do now.
After that, she pinned all her experiences on her work, she was frustrated in love, and her career improved a little, but she still couldn't bear Xiaobai's appearance every once in a while.
Today he knelt at the door of her house and begged to be reunited, and tomorrow he forced him to repent with death. Although they were separated, their former friends were still there, and she had heard more or less about the matter between him and that man. Sometimes I think it's funny when I think about it in private, and it turns out that the feelings and ways of getting along between men and women are the same as between men and women.
Quarrel today, make trouble tomorrow, say break up and love as before.
However, she is no longer willing to go back to becoming Xiaobai, nor is she willing to see his parents all the time. I was forced to leave the city.
In love, it is often the woman who hurts the most, and the woman who runs away in the end.
Now, Huang Min is once again standing at the door open, holding the key to the house, remembering these past events that should not be remembered. Raising his head, he took a deep breath and finally pushed the door open.
"You're back! Did you spend the night at your friend's last night?" Xiaobai poked his head out of the bathroom, his hair was still wet, and after a glance, he retracted it again, and only dried his hair after a few minutes.
Huang Ming didn't know why he still had such a ability to treat her home as his own. Even if he doesn't understand the change of time, doesn't he really know what hurt her back then.
Their conversation didn't go very well, and at first, Huang Min tried to figure out his current life situation and his purpose for finding her as a friend, and all she could do was think that he had a falling out with that man, or with other men. Even if the work and career are not going well, after all, there is still a family, and no matter how bad it is, it will not be able to watch his son starve, so it is impossible to run away in desperation.
Xiaobai only had one sentence repeatedly, "I'm really sorry! It's all my fault, I've figured it out, the one I love the most is still you." ”
Back then, on the night of her birthday, she was carrying a box alone, and when she left, he not only did not retain the slightest, but was so stingy that he was reluctant to say a word of goodbye. Many times later, I didn't talk about the deliberate entanglement. Now he suddenly ran out and said sorry reverently in front of her.
Did he know that since then, she hasn't had a birthday.
"I don't love you anymore, and you don't have me in your heart at all, this is an unchangeable fact, I know that you didn't really want me to forgive this time, and you must also know that there is no possibility between us, so you don't have to waste time saying some useless words, for what?"
Huang Min has long run out of patience, if her current style is the same. Resolute.
"He seems to like someone else, and I can't ...... it. ”
"Huh. Huang Min really felt ridiculous about this person's statement: "You can't help it, so think of me, trying to use this method to save the relationship between you, how can you do it?"
She was mentally prepared, but straightforward words always hurt. This "man" actually gave her such a funny statement. When she really has a bodhisattva heart.
The next time, as if he was making a report, he said a lot of things between them, which she didn't care about and didn't want to know at all. Although his tone was mournful enough and his eyes were pleading enough, Huang Min's answer was only one sentence.
"Give you half an hour, pack up all your things, and leave my house. ”
In this way, it is even better, he owes her love debt, and now someone has finally asked him to pay it, and from then on, they do not owe each other.
People who once loved deeply, and people who hurt each other later, there is no need to be friends.
The scene that happened after she said this sentence made her regret even more that she had put her eyes on such a man in the first place.
His tears could no longer be exchanged for any sympathy, and would only make Huang Min look down on him even more.
"This is the path you have chosen, no one is forcing you, so no matter what the result is, it is your own doing, and it has come to this, please don't be a man I look down on. ”
This time, it was Huang Min who looked at him standing at the door with a suitcase with a dirty face, and the moment he turned around and closed the door, she shouted loudly: "May we never see each other again in this life." ”
This sentence is not only for him, but also for himself.
In the past, I dug a pit and filled in the soil of this secret, and buried it in my heart for many years, and I didn't dare to mention it, and I was afraid of being discovered. But from this day onwards, she had gouged out the old things of adulthood from the deepest part of her heart, let them see the light of day, and then disappeared from her body.
Although there are too many unsatisfactory things in life, there are many beautiful things. Although men are always unreliable, there are many serious ones.
She stood in front of the window, looked at his back as he left, and said to herself in her heart, "Huang Min, from now on, I still believe in love, in case I meet it." ”
I haven't been to the company for a while, and I forgot to bring the access card when I went out, but fortunately, the security personnel downstairs have always been in charge of the administrative department, and they all know each other, so it shouldn't be difficult for her to enter. As a result, when I got downstairs, I found that the security guards had all been replaced by new people.
After wasting his tongue for a long time, he finally called his colleagues in the administration department, and waited downstairs for a long time before being released.
She understands the saying that people go to tea and cool. But this kind of change is inevitably too fast, but she also sacrificed herself to sign the contract for the company, and now the term of this contract has not passed, and she has been successfully swept away?
But after entering the company to learn a little more, I realized that there was more than one thing that made her feel cold. Looking at the current situation of the company, she may not be the only one who will be swept away.
Huang Min was clearly still on vacation, but when she passed by her office, the lights were clearly on, and someone was sitting on a chair. Xia Qixi already had some guesses in his heart, so he walked in to take a look, and it was as expected.
This book is derived from Kanshu.com