Fear. Belief. Love
Writing a novel is a whim.
One day, one day, I suddenly said to one of my sisters, "Hey, I'm going to the sea to write a novel, and I'll show you what I've recently written." Then she read it and said, "Isn't this something you thought about in junior high school?"
It dawned on me. Oh, it turns out that this thing has been brewing in my subconscious for a long time.
Before I came to 17K, I had published magazines and essays, and I regarded writing as a kind of fun, and I liked to create characters with different personalities, trying to peek into the complexity and innocence of the human heart. Sometimes I think about it, hey, I'm a person who lives to be in my twenties, but fortunately I have one or two hobbies that make my life less boring.
In 17K, I went from an ignorant purebred white step by step to today, from registering an account to now having a signed novel, more than 20 days, I dare not say that there is any god-like growth, but I feel that I have gained a lot.
I'm not used to saying things that are pretentious, and although there are many times when I'm prone to hypocrisy, I would like to thank my friends and readers who have been there for me when I have nowhere to go. I don't know how many people have read my stories as novels from beginning to end, but even if there is one, I will write it carefully.
Writing is a lonely thing, so I'm especially happy every time I see a new comment in the comment section. When a reader discusses the plot with me, I feel an inexplicable emotion. These are the reasons that make me angry.
I believe in Buddhism, but I still drink wine and eat meat.
I believe in love, but I'm still single.
Real life has given us too many cold eyes and imperfections, and we need a round hole to peek into what heaven looks like. I want my book to be like this.
In the future, I will post my own nonsense when I have time, whether it is gibberish or crazy in my spare time. I want you to know how much I love you.
The monkey in "The Legend of Wukong" has been waiting for five hundred years at the foot of the Five Elements Mountain, the old pig has been silently staying with the moon for hundreds of thousands of years in the Milky Way, and the sand monk has been looking for the fragments of the glass cup on the cultivation road for five hundred years. Jin Zenzi cultivates perfection and seeks it alone. It's all for one faith. We've all been like this at one time or another.
I also have a belief that I don't want to be an idol to anyone, but to be my own god.
You have to remember that you are a monkey, so you don't have to learn to be a god, your nature is nobler than all the gods.
Because we still have faith and love, we live.
Thanksforeverybody.
[PS: My little friend Mei Jiujiu's new book "Tang Huang" rushed to the list, through the epic, the treacherous life of the Tang princess. Interested pro and watch a lot] White Three Bowls Left.Rivers2014.03.20