But where can I sleep? My heart was as bad as a cat scratching. I couldn't help it, so I got on my broken bicycle and ran north from the road at the entrance of the village. I kept riding that bike like crazy, and I didn't know where I was or where I was.

The car on the road, why didn't you coldly hit me in the wrong direction. Then, my heart won't be so painful. However, the one who drove the car didn't come to hit me with his eyes.

I rode my bike and I didn't know how far I had walked, and it was getting dark. However, I didn't feel hungry at all. I would love to ride and throw my hands on the side of the road and fall asleep. However, I threw my hand away, and the bike didn't fall over.

I got out of the car in a fit of rage, pushed it into the ditch on the side of the road, and then fell asleep on the grass by the road, letting the little worm crawl on top of me.

I don't know how long it took for me to suddenly remember a person, her name is also Xiaofang. Who is Xiaofang? It is a good friend that Swallow met when she was at the "Red Sun Hotel". The relationship between the two is a girlfriend relationship.

I'm going to go to her and ask when the swallow was talking about her boyfriend. Reader, in fact, people have changed their minds, what is the use of me asking again? However, I was in a state of collapse at that time.

When a man is broken, a little hope can save his life. So, although I knew that it would be futile, I still had to go to Xiaofang.

In this way, I have something to do. Once you have something to do and your heart belongs, you won't get old and think about getting out of marriage. Besides, I also have an idea that I want Xiao Fang to help me say good things about Yanzi.

I know the address of Xiaofang's house. I know the address of her house when she was first engaged to Swallow. I remember that at that time, I went into the city with Yanzi to buy clothes for her, and then we went back to the "Red Sun Hotel" together, and when I was playing cards with those girls in Yanzi's dormitory, because Xiaofang and Yanzi were best friends, I naturally wanted to ask her where she was from, and she told me.

However, it was almost midnight, and Xiaofang was a girl, how could I find someone at that time? However, I plan to go to her village first, sleep in their village, and then go back to her the next day.

The village where Xiaofang is located is not very large, there are about forty or fifty households, and there are poplar trees planted on the left and right. I found a slope and fell asleep.

At that time, I found a little comfort in my heart. Because I know that Xiaofang and Yanzi are best friends, if she is willing to help me say a few good words, maybe Yanzi can change her mind.

It was this comfort that kept me asleep. I went to find Xiaofang early the next morning. She just happened to be there.

So I called her out and told her about the divorce that Swallow had given me. Do you know what that girl said when she heard about Swallow's divorce for me?

She said, "She's unmarried you, and that's a good thing." In fact, it should have been refunded to you a long time ago. Swallow said to me that she never liked you. "She sentenced me to death.

After listening to Xiaofang's words, I didn't have the heart to ask when Yanzi had a boyfriend, so I immediately turned around, didn't say hello to her, and rode my bicycle home.

When I got home, my parents asked me where I had gone, and I didn't speak. When my mother saw that I was very haggard, she said to me, "Don't be too upset. I'll make an appointment with your sister tomorrow, and we'll go to their house together and ask her why she doesn't talk and why she wants to get out of the marriage? ”

However, my mother was talking about tomorrow. What should I do today? How am I going to get through the day today?

"By the way, I'll go by myself, I'll go to her myself and ask her why she wants to change her mind and not tell me in advance. If I had said it in advance, wouldn't I have known to change my mind? With that in mind, I went straight to their village.

However, I was too embarrassed to go to someone's house, so I went to the last row of their village and found a woman

and ask her to help me call the swallows. Not long after she was older, the swallow and her sister Lao Yan came over together.

Before I could speak to the swallow, she asked me, "What are you looking for me?" "Why don't you tell me in advance if you want to change your mind, don't I know how to change your mind?"

As soon as I had said this, the swallow burst into tears, and as she cried, she said, "What do you have to say here?" My mom is so nice to you, but you write in your diary that my mom is lying to you. What other face do you have to say about me? ”

Then the swallow said a lot of bad things about our family. Lao Yan was afraid that the two of us would have an argument, so she persuaded her sister on the side: "Sister, stop arguing, don't quarrel." ”

Because I can't talk about swallows, I can only listen to people talk about me. The swallow talked for a long time before going back with her sister.

As soon as they left, I couldn't help but think of the diary. I don't actually have a diary keeping either. Sometimes, though, when I have nothing to do, I write down how I felt at that time.

And when I was injured in Yanzi's house last year, Yanzi's parents did not take me to the hospital, and I was very dissatisfied, so I wrote in my diary that her mother was hypocritical to me.

However, how could their mother and daughter not see the diary I wrote? I think it goes something like this: the swallow wanted to get out of the marriage, and then took my bag and was about to go to the matchmaker Li Lao Wu's house to see what was in my bag, and then opened it.

They opened their bags and happened to see the diary, and perhaps driven by curiosity, they decided to open my diary and take a look at it, and they happened to see that sentence.

I think that if I hadn't written that sentence, maybe Yanzi wouldn't have been so quick to get out of the marriage. Bad diary, bad luck diary, I'm going to go home and open it to see, what is written on it? So, I got on my bike again and ran back.

I found the diary and began to flip it up: on the first page of the blank paper was a poem by Chen Yi: It is better to work hard, it is too late to rest late, the most taboo is not to work hard, and I am ignorant all my life. Purchased in Chenghai on July 1, 97.

The second page reads: Long-form character structure: Tears of part-time work. Facts have proved that it is not possible to rely on others, and the only way is to rely on yourself, do your best, and die. Underneath it reads: A long story with the theme of part-time jobs.

On the next page, the names of several co-workers I know are written. In other words, I have long wanted to write a long story about my part-time job. But I can't remember exactly when I got the idea.

Then the next chapter is Jin Yong's copy, and then there is "Watermelon Cultivation Technology". I copied it according to the book on growing watermelons before I went to Zhongxiang in Hubei in 98.

I finally turned to the last page. There is a page that reads: No Halu, borrow 400 yuan from Yiwa (my cousin's name). Then the next page reads: "Swallow, I dreamed of you last night, I dreamed that I went to kiss you, and you didn't want to." Still, I pulled you over and kissed your white face.

Swallow, how can people be so bold in dreams, if in reality, if you stand in front of me, I wouldn't dare to kiss you. "I may have had that dream, and that dream may have been because I didn't kiss the swallow when she gave it to me.

Then it was written: April 10th: The climate of the new x is dry, I have been on fire very hard these days, and then I went to the hospital to see it, and the doctor prescribed medicine for me, and I was fine.

Aksu has just been developed here, and everyone has poured in, including the X woman who sold herself. As long as people are willing to spend a few dozen dollars, they can play with an X girl. When this page is over, I turn to the last page.

In the middle of that page I wrote: My arm has been injured for the past few days, but the swallow's parents will not show it to me. The swallow's mother was usually so kind to me, and she didn't bring it up to me. It can be seen that her kind of good deeds are fake.

I think that the swallow and her mother must have felt a warm heart when they saw me dreaming about the swallow section, and then when they saw me talking about the section of the x girl, they must have wondered if I would it.

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