Until the old man closed his eyes, Gu Yan didn't have time to see him for the last time, and that night when he received the bad news, Gu Yan called Lin Xi Gu and cried for a long time, and said a lot, and it was also on that day that Lin Xi Gu found out that she was unfortunate in this world, at least there was a Gu Yan who was not compatible with her.

"Xiaoxi, I don't want to hate him, but why does he have to force me. Grandpa said let me forgive him, but how can I do it, I hate him, but I hate myself even more, why my heart still hurts when it comes to this. Konishi, am I stupid?"

Lin Xigu sat on the balcony, the stars and lights of the opposite building were particularly dazzling in the dark night, Lin Xigu was silent thinking about every word Gu Yan said to her that night, and at the end of that night, she wanted to say to Gu Yan, where does hatred come from without love?

The lonely light was reflected on Lin Xigu's equally lonely body, once she and Jin An joked that she didn't want to fall in love in her life, at that time Jin An said that she was ruthless and loveless, so why bother in this life, but now in retrospect, if this love makes people so painful, then she would rather not.

Lin Xigu smiled bitterly and shook his head, saying that he didn't want to think about it, but his thoughts were so uncontrollable, and Fang Shiqi's call came at this time.

Lin Xigu hesitated for a while, but then picked it up.

"I didn't expect you to be quite calm, little white rabbit. Fang Shiqi's words were not salty or light, and Lin Xigu couldn't guess his mood at the moment.

Lin Xigu changed to a position of lying on his side, subconsciously covered his stomach, and said slowly, "Each other, what are your plans?"

There seemed to be another person on the other end of the phone, Fang Shiqi chatted with that person for a few words before answering her, "Tomorrow at nine o'clock in the morning, I will wait for you downstairs at your house and take you to meet someone." ”

"Okay, then I'll wait for you tomorrow, see you or leave. Lin Xigu paused, and added a sentence before Fang Shiqi hung up the phone, "Also, next time, please tell Fang Shijie that I hope he can say anything to me personally, if he doesn't even have this sincerity, then we don't cooperate, and I can avenge my parents by myself." This time, Lin Xigu hung up the phone without waiting for Fang Shiqi to speak again.

Lin Xigu went downstairs before nine o'clock the next day, she always didn't like to be late, and it just so happened that Fang Shiqi didn't seem to like to let others wait, because Lin Xigu just walked out of the community and saw his Sassy Hummer.

Fang Shiqi took her to a monastery, Lin Xigu was a traditional Chinese at heart, although she could not be called a Buddhist, but if she wanted to choose between Catholicism and Buddhism, she still preferred the latter, so she had never been to a church before, let alone the monastery where they were now.

"Who do you want to take me to meet?Fang Shiqi, don't tell me that you don't even let go of a nun, there won't be your little lover here, right?" Lin Xigu followed Fang Shiqi along the way, and encountered many nuns with appearance signs passing by them, and Lin Xigu suddenly wanted to tease him for some reason.

"White Rabbit, if you're telling a joke, I'm sorry to tell you, I don't think it's funny at all. Fang Shiqi suddenly paused when he heard her words, looked back at her before turning around and continuing forward.

Lin Xigu could see that Fang Dashao was in a very bad mood today, so she didn't say a word more.

Although it was the first time to come to the monastery, Lin Xigu had also seen it on TV before, she clearly remembered that there would be a lot of white doves when she was acting in the TV series, but from the moment she entered the door to now, Lin Xigu has never seen the shadow of a white dove, and sure enough, the TV series are just shown to people, and the authenticity needs to be verified.

Fang Shiqi led her into a small classroom, where several nuns were praying, except for the one in the middle, who looked a little older, and the rest were little girls.

Lin Xigu and Fang Shiqi stood at the door for a while, and after the prayer, the old nun also saw them come out.

"Mr. Fang, you're here, this is Miss Linxi Gu Lin, right?" the old nun leaned over slightly and took the initiative to greet them.

Lin Xigu was very surprised, she didn't expect her to know herself.

"Mom knows me?"

The old nun didn't speak, just glanced at Fang Shiqi, as if waiting for him to speak.

"This is the nurse when your mother was sick and hospitalized. ”

Fang Shiqi's simple words made Lin Xigu's heart "chuckle", and the expression on his face stiffened a lot. She was already eleven years old when her mother was sick, so she still has an impression of what happened at that time, she remembers that her mother's nurse was a female student who was still in college, so it seems that the person in front of her is still somewhat similar to the person in her memory.

"Are you Sister Fu Xue?" because there is a snow character in her name, Lin Xigu still remembers it.

After all these years of pure heart and few desires, Fu Xue had already developed the habit of not being surprised or displeased, so even today, more than ten years later, when Lin Xigu called out her name again, Lin Xigu couldn't see any other emotions from Fu Xue's face except for a faint smile.

"Thank you, Miss Lin, I didn't expect to remember me, I'm honored. Still smiling like that.

"What are you bringing me here for?" said this sentence to Fang Shiqi, although she had already roughly guessed the reason why he brought her to see Fu Xue.

"Don't you want to know why Miss Fu suddenly quit her job as a nurse in the first place?" "Is it related to my mother's death?" After saying this, Lin Xigu turned his eyes to look at Fu Xue, "Sister Fu Xue, you must know something before leaving, right?"

Fu Xue nodded, put away her smile, and recalled" This matter has been pressed on my heart for many years, every day I have to pray to the Lord to atone for my sins, when your mother was sick, I was a junior in medical school, once I accidentally saw the doctor's prescription for your mother, I felt that something was wrong and wanted to go to the doctor for consultation, in fact, at that time, I was also worried about prescribing the wrong medicine, but more I still wanted to prove myself, but I only walked to the door and heard something that should not be heard, and my first reaction at that time was to go, the farther away the better, because I can't afford to provoke a poor student there。 "Xu Guoqiang, who is in the room?" asked Lin Xigu expressionlessly.

"It's not. Fu Xue shook her head, "It should be his assistant or something, because I only heard the doctor call that person Zhang Tezhu." Lin Xi Gu snorted coldly, what if it wasn't Xu Guoqiang? What kind of Xu Tezhu was not sent by him.

"So at that time, you chose to escape after you knew that my mother might die because of your cowardice?" Lin Xigu didn't use any strong tone when he said this, but the expression on his face was terrifyingly cold.

Fu Xue was silent and didn't speak, probably when it was time to eat, and the other people in the classroom also walked out in twos and threes when everyone didn't speak.

Lin Xigu gradually ran out of patience while waiting, "Miss Fu, do you know that because of your cowardice and your evasion, a girl who is only eleven years old has lost her favorite mother forever, and I believe that your Lord will not forgive you because of this alone, because I will not forgive you, forever." Also, Fang Shiqi, I don't want to know so many details, please don't make these things happen next time, I know the ugliness of human nature and it is necessary to use these things to remind me again, you just need to tell me how to make the person who should repay the debt pay the debt. At the end, Lin Xigu coldly shook off such a sentence and walked away.

Lin Xigu recruited a taxi and went home but didn't want to meet Xu Yinuo downstairs, it seemed that he was deliberately waiting for her.

"Konishi, I'll talk about it. Lin Xigu was going to ignore him directly, but he grabbed his arm when he passed by.

"Mr. Xu is really a noble person who forgets things, I obviously remember that I said it very clearly the night I should have said, I don't know what you mean by appearing here now?"

Xu Yinuo He had seen her such an indifferent expression, and his heart suddenly cooled a lot, Lin Xigu's temper was very clear to him, full of hedgehogs, but he never dared to think that one day the thorns on her body would be towards him.

"Xiaoxi, you really won't be my parents' opponent, stop it, you'll get hurt. Xu Yinuo had never been so helpless, and the unprecedented frustration made his voice sound a little heavy.

Stop? A hint of surprise flashed in Lin Xigu's heart, she obviously hadn't done anything, why did Xu Yinuo tell her to stop? Could it be that Fang Shijie's side had already started to act?

"What about being injured? It's a big deal to think that my parents die like that, I might as well go see them as soon as possible and pray for their forgiveness, Xu Yinuo, how ridiculous I will fall in love with you, right?" Although Lin Xigu didn't know what the specific situation was, she still didn't show anything in front of Xu Yinuo, and she was treated as a gunman by Fang Shijie, anyway, she didn't care anymore.

Xu Yinuo's face became more and more ugly after listening to Lin Xigu's words, he looked at her with his mouth locked and his eyebrows locked, and the hand holding her arm unconsciously used force, as a middle-aged man and often exercised, his strength has always been great, with the loss of time, Lin Xigu gradually couldn't bear the force in his hand, but she still looked back at him stubbornly.

In the end, after Lin Xigu's entire arm became numb, Xu Yinuo made a concession first and took the initiative to let go of her.

"Xiaoxi, when did you find out about your parents?" Xu Yinuo's eyes suddenly reflected a thick sadness, but the inquiring tone was more like asking for something.

Lin Xigu was stunned for a moment, and she couldn't read the sadness in Xu Yinuo's eyes, but this kind of déjà vu look was very familiar.

"Is there any need to know this? no matter what time you know, you don't know sooner, right?" Lin Xigu, who came back to his senses, didn't understand what he meant, but still replied lukewarmly.

"I'll just ask you before or after I go to S City?"

Lin Xigu frowned, "What do you mean?"

"It's nothing, when I didn't ask, you have a good rest. Xu Yinuo pulled out a bleak smile, and raised his thin lips, "Xiaoxi, since you want to end, then I will fulfill you, from before to now, as long as it is what you want, I can't give anything, even if it is a breakup." I can't do anything about it before, but from today I won't bother you anymore, and we'll end it when you say it's over. ”

"Okay, thank you for it, but I won't just leave my parents' business like that. Lin Xigu endured the heat that kept filling his eyes, and after saying this indifferently, he turned around resolutely.

"Don't cry, Lin Xigu, that's not what you want. One step at a time, gradually moving away, Lin Xigu had a small voice in his heart that kept reminding him, but in the end, why was his face still damp? Why was his heart still so painful?