I don't hate you, because I don't love you anymore
Some people say that there is a loving couple living on the peach blossom villa of Lover's Slope, every dusk, people outside the villa can see through the iron fence people inside hand in hand strolling in the sunset, elongated figures, clenched palms, people are not envious.
"Miss, it's time to eat." Wang Ma's voice came from downstairs, the same, and it hadn't changed at all for more than ten months, and even the tone hadn't changed.
Even if I am reluctant, I can only get out of bed, and what right can a prisoner who is imprisoned say no? Calling Miss is just a show of affection.
After a brief brushing up on my makeup and enduring the discomfort in my body, I walked down the stairs.
"Mr. won't come back tonight, before leaving, I will stew bird's nest porridge for you, don't forget it after eating." When Wang's mother saw me go downstairs, she routinely put the food in front of me, and the whole process was still expressionless.
He's not coming back? A hint of joy flashed in my heart, but in the blink of an eye, I felt that I was so pathetic, it was just such a night, I escaped today, and what about tomorrow? What about the day after tomorrow? It's not the same yet.
After eating something hastily and finishing the bowl of bird's nest porridge as quickly as possible, I turned around and went back to my room.
That's my life, eating, walking, going back to my room, eating, walking, going back to my room, and so on.
He's not coming back tonight, and I won't have to go out for a walk anymore.
"Gu Yan, since I love you so much and you hate me so much, then we will simply go to hell together."
Last night, Fang Shijie's words echoed in my ears for a long time, and I splashed water on my face with some annoyance, and then straightened up and looked at myself in the mirror.
A beautiful face, ink-like green silk, cream-like jade skin, and the exquisite curves of this body, a good picture of a beautieth beauty out of the bath, I laughed self-deprecatingly, but the next second the tears fell like beads, hitting the bathtub, the "let's da" dripping sound seemed to hit my heart.
Night, as scheduled.
It was pitch black when I came out of the shower, and I fumbled for the switch, but I suddenly withdrew my hand when I was about to touch it.
But it's just a fiasco shell, so why bother Lang with a good light?
The eyes have long been accustomed to darkness, just as their own hearts have long been accustomed to numbness.
Walking naked in the room, leaving rows of wet footprints everywhere I went, I can't say why, Fang Shijie doesn't like dampness, so I just want to take a shower and just lie on bed without wiping anything, his bed, this is probably my last and most powerless resistance.
The exhaustion of the day made me fall asleep quickly, and the wind seemed to be blowing outside the window, but I knew it was none of my business.
In a drowsy mood, I felt a warm touch in my ears, and subconsciously opened my eyes.
Isn't he coming back? I exclaimed in my heart.
Fang Shijie gnawed on my earlobe, and my excited body couldn't help but tremble slightly.
"Baby, you're too sensitive." He raised his head and smiled evilly, against the moonlight, I panicked for a while, as if I saw his face when I first met him.
At that time, he also had such a smile and said, "You, I'm going to decide." "It's loud and irrefutable.
The fiery lips fell again, the eyes, the tip of the nose, the mouth, and finally lingered in the neck, I closed my eyes in resignation, and tossed with him.
The wind and rain outside the window came as scheduled, but inside the window was a room, and the spring was infinite.
After the warmth, Fang Shijie lay on my shoulder and muttered, "Gu Yan, you are mine, let's go to hell together." ”
I chuckled, leaned in his ear, and said word by word, "I won't go to hell with you, Fang Shijie, I don't hate you, because I don't love you anymore." ”
Because I don't love, I don't hate anymore.
I said this with pleasure, but in exchange for his even less pleasant revenge.
"It's better this way, and I just happen to get tired of it." Fang Shijie bit my lip and said hatefully.
I shuddered and suffered his wrath, my eyes just staring vacantly at the chandelier overhead, and I didn't say anything all night.