Chapter 126: A Trembling Heart (Fifth Update)
Perhaps, only the jealousy that grows in Pingyu is born and longitudinal, as if suddenly seeing that within a second, the flowers from germination, budding to blooming, exposing the sound of "Pyri Horn", which is deafening;
It's like "boom" in front of Ping's eyes...... Boom...... "Boom" What rose into the sky were brilliant fireworks, such as all the impurities except for her and Zhilu's affection, which had instantly turned into falling ashes that had extinguished the spark. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Lonely as fireworks, right? The sudden encounter with Zhi Xuan and the others made Ping Yu even feel that she was the extremely immoral and uninteresting "third party".
Seeing the warm atmosphere of Zhixuan and the beautiful woman Xiao Zhang, Ping Fu felt that he was too boring, domineering and arrogant, encroaching on the love territory of others.
What could be compared to the sudden collapse of a small family's edifice?
Being able to support each other in the midst of laughter and laughter and finish an awkward lunch can be regarded as each other's cultivation at home, right?
Ping Yu felt a little ghostly.
Pingwei said come back to visit your daughter, I'll go first.
Zhi Xuan also said that there was a meeting in the afternoon, and he had to go and go.
Ping Wei looked at the beautiful woman with a smile and said, "Perhaps, we should have a good talk?"
The pretty woman was even more apprehensive and timid, and said, "Shall we go to work another day?" ”
Ping Fu smiled and said, "Okay, okay, it turns out that I am a big idler in this circle, so I'll stay alone." ”
A glance of Pingwei's slender eyes revealed a sense of pity, worry and worry, and Pingwei noticed it, and his heart moved.
But she smiled and said, "I'm going to wait for my daughter to come home before I leave." Before, I'm going to get some sleep, and you don't bother me!"
Zhi Lu stayed at the end, and before going out, he turned around and said, "You bumped into it, and it was just right, I'll say one more word." ”
In a calm and frank tone, he said to Pingfu: "Let's leave!"
It's like saying - let's eat.
Suddenly, hearing such cold words, Ping Yu almost fell backwards more than ten feet in a row, dizzy. Fear. Confused.
Geometry, Zhi Xuan repeatedly confessed: "I have been yours all my life, and I will treat you well." ”
Now, what do you say: divorce, divorce, divorce?
Everyone is gone, Ping Yu is a little stupid, and it is unthinkable that what he sees with his own eyes is real.
It's actually in front of Pingwei!
Flat. Embarrassed. Pain. For a woman who has received a civilized education and increased self-awareness, what a cruel and dizzying grief and pain.
Ping Yu never imagined that there would be such a day. It was such an encounter. It's such a confirmation.
The sudden doubt was confirmed in this way, like falling into an ice cave in the bitter cold, only fear. Only cold. Only death.
It seems that Pingfu is working the snowy mountain, everything in the outside world has nothing to do with her, she is just desperately climbing, climbing, the peak of the snow-capped mountain in the distance is faintly visible, but, suddenly, the ice avalanche snow fell, and Pingfu was buried deeply.
Think of such a self-loving and proud woman standing in the cold weather, people are frozen like popsicles, but it's okay, and the intermittent slight temperature will make her feel so cold that her heart is sore. Ping Fu pondered. If you still think about it.
Ping Fu thought, where is that little bit of warmth? It seems that he can only retreat in a corner, and in vain begin to hope that he can quickly fend for himself without being known.
How many creatures in heaven and earth are imprisoned and imprisoned? They can belong to you, but when they are physically and mentally divided and have them for you, you suddenly realize that in fact you don't have anything, really, you have nothing, you are empty-handed, just like your love world.
So, only by giving up to fulfill the beauty of others, and preferring to believe that the person who has left still loves him, is also a kind of happiness that retreats to the next best, and it is a kind of happiness that gives up. Give it up. Also abandoned. even gave up his life anyway.
Giving up, so that self-esteem can survive, the last bit of pitiful and lamentable dignity of a woman who is cold on the surface and passionate on the inside!
This is the first time in a woman's life that she really wants to grasp the metaphysical things in life, but in the end she still has to give up.
Looking back at this woman's life, she is just giving up, giving up her hobbies, professions, and already hurt characters - lovers for the sake of self-esteem and responsibility, and finally, even the joy of life has to be given up.
Perhaps, the process of giving up is miserable and bleak, but before giving up, it was also warm and dazzling to get and have, and it was worth it.
This love marriage with Zhi Xuan should be regarded as a rare contrast in this woman's self-proclaimed blue-gray life, right? It is exciting and dazzling, like the feeling of sunshine in a warm and intimate spring.
Now, Zhi Xuan is also going to abandon this woman! The woman felt a deep despair.
All along, women alone support their spiritual world. In this poor territory, there is no love, not much affection, not even too much friendship.
In the white world, there is only one color, and that is pale.
Only Zhi Xuan once gave a little warmth, but she couldn't support her spiritual world. Now, even these paleness and warmth are gone, so how can this woman muster up the courage to face the complex and filthy society?
Ping Fu couldn't figure it out, and he couldn't figure it out: "Why is my emotional life so poor? Why don't I have a sincere love? I even thought that I was going to lose my family relationship with Zhixuan, where is the responsibility? Where is our emotional blind spot? Is there a hidden danger of divorce in the beginning of marriage and love life?"
Hei felt that he had never been so devastated as he was at this moment.
Is there any value in the life of a life that has been lost all his life? Perhaps, it is really time to challenge life, right?
Life is precious, and dignity is even more valuable. If it is a game, both can be thrown.
The flat is a little bit into the tip of the horns. She never wondered if there was any true love in this world? She didn't know if there was still a need for her to survive in this world? How could she re-examine or look at life and sentient beings as an outcast?
Suddenly, she transcended the emotional world that Pingwei was worse than death.
The only difference is that Pingwei is a woman, while Pingwei is a man.
Confused, sad, bored and desperate, Ping Yu decided to choose to take on a big challenge with his life. Big bets.
She hoped that deep sleep would be exchanged for her deep sleep, and that the woman with a splitting headache would be completely rash and indulgent. Even if you just give up this body, maybe it shouldn't exist, never wake up again.