When she was dying, Ping Yu thought that if there was an afterlife, she would never believe in the so-called love again. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

She also definitely no longer chooses the criminal police industry.

Sudden despair. Fed up. Pain. Call her such decadence and awakening. Call her such pain and grief.

She couldn't explain why a woman was suddenly so world-weary and tired. Such despair and pain. Why is he so desperate that he wants to make a bet with his life?

Think about it, if even your husband who has always claimed to love you can betray you and abandon you in this world, what else can you believe? What is the meaning of life?

Once upon a time, Zhi Xuan propped his hands on the passenger seat of the car, stretched his head in front of Ping Fu's eyes, stared at Ping Fu very closely, and said domineeringly: "Look at my eyes, Ping Shu, look! I am telling you Ping Shu: You Ping Fu was born to be my person! We fell in love at first sight! What I love is you as a woman, not anything else." The only way I can keep you is to have everything you have. In my eyes, your charm, your beauty, your wisdom, it's like walking into the vision of the opposite sex, just staring, hugging, and possessing. Dead, you, and my ghost—— my destined wife, is you! You, you—never want to leave me!"

The sonorous and powerful sincere oath is still vivid, but this Zhi Xuan has already changed his mind and betrayed the peace! At that time, how unique and different Zhi Zhi was. has pursued Pingfu for so many days, and has hardly received any encouragement from her, but she has always been consistent and persistently sticks to her sincere feelings. At that time, I thought it was because he was also a writer in private, and I always thought that writers paid more attention to the spiritual world, and their emotions would naturally be more cared for.

At that time, I was just moved by the heat.

This handsome soldier, for so many years, no matter how much she ran around the work of the criminal police and ignored him and forgot him, he accepted it all. He threatened again and again that he absolutely believed in love at first sight! He absolutely supported her to work day and night for the cause of the criminal police!

So Ping Yu always decided that she was the woman he was destined to be.

In fact, he has been in harmony with that beautiful woman Qin Se for three years, and he didn't even notice it, what does it mean? It can only show that there are many problems in this marriage.

If you don't want to break up, what can you do? If you keep the shell, can you still keep your heart? But without the heart to rely on, is it necessary to keep this empty shell?

Since it's an empty shell, let him go.

Death, not a pity.

The fragile life of a flower is gone, and it is too ordinary in the eyes of ordinary people......

Isn't it true that the police flower is full of eyes and has to die because they have been murdered by others like mustard? Then, it is not necessary, with the role of the superfluous, if he is alive, the Tao can take the initiative to choose to die, which can be regarded as a kind of wisdom, courage and courage.

Ping Fu resolutely took action.

Recently, Pingyu often has insomnia, she found an acquaintance doctor, prescribed a hundred tranquilizers, put them in a small bottle, and carried them with her.

If she needs to fall asleep quickly, she eats three tablets.

Now, she took out the small bottle, poured out the small white pills, and checked them, and there were probably more than sixty left. Without hesitation, she swallowed half of it, and then thought that it would be a bet with her life, so she either didn't do it, or did it.

If you don't want to die, then you have to change your life.

If you unfortunately die, die, you should go, and you can't stay.

I'm tired, I'm so tired, I want to rest.

Ping Fu put the rest of the pills into his mouth again, drank them in one gulp, and swallowed them all.

After lying down on the bed, I thought again, not to sleep with them.

I came to the couch again, and as soon as I sat down, I felt dizzy.

Suddenly, she remembered that people said that if you want not to be saved, you have to use wine and water to suppress it.

So, she staggered to the wine cabinet and picked up the remaining half-large bottle of white wine.

She actually smiled, thinking that the housewife was indeed derelict in her duty, and she didn't even prepare a bottle of good wine. Before dying, there should also be a bottle of Moutai, alas-regret for life.

She picked up half a bottle of white wine, raised her head high, and drank it all in one go.

In her mind, the famous words of the French writer Duras suddenly appeared, as if it were some kind of drunkenness, which was used to bear the emptiness of the world, the balance of the planets and the immovable operation of space, and a silent indifference unique to the place of painful struggle. Silent indifference. Indifferent. Indifferent.

She couldn't bear it anymore, and her legs were disobedient.

She said to herself that she hadn't drunk any water yet. She began to take a step in the direction of the water dispenser, but she couldn't move - "poof", she fell, and the moment she closed her eyes, she saw the seventh birthday photo of her baby daughter Tan Tan on the wall of the restaurant.

Ping Fu suddenly woke up, oh my God, I'm dead, my daughter, what should I do? I can't die yet, I have to live.

In this world, no one can do without me, but my precious daughter needs me! Anyone can leave me, but my precious daughter can't do without her mother!

I want to live. I want to live. I want to live.

Flat, dazed brains dominated her, crawling and crawling towards the door—she thought she still had time and a chance to open it and call for help.

In fact, she only crawled twice before she passed out.

I can't die, I want to live!

Ping Fu resisted the powerful seduction of a dark and secluded cave, struggling and struggling.

Earth, without a deputy head of the criminal police, will continue to rotate.

In the global village, without a woman, it will continue to be noisy and exciting.

However, in front of a young girl, without a mother, how will this girl's world completely collapse.

I can't die, I have to live for my daughter. Alive. Living.

I'm going to live!

Strong and vulnerable, always like that, go hand in hand.

Ping Yu didn't know, and never expected, that six hours later, a man who had been far away from her life and emotions would continue to pity her, care about her, pay attention to her, worry about her, and turn back again......

Come back!

Guarding the door of her house, he could not open, he could not knock, he could not stomp open.

Call the police, let "110" pick the lock-

However, if 110 is notified, it is equivalent to letting all the police officers in the Public Security Bureau know the privacy of the Ping family. It's not okay. Back then, he was too inattentive to his personal privacy and lost his criminal police career. So you still have to solve the problem yourself.

So, he finally decided, it was better to hold back, maybe he was more suspicious, but he was afraid.

He trembled and trembled, even his hands were shaking, and cold sweat began to gush from his forehead.

This sudden rush of terrifying thoughts finally controlled his actions.

He was really afraid that he would miss the opportunity!

So, he used the wire he picked up to unlock the lock himself, and although it took some time, he finally conquered the trembling.

Perhaps, it is also in the dark that the persistence that is unwilling to leave has touched the heavens.

Life, just like that, dramatically kicked off a new prelude again.