Chapter 32: The Diary of a Girl II
On April 14, xx year, pedestrians on the road wanted to break their souls. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info
In the early hours of the morning, my mother suddenly came home. He said he had come to pick up a certain material and was about to use it, but he didn't find the beast in the master bedroom. Only then did I find that the beast was still naked in my bed.
Mom was completely crushed at once.
It was an hour before she woke up.
She pulled out her kitchen knife desperately to slash the beast. The beast fled to the master bedroom and refused to come out again.
Mom was embarrassed. He sprinkled all the humiliation and anger on my head, tearing and kicking, crying and insulting.
I'm sorry, Mom, I'm sorry, I really don't want to hurt you like this. If you can kill me and relieve you of a little pain, please kill me, kill me, I really don't want to live. Mom - Mom - you just hit, hit!
Mom hid in the bathroom alone. I thought she was just going to cry, just to be convenient, just to think. However, several hours passed, and there was still no movement inside.
I can't stand it.
Moving over to the dining table, standing on the table, I saw through the window what a bloody and horrible scene!
My dear mother, a brave and strong policeman's mother, a second-class heroic model who is rare in the country, actually cut off her left wrist with a kitchen knife, and the blood flowed like a river! Mother-mother-why did you leave like this, did you just want me like this? Mother--I love you!
I'm the one who killed you! Mommy—
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April 29, XX year, sandstorm.
After learning from the pain, I miss my mother even more. I pulled out a diary book from the past, and I remembered the wonderful days I spent with my mother. Mom, can you tell me to spend such a good day with you again? even if it's just for a moment? Mom?
Lo and behold, that day I wrote:
Today, I am 10 years old and have started to learn to play the piano formally.
At 5 o'clock in the afternoon, the teacher taught me to learn "five lines, notes, and treble clef", requiring me to have good posture, fingering, and understand the relationship between the keyboard and the staff, and also practiced playing a few notes with my right hand.
The teacher was a little indifferent, a little impatient, and a little impatient in his tone.
Am I not very savvy?
Later, when I practiced my right hand again, the teacher told me that I couldn't concentrate. Indeed, at that time, I glanced at my father and saw that he was looking at me with a disgusting look.
I burst into tears. But when I thought, what's the use of crying, will I not learn to play the piano anymore, I quickly stopped crying.
I want to play the piano. I'm going to keep dancing.
It was already dark when I came back from the dance class, and I felt so tired and tired, but I still had to practice the piano. Dad was right behind me, and I had to be careful not to make mistakes. But the more I don't want to make mistakes, the more I have to make mistakes.
Dad shouted angrily, "Treble 1, where's it?"
I hurriedly clicked a key, but it was wrong. So, I was scolded. I was terrified, my hands were shaking, and whenever this happened, I really didn't want to play the piano, it was boring, boring, and I was always scolded.
My mother asked me, "What do you think when you are scolded by your father?" and I said I didn't think about anything. Actually, I just want to play.
My mother said, "You have to be interested in the piano to learn it well." Hard training is also one of the shortcuts. If you don't demand it so strictly, you will say that we are irresponsible in the future. ”
I wanted to shake my head and exclaim, "I'm not going to say you're irresponsible." ”
However, I didn't dare to say it, I was afraid that as soon as I said it, my parents would start arguing again.
In the middle of summer that year, it was sweltering and sweltering, and I wrote:
Today is the first day of my mother's vacation.
She gave me a training plan, and it really made me feel miserable. I know she was annoyed and disappointed that I didn't get into a foreign language middle school. So I had to follow her.
Jump rope. Early in the morning, I was dragged downstairs by her to jump, which really ruined people's mood! I knew that I was too fat, and I would be defeated if I jumped three or two, and forced people to jump - jump.
Then, it's about memorizing English texts and doing math problems. I'm going to faint!
In the afternoon, I took a Latin dance class, and I was in a good mood.
After a class, the teacher asked the students to do the rumba basic steps, and the whole class did a mess! The teacher asked the students to do it one by one, and he first asked an old student to do it, and she grabbed the music, and then asked a girl who usually danced very well to do it, and she also grabbed the music. I secretly rejoiced in my heart: they must not have any musical talent, so they can't even hear it so easily, and now I can be naked! Unexpectedly, at this time, I heard the teacher call my name.
He said, "Take a New York step." ”
As soon as I did it, the teacher said, "Look, Artemisia Yanran not only found the right music, but also danced well!"
Hahaha, I'm so happy! Because I was the first student to find the right music and dance well!
Let me tell you a secret, today my mom made a bet with me: if I could pinch ice cubes for 15 minutes, she would take me to the "Red Shoes" store to buy Latin dance clothes. Isn't it easy? The girl who got into Harvard University can do it, why can't I? As a result, I actually pinched it for 17 minutes and 30 seconds, and if it wasn't for my mother knocking off the ice chirp in my hand, I would have pinched it even longer, although I felt like my heart was frozen. Mom's own ice cubes have long been thrown off - haha, I won!
Mom said, "Okay, I'll buy you two trouser legs!" Haha—Mom is so childlike.
In July of that year, I wrote:
Today at noon, we went to the open-air swimming pool, and it was so cool.
But my mom had to let me swim 10 laps – the equivalent of 1,000 meters – before I could play, which made me so unhappy. But I still swam enough, and I was able to complete the task in less than an hour. (I'm so embarrassed to say, because I swam for 57 minutes!, but 57 minutes is less than an hour, an hour is 60 minutes, and it's only 3 minutes!What is the concept of 3 minutes?That's 180 seconds!(*^__^*)Hehe...... )
When I got home, my mother made a simple lunch: roast cake with beef, chili and onion salad, and chilled watermelon!
Overall, my mother's plan is okay, but I want to make an appointment with my mother in three chapters:
Don't lose your temper with me!, of course, when it's not right. It is not unreasonable for me to covenant the three chapters of the law;
You are not allowed to talk to me about "puppy love" again. Because I decided not to think about these issues before the age of 23, and I will always pay attention to it, if my mother always talks about this problem, I will only think that women are verbose;
Well, as for the third, I haven't thought about it yet, so it's not too late to talk about it when I think about it, haha.
In short, although veryverytired today, I am in a good mood, I hope that my physique will be strengthened, and I will no longer be so obese, and I hope that this good mood will accompany me for the rest of my life!