Chapter 31: Diary of a Girl I
On November 3, XX year, the autumn was high and cool. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Today, my 14th birthday.
During the recess, the big boy from the first year of high school came to the door of our class and said loudly, "Yanran, come out, someone is looking for you!"
I ran out in a panic, and it turned out that he was alone.
My classmates were all making loud noises, and I was embarrassed and shy.
He, too, shoved something into my arms and ran away.
I didn't dare to look at it, so I ran back to the classroom with my arms in my arms. When he got to his seat, he threw the bag of gifts into the desk, covered it, and ignored the requests of his classmates at the same table to see it, and his heart was pounding.
After class, I waited for the classmates to finish in ignorance, then pulled out the bag of gifts, picked up the schoolbag, and ran to a street garden, saw that there were no people around me, only to open it, and looked: haha - it turned out to be a plush cobra, a schoolbag pendant that can be hung on the schoolbag! He actually knows my birthday, understands that I am a snake, and likes snakes!
I felt my heart jump out, I was going to explode!
~~~~~~
On November 4, xx year, the autumn rain fell.
Mom said that she was on duty at night and would not go home.
My father and I were the only ones left in the house.
I've always felt weird about my dad lately, and he looks at me strangely, and I'm always scared to look at him. Yesterday for my birthday, he had to kiss me on the cheek, my lips, and hug me.
I'm not happy.
In front of my mother, he scolded me: "I don't know what to do!"
Mom said that when a girl is older, how can she still be like when she was a child, hugging and kissing, you have to pay attention to what you should pay attention to!
As a result, they quarreled again.
I don't remember a day when they don't fight or quarrel. Dad is really, and he is also a university professor, not as cultivated, self-relic, and connotative as his mother.
~~~~~~
On November 30, xx, the autumn wind swept away the leaves.
I've been a little scared for the past few days. In my free time, I always find that the older boy is looking at me. I was so nervous, inexplicably excited. Sometimes, I think of him from time to time. I'm really scared now, I'm afraid that if I continue like this, I'll like him. Oh my God! That's not going to work, remember, your task now is to study, study, and study again! Only by studying at the top of your studies can you get into a high school and you will be able to gain a foothold in this society in the future.
If you take action, you can do it!
When I got to junior high school, I had fewer and fewer piano lessons. I'm getting more and more homework. Now, I am also over 14 years old, and in another year, a cruel entrance exam is coming.
My father was a university professor, and my mother was an instructor at the police station, and they would never allow me to fail to pass the high school entrance examination. I have to study hard, study, and study again!
Just now, I wanted to take a break, so I went to play 20 etudes, and it was only more than ten minutes, but I felt a little pain in my stomach and went to the toilet again. As a result, as soon as I came back, my father actually tied me to the piano bench with a straw rope and said, "I see if you can slip away." What are you doing, it's always so impermanent!"
Days like this, sometimes, are really a little discouraging and boring.
By the way, I just dropped out of my Chinese textbook a speech I made when I was in junior high school, and I wrote it down for memoir:
~~~~~~
Easily go to junior high school
Teachers and students: Hello!
My name is Hao Yanran, I am 12 years old this year, MGZ I come from a key primary school, and I have served as a propaganda committee, group leader, deputy class leader and other positions in the class. Today, I am going to give you a talk on the topic: Studying in Junior High School with Ease. I am competing for the position of recreation commissioner.
As we all know, in the vast prairie in the north of our country, where "the wind blows the grass and sees the cattle and sheep", there is a nomadic people, that is, the ancestors of my ancestors. In that strange land, they created such a nation that can sing and dance, and I am among them. I think that I have not only inherited and carried forward the good qualities of my ancestors, but also I can play the beautiful and romantic piano and dance passionate Latin dance.
In other words, I basically have the basic skills and cultivation of a cultural and entertainment commissioner.
At the same time, I served as a class leader in primary school and have some management experience. In particular, I have a brave, motivated and kind heart, and a heart that is willing to dedicate time, energy and talent to everyone. I believe that I can make our class quite cohesive and creative through certain amateur cultural activities. I am willing to rely on my efforts to make the whole class relaxed, lively and happy in addition to the heavy and intense study. I am willing to dedicate all my talents and efforts to achieve this goal.
Please believe me! Vote for me with your sacred vote, I will live up to my mission!
Thank you, and that's the end of my presentation.
~~~~~~
On April 4, xx, a sandstorm.
I stayed at home all day, without food or drink.
Mom was on duty last night and I was left alone.
That beastly guy touched my bed in the middle of the night!
I'm asleep, how did I know it would happen!
The sudden tearing pain woke me up, I screamed, and the man on top of me covered my mouth so hard that I was suffocating. I just thought that if I was dead, I would scream, so I kicked and kicked.
I don't know why Daddy didn't come to save me! Daddy- Daddy-
The man put his mouth to my ear and said fiercely, "Yanran—don't be silent, I'm Daddy—Daddy!"
I was so frightened that I fainted.
How could it be him—my father! He actually said, "How dare you fall in love at such a young age?" Then it is better to let me do it, and the fat water will not flow to the fields of outsiders." "Turns out, he peeked at my diary?
Am I guilty? Mom?
I've just turned 14!
~~~~~~
On April 6, XX year, it was rainy and cold.
Mom asked me what was wrong? I was silent.
Mom, can I say it? I can't! If I did, you'd be angry and die, so what should I do?
Mom, Mom, why did you find that beast in the first place? Why did you give birth to me in the first place?
I want to die. I don't want to live anymore.
Mom, Mom, I hate you! I hate you, it's all you—why did you make me so beautiful when I wanted to marry that beast, so I could dance! Mommy—
The beast would not let me go. He understood that I didn't dare to speak, and he became even more aggressive.
Mom, can you stop being on duty? You're a policeman, you're a hero, come and save me—your daughter! Come on—Mom!