Because of the accommodation, I haven't ridden a bike for a long time. www.biquge.info I parked the car in the same place as the original class parking space, locked the car, and looked around. The setting sun shone on the red tiled East School Building, and the flowers on the locust tree had long since fallen completely, which was very different from the scene when I first met Yakumo-sensei. Even so, I still feel a little nostalgic in my heart, as well as ...... Grieved.

I pulled out the key, put it in my pocket, and walked into the school building that was too familiar to be familiar anymore, I lowered my head and watched the steps appear at the edge of my vision as I walked, and then came to an abrupt end at the bend. In this way, I unconsciously climbed up with some empty thoughts, and when I looked up, the symbol representing the fifth floor appeared on the opposite wall. Taking the last step, I took a deep breath, walked to the classroom, and pushed the door open. As expected, Han Ding leaned against the window, smoking a cigarette, and greeted this side without looking back:

"Coming, student?"

"Ahh I'm coming. "I found a chair and sat down in a state of confusion," ...... There should be something, right?"

"Heh, of course there will be something. So......" Turning around, Han Ding spat out a smoke ring as usual, "but I think you've figured out what I'm trying to say." ”

“…… Of course. It's also thanks to your rambling education. I put my hand in my pocket, "You've been going to do this since the beginning, haven't you......?" It started at that time. ”

"Tell me about your speculation. Han Ding didn't say anything, "You are also my first student." Let me see if my first teaching was a success. ”

"That's when you started your plan, right?" I continued, nodding, "This is when the three of us first concentrated in the attic. ”

The same depressed mood came out as it did at that time. I struggled to move my Adam's apple, as if I wanted to swallow something: "Originally, as a monitor sent by the government, you don't need to care about me, an ordinary person who can be said to be a giveaway for Yakumo-sensei. Even though the atmosphere in the attic was terrible at the time, there should be a good reason to give up the surveillance of Yakumo-sensei and start training me as an inconsequential little person, and not just the so-called 'I'm worried that I'll be attacked and the doujin will never be finished' - even after training, my self-defense ability has not improved much at all, and there is no possibility of resisting an attack orchestrated from the shadows, and the first thing was just a fluke, right?"

"So you should have some other reason. After thinking about it for a while, I could only come to one conclusion: At that time, you already wanted to pull me into your camp and use this to spy on Yakumo-sensei's information, right?"

“…… Go on. He took a puff of his cigarette, Han Ding said.

"And Yakumo-sensei found out your purpose. That's why she's hesitant when confronted with your suggestions. However, whether it was her self-esteem, whether she couldn't stand the atmosphere of the attic, or whether she was going to use me to fight me, in short, she accepted your suggestion, and then I became a prop for the two of you to use to fight it out. Speaking of this, I felt a pang of pain in my heart, "It's also just a change in a person like me, how can she show such a sad expression......

"I need proof. I can't accept an inference without evidence. ”

"What a strict teacher. Well, the evidence. I smiled wryly twice, "The proof is, first of all, Yakumo-sensei showed me his weakness, which was a bit too sudden, wasn't it? Of course, I couldn't have noticed this at the time, especially since all I had was a disgust for you, and this strategy made me tilt so much towards her side." And then, just like knowing this kind of thing beforehand - in fact, you should have known, I was so easy to guess at the time, you should be able to surmise that Yakumo-sensei won my favor by exposing his weakness. Based on this fact, you devised a scene, and then used my curiosity to expose Yakumo-sensei's performance on the battlefield in Chechnya, leaving me in shock and reflecting on what I had learned the night before, while also dragging me towards you - by realizing that I and Yakumo-sensei are worlds apart. ”

Then, Yakumo-sensei also began to change his strategy. She began to express her sorrow, hoping to use this and my affection for her to induce me to blame me and keep me away from you. This method almost succeeded, and I proposed to you that you no longer want to have a pistol. However, your demolition moves are also quite powerful. Throwing out the argument that 'Gensokyo doesn't exist' scared me silly, and subconsciously deepened my suspicion of Yakumo-sensei and my trust in you......"

"It's all just your inferences, your assumptions. What I need is proof. ”

"Ahh I should have already mentioned it. "When I closed my eyes, I felt my heart ache more and more. I knew exactly what I was talking about, I was saying that Yakumo-sensei had actually been deceiving me through acting all this time. In this respect, Han Ding's methods may have been more open-minded, and even he may have fabricated a lot of facts, "Your words are too abnormal, aren't they? Why do you talk so much to me, an ordinary high school student? Why do you want to do training on me that is better than nothing, but basically impossible to work? Why did Yakumo-sensei suddenly change her attitude? How could she be deranged because of my avoidance mentality towards her in the fandom? These need an explanation, and the only one who can explain them is ......"

"Smack, smack, smack".

My words were interrupted by this round of applause. When I opened my eyes, I saw Han Dingzheng slapping himself: "Wonderful analysis." It seems that I really taught a good student. So, now that the fandom is over, it's time for you to let this win or lose, right?"

"Tell me your options, student. What are you going to do?Join me?" With that, Han Ding threw the cigarette butt down the window and pulled out his pistol from behind him, "Of course, you have to understand that some of the things you know already involve secrecy regulations. If you made that side of the choice...... Then hope that your Yakumo-sensei can save you before this bullet is embedded in your brain. ”

"That's why you've told me so much about your past experiences, right?" looked at the gun in the other person's hand, and my heart was extraordinarily calm: Ah, yes, this is the expected end. It turns out that when things go according to your prediction, will the mood be like this? "But I'm sorry......"

As I spoke, I took out the Type 64 pistol, put it on the table, and pushed it forward: "I still can't betray my feelings." ”

"My own mood...... walked over in two steps, Han Ding put away the 64 type, and smiled bitterly twice, "I've been avoiding this situation, but it's a pity, it seems that teaching you to be smart and this point is a serious conflict." ”

"So, tell me now, what is your mood?"

“…… I like Yakumo-sensei. No, I like Yakumo Murasaki. ”

…… Said it. Finally, I said it.

The heart is more relaxed than ever. That's right, I like Yakumo-sensei. It's not something that happened recently, I've been in love with her for a long time - not the character in the Touhou Project and its many fandoms, but the book friend who was able to chat with me late into the night after my update, the irresponsible chemistry teacher who pushed me all the chemistry homework in the class and teased me all day long......

I like her. I like her from the bottom of my heart.

This may be why I feel fear and sadness when I am asked to live in a dormitory at the school. At that time, that was the only way I could get in touch with her. If there is a hiatus, a hiatus for a year, will she disappear from me? Will she forget this passerby in her life? Will it ...... Already have other friends or lovers and won't look at me anymore?

I was terrified of all this. The doujin itself doesn't have much meaning anymore.,I'm just hoping to have a bond with her.。 The reader doesn't care about anything at all - as long as she's there.

As long as she's there.

And not long ago, I severed that bond with my own hands. This is the bond that confines her to me who lives here.

I'm a fool, I actually figured it out after cutting it off......

"Even if you know all this, you still came to see me, instead of contacting Miss Yakumo Zi first......" Hearing me say this, Han Ding also breathed a sigh of relief, and then immediately frowned, "This means ......"

"None of you won. Nobody. I shook my head slightly, "I like Yakumo." But, sure enough, I still feel that I am just an ordinary person...... I don't deserve her. If I go to Gensokyo with her like this, it will definitely cause her more trouble, right? I shouldn't be with her......"

"Obviously chose to go to Gensokyo with Miss Yakumo Purple to survive?"

"Obviously, I chose to go to Gensokyo with Yakumo-sensei to survive. If I go to Gensokyo like this, I'll be miserable, really. I nodded, "Really, it's going to be quite, quite painful." ”

“…… Because of this unclear feeling, I came to die...... Why the hell are you doing that......"

"I don't know. I really don't know. I can't figure it out myself. It's just that I feel like I have to say these things to you. Also, there are some things that must be confirmed. Otherwise, I'm afraid that even if I survive, I will not be happy at all. I know, at this time, I should be smiling, "We're friends, Han Ding, right?"

“……”

"I know this question can be stupid. However, the past time was not entirely based on intrigue and deceit, right? During that time, that beautiful memory that I can never forget, it will definitely not be like this, right? I can feel from the cooperation between you and Yakumo-sensei in that operation, you ...... You trust each other. Someone like me can not qualify, but ...... But we're friends, aren't we? The three of us have really become friends, right?"

…… Right. This is the question that I, with the determination to die, will come over to confirm.

What do you say that time is all the product of the struggle between the two old foxes, and I am just being used by the two of them as a tool to prove my strength...... I absolutely don't believe it! It was so enjoyable that I was addicted to it...... It definitely shouldn't be more than that!

It's useless to ask Yakumo-sensei this question, she's very gentle, and I feel like she's giving that kind of answer to comfort me......

Therefore, Han Ding must be asked. This is the only way. Only his answer reassures me. If I denied that time, then I really couldn't believe anything anymore. Therefore, as long as you can get a positive answer, it is considered dead......

I'm okay with that.

“…… Because the favorability can't pull out the absolute gap, did you make this choice......" After a moment of silence, the other party said, "This kind of thing...... First of all, since you're here to see me, and you're going to have to die, you know?"

“…… Got it. ”

"In that case, I can give my answer as well. Suddenly, he raised his head and held out his hand to me, "I don't know anything else, but this time ...... It's been a great time, student. ”

“…… Well. ”

I passed my hand over and shook it with the other person. In my impression, this seems to be the first time I have shaken hands with Han Ding......

It will be the last time.

From the moment he reached out, I was subconsciously aware of what he wanted to do. But this is also something that I have considered for a long time, and now it is better to take this way, so I should reduce the burden as a friend, right......

When he dragged him over, and then he hit him hard in the leg, and then the whole person was thrown out of that window, I thought.

Falling from the upper floors is indeed much easier than the aftermath of a shot......

"Then I'm going to meet the wrath of the princess. ”

Finally, the moment I was thrown out of the window, I heard Han Ding say this.

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