What will happen in the next period of time...... Well, I really feel like there's nothing to say. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoEverything has become a matter of course, whether it is the existence of Yakumo-sensei or Han Ding, who is showing off his ability to assemble firearms on the table on the other side, and the open and secret battles between the two, and me who is a peacemaker while correcting chemistry homework or racking my brains to think about the direction of the fandom plot, these have all become normalized, and have become a scenery that can often be seen in the attic. And in the school, the rumors about my relationship with Mr. Yakumo have spread to the point that they can't be spread anymore, and in some ways this really hurts, every time Bo Ye and Xiaowei are always able to grasp this point and make all kinds of teasing to me, and the top brother who "knows the truth" is always giving me "work" in his own way to silently support, which seems to affect his reputation in some ways, and I really feel sorry for him.

All in all, this period of time was so uneventful that I felt like I wanted to say something, but when I opened my mouth, I found that I couldn't say anything. If you take a few paragraphs from memory, you will only be left with fragments of dialogue:

"Han Ding, what's wrong with you? Why do you feel like you're stunned? Did something happen?"

“…… No, nothing. ”

"Little Dingzi, you seem to be hiding something. ”

"I said, it's really nothing. By the way, student, I actually have a question all the time......"

You're going to take the initiative to ask me questions? ”

"No, first of all, look at this picture. ”

"Oh, isn't this a picture drawn by a fandom? What's the problem?"

"People...... Oh my god goosebumps fell all over the place......"

"That, Yakumo-sensei, if I say that I feel the same way as Han Ding at this time......"

"The sin bag seems to be really interesting. I've never done anything like this before, but it's okay to start with the two of you, right?"

“…… Alright student, let's move on to my question. How do you feel about Miss Yakumo on this picture?"

"Feeling? It feels like it's obviously Yakumo-sensei.,It's beautiful.,What's the problem?"

"Ah yes.,I'll interrupt for a while.,Actually, about the pretty question.,I really want to know what kind of mentality Miss Yakumo Purple had when she saw a book about herself?"

"What's that?"

"Hey, Han Ding, don't take me with you if you die by yourself, okay?Teacher Yakumo, you don't need to know about this kind of thing, really!"

“…… Is it a book?That's it...... I order. ”

"Han Ding smashed the computer! Immediately! If you don't want to die!"

"Ah, students, let's continue that question, look at this picture, if you put it in real life, your eyes are obviously too big......"

"Now is not the time to discuss this issue! Our lives are in danger, Brother Han!"

"Hawkers, even if you don't have this amount of energy, what qualifications does Miss Yakumo Purple have to be Miss Yakumo Purple......"

"Is it okay to look like this? Let's use it on Yuyuko when I go back......"

“…… Yuyuko-sama, I'm sorry for you, because of this, Yakumo-sensei was instilled with strange knowledge, please forgive me who can't stop her, if you make you suffer, please have a lot of ......"

…… It's such a messy snippet.

"Xiao Dingzi, in fact, I always have a question to know, can you tell me?"

"Well, this scene seems to be even rarer. The well-informed Miss Yakumo actually wants to ask me a question?"

"Do you have any opinions? If you have any questions, you can also bring them up as much as you can, and I'll listen carefully and-"

"Well, is that really a problem? Please say it, but I may not be able to give a satisfactory answer first. ”

"Actually, I feel a little strange about how you're evolving now. The general public has much more information resources than they used to be in the days when I spent a lot in Japan, but people don't seem to be much better than they were at that time......

“…… Do you mean, the phenomenon of group retardation?"

"What does that mean?"

"Actually, it's just the phenomenon of blind conformity, author. I've seen this happen more than once when group behavior tends to be blind and irrational at the macro level. However, I thought that after all this time, there should be some improvement......"

"But the wisdom of the crowd doesn't seem to evolve with technology, economy, and civilization at all, right? How can I say it, it should be a good phenomenon for our profession, and what we want to hide can be easily covered up by this phenomenon. This is especially true for politicians, but this thing is clearly a double-edged sword......"

"I don't care about these things. I just want to know, why is that? Why are you not able to improve this phenomenon while you have made progress in other areas? Is this really a social phenomenon?"

“…… I didn't think that Miss Yakumo was still a person who was interested in this kind of thing. I thought that after living long enough, I would be able to keep my mind clean and not think about anything. ”

“……”

“…… Well, it's my fault for jumping to conclusions without knowing what you're going through. Let's get back to that. On this issue, although we Chinese have engaged in many ways in a long enough history, if we talk about systematic research, we really still have to look at the work of the West, and I suggest you take a look at Gustave Le Pen's "The Rabble". If you insist on me saying it...... Well, I want to explain it in another direction, which is how this phenomenon manifests itself externally, is that okay?"

"Tell me about it. ”

"Ahh As you said, in the era you were talking about, there were very few ways to access information, but now the general public has access to much more information than it did then. Have you seen 1984 and Brave New World?"

"Do you want to compare the situation described in these two books with the situation then and now?"

"Hmm. It's actually like that, isn't it? Orwell feared those who forcibly banned books, Huxley feared losing any reason to ban books because no one wanted to read anymore, Orwell feared those who deprived us of information, Huxley worried about people becoming more and more passive and selfish in a sea of information, Orwell feared that the truth was being withheld, Huxley was worried about the truth being drowned in the boring and tedious world, Orwell was afraid that our culture would become a culture of restriction, Huxley was worried about our culture becoming a sensory stimulus,** and the vulgar culture of games without rules...... Orwell feared that what we hated would ruin us, and Huxley feared that we would ruin what we loved. 'Excessively restrictive, and excessively unrestrictive. "Entertainment to Death" mentions that "there are two ways to make the cultural spirit wither, one is to make culture a prison, and the other is to turn culture into a stage of entertainment to death", and the same is true of the spirit of independent thinking. Therefore, although on the surface, the phenomenon of group retardation is still the same, I personally believe that the root cause of this has fundamentally changed, from the extreme lack of information to the explosion of information. ”

“…… Is it impossible to strike a balance?"

In fact, if the phenomenon of group retardation is eliminated in human society, the crisis will actually come. Humanity needs to conform to the herd, and conformity can guarantee our unity, and if we lose it, then humanity is really nothing, and the group is mentally retarded to ensure a very rapid degree of unity, which is indispensable in the face of a major crisis. ”

"Without unity, humanity is really nothing......"

…… That's it, I don't know what to do, and I can't insert a single sentence.

But it feels good. Listening to their words, occasionally interjecting a sentence or two, and then silently writing about my own fandom, this has become my daily routine. I don't have to worry too much about my results, and after getting used to this pattern, I'm back to my original level. The days go on like this, and people feel intoxicated and unable to extricate themselves.

Before we knew it, the three of us might be worthy of the title of "friends". Every day is happy. Enjoyed every day. Every day......

But there will always be an end. All good things come to an end.

And now, when the time comes, perhaps, it really should come.

I didn't even realize what I was doing until I hit enter on my keyboard, I just felt like I was posting the words I coded today, as usual. Even, when I performed this action, my heart was overflowing with a sense of relaxation, because no matter what, the burden on my shoulders was finally removed.

After that, I noticed the anomaly when I looked at the flashing screen in front of me and felt that something was wrong.

That's right, on that day, that extraordinary vacation, in my house, my fandom, ended.

I didn't know why I was so sluggish that I didn't realize the meaning of the action until I published the end of the story. Is it because you are too accustomed to it, so you let yourself be hypnotized by life?

A sense of remorse came over me in an instant, and it almost destroyed myself. There is no doubt that, in the unconscious inertia of life, the stupid me once again destroyed this everyday life that I had long been familiar with. Everything is about to change again......

And this time, compared to the previous ones, will be very different. I know that after being exposed to so many things by Han Ding's ears, the way of thinking is very different from when I first started writing doujin, and I know that this is the biggest challenge I have to face. Even, it is no exaggeration to say that this incident will affect my life more than the college entrance examination.

At that moment, some things that were still vague began to become clear. Once again, surprised at why I hadn't realized these things before, I slowly buried my face in my hands.

Tears. Tears appeared again. It ran down his cheeks and even down his arms.

The phone on the table suddenly vibrate. At this time, it can only be that guy, right?

"Come to school. Don't go to the attic, on the fifth floor, the classroom to the left of the big office is fine. ”

Han Ding. He's definitely the first guy to know about the end of my fandom - presumably, my text must have been monitored by him and his comrades twenty-four hours a day.

I flipped the switch with my own hands, so I had to face it.

"Got it, go over right away. ”

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