The relationship between Kim Tae-yeon and Hwang Mi-young has changed slightly since that night. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoBecause of Hwang Mi-young's confession to her, Kim Taeyeon gradually distanced herself from her, although Kim Taeyeon had told her that they were still the same as before, and they will always be the best sisters.

But no matter who it is, if there is a person around you who has always liked him and confessed to himself, and more importantly, the person who confessed is of the same gender as himself, he will subconsciously reject that person.

Hwang Mi-young also knows that after she and Kim Taeyeon's confession fail, it will be impossible to develop further, and the only thing she can do is to maintain a sisterhood with her as usual.

It's just that although she thinks so, she just can't control herself, every time Kim Taeyeon comes back, she will greet her as soon as possible, caring about whether she will be tired or hungry after a busy day outside, and she can always be by her side when Kim Taeyeon needs help the most.

Regarding Hwang Mi-young's kindness, Kim Taeyeon chose to decline more politely.

If it was just pure friendship between sisters, she would have accepted it. But what she is facing is a girl's pursuit of herself and her greetings, which she can't accept and dare not accept.

She was afraid that if she accepted it, she would give Huang Meiying an unrealistic illusion, making Huang Meiying feel that she had subtly admitted that she was slowly accepting all this, so she had no choice but to refuse Huang Meiying's kindness.

And the abnormality between her and Huang Meiying was also noticed by the girls.

"I heard...... Panioni confessed to Taeyeon Oni?" The young lady who is the most concerned about has an ambiguous relationship with the little fourth sister who likes to pester the little sister the most, and Lin Yun'er's curiosity was ignited at once, and while several rumored protagonists upstairs were not there, she hurriedly summoned the sisters to come over and inquire about the situation.

"Looks like Sunny, I happened to be out of the bathroom when I was asking Pani last night and heard a little bit at the top of the stairs. Choi so-young said ambiguously, "I'm not sure if it's or not, but I heard Pani tell Sunny that she failed to confess, and then Taeyeon distanced herself from her, and when she tried to listen down, she accidentally made some noise, and then there was no sound upstairs." ”

The conversation between the sisters is too close to the adult side, and although there is no such topic that is inappropriate for children, Xu Xiaoxian still has a hard time accepting that among her sisters there is a sister who likes girls.

It's just that how can she understand the kind of feelings that arise from long-term companionship? For Hwang Mi-young, from the beginning of their acquaintance to the present, Kim Tae-yeon has always been by Hwang Mi-young's side, taking care of Hwang Mi-young as much as possible within her ability, and the relationship between the two is also because of this.

However, this relationship changed in the end, and Hwang Mi-young fell in love with Kim Taeyeon, resulting in this situation of emotional deterioration.

"Why did Taeyeon Oni refuse? Panioni has been with her for so long......" In fact, most people in the dormitory have vaguely seen that Hwang Mi-young's feelings for Kim Taeyeon are slightly different from sisterhood, and they have always thought that after getting along for such a long time, I believe Kim Taeyeon should also be able to feel it.

It's just that Kim Taeyeon rejected Hwang Mi-young......

"Maybe Taeyeon still hasn't understood her heart, and wants her to accept Pani...... It depends on whether her own knot can be untied. ”

The authorities are fascinated by bystanders, perhaps this sentence does confirm the relationship between these two people, they are deeply trapped in their own thinking and are unconscious, but others can see it clearly.

If she really distanced herself because she rejected Huang Meiying, she wouldn't still live in the same room with Huang Meiying as before, after all, a person who has a strange mind about herself is next to her, and she is afraid that she won't be able to sleep well, right?

But she just kept a little distance from Huang Meiying, and her communication and daily life were still the same as before, and she never ignored Huang Meiying.

"Alas...... It's okay that they're not together, but if Taeyeononi is really with Panioni, I'm more worried about what will happen if the news is known to the outside world. Although the fans have been forming all kinds of CPs for our team members, such as Tessie, Tyny, Short Body, etc., if it really happens, I'm afraid that the fans won't be able to accept it......"

Lim Yoona's worries are not unreasonable, and the girls also know that what she said is likely to happen, so they are all glad that Kim Tae-yeon rejected Hwang Mi-young.

Unexpectedly, while they were talking downstairs, on the edge of the corridor upstairs, another girl silently leaned on the railing and listened to the conversation between them, and her heart hesitated a little.

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On December 10th, he was invited to M's Golden Disc Awards Ceremony, and Kim Taeyeon went out alone to M's award ceremony on that day.

It's not that Kim Taeyeon chose to go alone, but that the award presentation that day belonged to her personally.

Because the situation of Girls' Generation in 08 was not ideal, and Kim Taeyeon's "If" and "Can You Hear It" brought popularity to Kim Taeyeon after a series of encounters in Girls' Generation, and the award ceremony also invited only Kim Taeyeon to participate in this regard.

And the reason why the girls did not go with them was in large part because they learned that among the guests attending the award ceremony was the main figure who still made them encounter the Black Sea, Wondergirl.

They were reluctant to face Wondergirl, so on this day, the girls were silent and shirked not to participate.

Kim Taeyeon could see that they were still fighting for the Black Sea, and she was the same, so she didn't force them to go out alone to attend the award ceremony.

I thought that she would not meet Wondergirl at the award ceremony, but she didn't expect that the organizer seemed to be deliberately embarrassing her, and arranged her and Wondergirl at the same table in the guest seat arrangement of the award ceremony.

The members of Wondergirl understand that in the past nearly half a year, they are an indelible existence for Girls' Generation, although it is not what they want, but the truth still pushes them to the forefront of the storm, and is on the opposite side of Girls' Generation.

"Taeyeon...... I've never been able to say sorry to you, what happened to me at the dream concert...... We can't find any reason to defend us, so we can only say to you, I'm sorry. ”

A former classmate and current rival, before the award ceremony officially began, Min Xianyi sincerely expressed her and her teammates' most sincere apologies to Kim Taeyeon, who was sitting alone at their table.

In the face of Wondergirl's apology, even if Kim Taeyeon no longer likes Wondergirl, she can't force a posture to face them, and she showed a smile and said, "It has nothing to do with you, this happened just happened, and there is no need to apologize to me again." ”

Yes, JYP has already paid the price for this, and maybe not many people in JYP know about it, but Kim Taeyeon knows that JYP has paid a big price, and almost all of JYP's funds have been put into it to pay for the consequences of the dream concert.

Kim Taeyeon's generous and unpretentious gesture made the wondergirl, who has been deeply trapped in self-blame, let go of the burden in her heart and said sorry to Kim Taeyeon again.

Then the award ceremony officially began, and when it was time to present the Best Popularity Award, the presenters on stage who were in charge of presenting the award opened the roster of the Best Popularity Award and read: "2008 YEPP Popularity Award, Taeyeon." ”

The moment Kim Taeyeon's name was pronounced, the audience rang out with her own lyrics "Can You Hear Me", and at that moment, the audience was shouting Kim Taeyeon's name, and all Kim Taeyeon's fans were proud of Kim Taeyeon.

They have been waiting for this moment for a long time, for nearly half a year, after the change of girlhood, Kim Taeyeon has been supporting Girlhood until now, with her thin body, supporting the name worthy of her life.

Girls' Generation, she is a well-deserved Captain of Girls' Generation.

Many criticized her for being worthy of her captain's duties, but only Sone knew about it. Girls' Generation, a group with a very small age difference, 5 girls who are both 89 years old. Kim Taeyeon, just a few months older.

She's just a child, and she also has a cute and carefree nature.

But the facts give her a heavy responsibility, she has to take responsibility for Girls' Generation, and support Girls' Generation from letting them fall.

She used her silent firmness to guard the girlhood, from an inconspicuous group of girls, to a gorgeous rebirth after the darkness.

She is the indispensable soul and pillar of girlhood.

From receiving the blessing of the same table of wondergirls to getting up to walking on the awards stage, this short distance of dozens of steps made everyone understand that it was an honorary journey that she paid an extremely heavy price for.

No one can understand how much hardship a girl has to go through to get to the present, and the burden she carries is beyond the reach of many.

When receiving her well-deserved popularity trophy and telling the audience about her acceptance speech, in the crowd, a girl who had been silently watching her couldn't help but shed tears and covered her mouth to prevent herself from crying.

Her daedae, in such a moment, without the company of her teammates and without her by her side, she could only stand alone on the stage to accept the award, and what made her want to cry even more was that in such an environment, Kim Taeyeon still did not forget to thank the fans who have always supported her and the sisters who have always been by her side in her acceptance speech.

With tears on her face, Hwang Mi-young was offstage, mingling in the audience, silently applauding Kim Taeyeon.

Maybe she was too selfish, put her children's private affairs in front of her girlhood, and chose to confess when she was in trouble when she was in trouble, which brought more pressure to Kim Taeyeon.

She regretted it and blamed herself for why she did it, leaving Kim Taeyeon, who was already very tired, with a burden that she couldn't easily let go.

Love, sometimes you don't need to say it, you just need to be able to give her a place to lean on when she is most tired, isn't it the same?

Looking at Kim Taeyeon, who was singing "Can You Hear" affectionately with her eyes closed on stage, Hwang Mi-young's heart was confused and hesitant for many days, and she seemed to have found a way out.

"Daedae, maybe being by your side no longer stresses you is the only thing I can do now. ”

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