The year 08 was the darkest time of Girls' Generation, and when everyone thought that Girls' Generation was very likely to be a short-lived girl group that would fall in the first year of their debut, Kim Taeyeon stood up and propped up Girls' Generation. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Under the age of 20, she locked up Girls' Generation fans with two songs and attracted thousands of fans with her web novel.

Since then, she has embarked on the arduous road of supporting her girlhood.

In half a year, just relying on "Can You Hear It", she won the Best Popularity Award at the M Gold Record Awards, infected countless fans with her soulful singing, and became a well-deserved captain of Girls' Generation.

She was supposed to be as lively as a girl, but she was overwhelmed by this thousand pounds of burden, but she didn't dare to let go. Once let go, Girls' Generation may disband, and her sisters will also lose a chance to be singers.

And behind this bitterness, Kim Taeyeon's hard work finally paid off, and she won her own Best Popularity Award, which made Girls' Generation start again because of her.

At the end of December, S.M finally finalized the first mini album to be released after Girls' Generation's restart, and the title song is "Gee" composed by Hwang Mi-ying, and the release date is set for the 7th after New Year's Day.

The MV had already been filmed, and the girls spent more than half a month, like returning to the trainee period, staying in the practice room for almost 24 hours to practice the dance of "Gee".

The melody of "Gee" is a little toxic, and the lyrics reveal a cute expression of girlish love at the beginning and at a loss, and when they heard the song they sang for the first time after recording, the girls themselves thought it was very good, and it was easy to remember the lyrics and melody.

However, they all know that this song should be used by Hwang Mi-young to confess to Kim Taeyeon, and the meaning revealed in those lyrics can be seen.

It's just that Kim Taeyeon distanced herself from Hwang Mi-young, unwilling to accept this deformed relationship, and chose to avoid it.

And Hwang Mi-young, who has been pestering Kim Taeyeon as usual after being rejected, doesn't know when she started to change, she is no longer by Kim Taeyeon's side as she was at the beginning, she doesn't pester her or bother her, she just waits by her side silently, and when Kim Taeyeon occasionally needs help, she will silently go over to help her, and the relationship between the two seems to be like sisters who meet in Pingshui, without the closeness of the past.

In such an unusual and peaceful time, Girls' Generation ushered in the release of their first mini album.

On January 7, 2009, the MV of "GEE" was officially released, and the album began to be released at the same time, but what no one expected was on the day of release, because of the rather toxic melody and the fact that there was only a small group of girls in the MV Crab leg dance, the popularity of "GEE" seemed to explode all at once.

The streets and alleys are ringing gee, gee, gee, gee, gee, gee, everywhere you can see the MV of "gee" playing, the colorful costumes and the neat and cute dance of the girls, so that many fans who used to be Girls' Generation Anti were instantly attracted by this song.

On January 16th, Girls' Generation finally appeared on the stage of KBS Music Bank for the first time after being silent for half a year, with "Gee" as the main song, and won a place that has not been won for a long time.

The moment she got one, Kim Tae-yeon cried and cried like a child.

How long had she not felt this moment? But the most unforgettable thing for her was the moment when she won the award, when the sisters were there for her, and she witnessed the moment when they regained their honor.

She cried, hiding behind her sisters and crying uncontrollably.

Everyone knows what happened when they were girls, and this day is a real bitter end for them.

Then, Girls' Generation seemed to have ushered in their most important moment, from the first time they appeared on the stage of KBS Music Bank, all the singers seemed to be unable to compete with them, and all the fans began to cheer for Girls' Generation.

That is, after January 16th, on January 18th, Girls' Generation appeared on the stage of SBS's popular songs and won the first place again, on January 23rd, "GEE" appeared on the KBS Music Bank for the second time, and won the second place in the music bank, and on January 30th, KSB Music Bank appeared for the third time, won the first triple crown since their debut, and won the championship of KBS Music Bank in January.

Since then, the light of girls' generation seems to shine on everyone, and after the first month of their restart, there have been invitations to variety shows one after another, and various endorsements have been sent like snowflakes, since the Black Sea, this is the first time since the Black Sea that the girls have really started to get busy, so busy that they can't even find a chance to go home for the New Year.

In mid-March, Girls' Generation ushered in their most important moment, breaking the record for the longest consecutive championship of KBS Music Bank and winning the first nine consecutive championships in the history of Music Bank.

At the same time, an unexpected thing quietly befell them.

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More than two months of busy life have made Kim Taeyeon forget what Huang Mi-young confessed to her at the beginning, although it is impossible to completely forget, but these days, because of her busy work, except for when she is on stage and practicing, there are not many opportunities for her and Hwang Mi-young to meet, and it is normal to forget the confession three months ago.

But just because Kim Taeyeon will forget doesn't mean that other people will, Hwang Mi-young will always remember the scene when she confessed that night and was rejected by Kim Tae-yeon.

It's just that she has silently decided in her heart that since she can't stay with Kim Taeyeon for a long time, she might as well be by her side, and be satisfied with just being a good sister, until Kim Taeyeon really finds her true love, at that time, maybe it's time for her to leave.

Although she couldn't be a lover with Kim Taeyeon and only decided to be by her side, Hwang Mi-young didn't dare to face the moment when Kim Taeyeon really found love, such a decision may be the best for her.

With this in mind, the relationship between her and Kim Taeyeon has become a little delicate, and with the busyness of work, she has gradually accompanied Kim Taeyeon and slowly got used to her current life.

And her actions created an opportunity for another person.

After going on the radio late at night, for some reason, Jung so-yeon, who wanted to walk home in the snowy city late at night, dragged Kim Tae-yeon, who had been so sleepy that she was about to walk with one eye open and one eye closed, from the nanny car, and the two of them walked like nerves in the night with fine snowflakes.

"Taeyeon, I want to ask you something. "In the dead of night, there are no passers-by on the streets, there is no chance in the dormitory, and there is no place to look for a place outside and worry about being seen, this will be the best time when there will be no one around, Jung so-yeon finally stopped when she was about to reach the neighborhood where they lived, and stopped Kim Tae-yeon.

"What's the matter? I'm sleepy...... Kim Taeyeon is really sleepy, she has been running around all day today, and her body functions have deteriorated a lot, so as long as she has a pillow, even on the snowy street, she can lie down and sleep directly.

"I heard...... Did Pani confess to you?" After hesitating for a while, Zheng Xiuyan asked.

“…… Well......" was silent for a few seconds, and Kim Taeyeon did not deny it, admitting what Hwang Mi-young confessed to her.

If it hadn't been for Jung so-yeon mentioning it, Kim Taeyeon would have forgotten about it a long time ago, and after being mentioned at this time, Kim Tae-yeon remembered what happened that night, and couldn't help but feel a little sad.

Obviously just good sisters, why did they become like this?

"What about you...... Refused?" asked Jung so-yeon tentatively, although she already knew the answer, she just wanted to hear the answer from Kim Tae-yeon's mouth with her own ears.

"Hmm...... I refused. Kim Taeyeon answered softly, and after a moment of silence, she said, "Su-yeon...... Can you not mention it? I feel very uncomfortable. ”

"Why didn't you mention it?" Beyond Kim Tae-yeon's expectations, Jung so-yeon didn't agree to her, but asked, "Are you afraid that I think you're a lily like Pani and look down on you?"

"That's not the reason...... Just ......" Kim Taeyeon didn't know what to say because she couldn't answer.

Over the past few years, Kim Taeyeon has gradually discovered that something seems to be slowly changing her in her heart.

originally longed for a boy who loved her to appear, and lived with her until she entered the palace of marriage, but it seemed that after what happened that night, she gradually rejected the boy, no matter who it was, no matter how handsome and gentle she looked, even if it was the kind of boy who met the ideal type in her heart before, she would subconsciously keep her distance from him.

After the reversal, she slowly found that she actually had a mentality that was almost eager for girls. When she participates in shows and the like with men, she basically doesn't have much turmoil in her heart, but when she is with women, even if she is sitting next to the members of Girls' Generation, she will have a feeling of her heart racing.

Especially when sitting very close to Huang Meiying, who had confessed to herself, this feeling is the strongest.

She vaguely thought that she might have been influenced by Huang Meiying and had such a change, but she just didn't want to admit it, so she chose to keep her distance from her to a certain extent.

But they live in the same dormitory, and it is impossible to drive Huang Meiying to live in another room, or she to live in another room, so she acquiesces to the existence of this awkward relationship. But she couldn't accept Huang Meiying confessing to her, so she deliberately distanced herself from Huang Meiying. It's just that this kind of distance makes her and Zheng Xiuyan get closer and closer, and unconsciously, she will slowly tell Zheng Xiuyan something about what happened at work, and tell some jokes to make her happy when Zheng Xiuyan is not in a good mood.

It's like she and Huang Meiying at the beginning.

"Actually, we can all see that you don't hate Pani, but because of this relationship, you keep your distance from her. Zheng Xiuyan kicked the snow at her feet, lowered her head and said: "You may not have noticed it yourself, you don't like men around you very much recently, and even Yangu Oppa sometimes feels disgusted when you get too close to you." Maybe...... You and Parney really can't be any different. ”

If only it were true...... That way, she doesn't have to worry about how to speak next.

"Taeyeon...... If I say...... After all this time, if Pani confessed to you again...... Will you say yes?"

"I don't know ......"

Originally, I was not sure about Kim Tae-yeon's thoughts, but when she suddenly heard her say this, Jung so-yeon's heart seemed to be lit with hope.

Because she said that she didn't know, not that she was most used to saying that you think too much or not, which means that she can't tell what her mind is now, and it is even very likely that Kim Taeyeon has changed subtly and has become a little fond of girls.

It can be seen from her reaction in the recent period, otherwise why would she be so disgusted after the boy approached her, but when the girl approached her, she still had the same reaction as when she first contacted a girl?

"Don't talk about it, okay......? The mind is in turmoil. Kim Taeyeon didn't want to continue the conversation because the more she talked about it, the more she felt that she was abnormal.

However, her lack of wanting to continue does not mean that Jung so-yeon does not want to continue, she grabbed Kim Taeyeon, who turned around and wanted to leave, without giving Kim Taeyeon any chance to react, and suddenly pushed her to the wall, blocking her sides with both hands to prevent her from escaping.

"Su-yeon, what do you want to do......" Kim Tae-yeon just wanted to ask Jung so-yeon what she was going to do, but she was kissed on the lips by a pair of warm and moist lips and couldn't speak.

was supposed to resist pushing Jung so-yeon away, but for some reason, the action at hand stopped, and Kim Tae-yeon still couldn't push her away.

After a long time, Zheng Xiuyan left her lips, and there was a trace of crystal reflection on the lips of the two.

"You...... What are you doing?" it took a moment for Kim Tae-yeon to remember his situation.

She was forcibly kissed again! Last time, it was Huang Meiying, but this time it was Zheng Xiuyan's turn! What did she do wrong? Why did everyone have to give her such a show?

"I like you!" Without the hesitation and hesitation when Huang Meiying confessed, Zheng Xiuyan said it very bluntly: "From the first time my first kiss was taken away by you, I found that I liked you a little, and after that, I can always feel my heart beating faster when I am with you." Originally, I wasn't sure, but since you rescued me after that fall into the water, I know that I will never like anyone again in my life, because ...... I like you!"

It's not that she doesn't know what the result will be if she fails, but she can't hold her breath anymore, because Hwang Mi-young has confessed before her, and it is very likely that Kim Taeyeon will never like girls again, so she has to act to let Kim Taeyeon know her mind, even if she fails, she can accept it, as long as she continues to work hard, she can make Kim Taeyeon accept herself.

"I ......"

"Listen to me first. Kim Tae-yeon was about to speak when she was interrupted by Jung so-yeon, "I know you may not be able to accept the current situation, but I really don't want to wait any longer." I confessed to you the night after you rescued me, when we were looking at the stars together, but you fell asleep at that time, so I planned to wait for a suitable opportunity to confess to you. Who knew that Pani confessed to you before me, I can't wait, and I don't dare to wait any longer, I'm afraid to wait any longer, I don't know when you'll change your mind and accept Pani's heart because of your side. ”

Kim Taeyeon never expected that on that night in China, Jung so-yeon would have confessed to her.

No wonder she had that attitude towards herself after waking up the next day, it turned out that it was because she fell asleep and didn't hear her confession that it caused such a chain reaction.

"Taeyeon, can you give me a reply? I want to know if you have me in your heart. Unlike Huang Meiying's hesitation, Zheng Xiuyan's confession was very direct and directly said everything in her heart.

But it is undeniable that Jung so-yeon's directness is much better than Hwang Mi-young's hesitation, because after Hwang Mi-young confessed, Kim Tae-yeon was surprised and so surprised that she had to disguise her heart with anger.

And at this time, after Zheng Xiuyan confessed, Kim Taeyeon hesitated, didn't dare to look at Zheng Xiuyan's eyes, lowered her head and didn't dare to speak.

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