Mother: I miss you so much, in the middle of the night. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Your baby is writing to you, and I'm sure you'll be able to see it under the Nine Springs. Is that right?

Last night, the devil came again, "intruding" me in the early hours of the morning, he has been detained, how can he still harass me?

Mom, you've been gone for so long! I know that when you come to see me, the sky will be cloudy or snowy on this day. The snow in the spring can only show that your grievances and grief have shaken the spirit of heaven. Mother, is it true that your spirit in heaven always patronizes my soul like this?

I always make you so uneasy? So much so that I must fulfill my promise to face your heart has suddenly stopped, but my eyes are wide open, and I vow solemnly: I will not avenge my mother, and I will not turn a blind eye to death! I will not give my mother pride, and I will not turn a blind eye!

Mom, do you know? I really hate that you left so suddenly, and you don't give me any memory of the details of your continued care. To this day, I dare not recall the misery when you left.

I never knew you would have so much trouble and sorrow until the memorial service, when they refused to cover you with the flag of a scythe and hammer on a red background. Because some people say that you are not sacrificing for the public, because some people say that you are a party member who is not qualified. Mom, I know best, that you have devoted almost all of your life to the police career that you love. You are a heroic model! You always say that you should take the lead.

Mom, an old Communist Party member, has devoted her whole life to it, but she has been rectified like this? I questioned and asked your leader, why? I cried and asked the bureau leader to explain, and asked the bureau leader to investigate and rehabilitate. Someone secretly told me: In the news on the front page of the provincial newspaper, after the deeds of you giving up the house were published, someone went to the chief of the newspaper and said that you were a showman! When you gave up the house for the second time, some people secretly spread the word with great fanfare, saying that you were purely in order to wait for a bigger house! When you had to give up the house for the third time, the beast resolutely refused to do it...... Because for so many years, we have been displaced from place to place, only a small black nest of one and a half, and our family of three has lived there for five years! You hesitated! You asked for a new house. As a result, with the "handle" in hand, someone made a public announcement in the form of a big-character poster, and imposed a punishment decision on you, saying that you occupied two houses by yourself. In fact, they know that the little black nest belongs to the Housing Authority, and it is still in the name of their grandmother. You asked for an explanation, and some people actually speculated and threatened, and laughed in the face: Miao Zhenggen is red, what about great achievements? There are sunspots in the sun. You're the sunspot! Fake hero! You finally can't afford to bear such a charge, and you're in shock.

When you were just able to walk around, you insisted on walking out of the hospital door to save money for the country. You are so stubborn, so kind, and so loving and expecting the party. You are always writing appeal materials to the party and the organization, because you firmly believe: I am not a sunspot, I am a qualified Communist Party member! Mom, why don't you let me know all this? It is not until today that I have seen your appeal materials, which are stacked on top of each other to be 50 centimeters high.

Over the years, you have always been so considerate of me, and it is only on the day that you "die blindly" that you invade my memory and life. You know, my life has been unfortunate by your eyes. For several years, I have been struggling with the trap of learning and **, I really have no mind or time to ponder the connotation of your life.

Often, when I was 17 years old, you gave full play to your intelligence and courage and succeeded in capturing a thief; on the night of your 30th birthday, you waited alone for 36 hours and arrested two drug addicts by yourself; on the night of your 36th birthday, a policeman was angry at you because he did not want to be transferred. And you didn't report it, and you didn't ask for this police officer to be dealt with. Mother, do you know how frightened I was when I was there? It was a small pistol with bullets on it, especially when the children of Hongxing Primary School were kidnapped by a kidnapper wrapped in explosives at the age of 38, you actually killed the outlaw bandits with one shot without fear, decisive and accurate, rescued so many children and teachers, and was awarded the "Second Class Heroic Model", which is well deserved!

Of course, of course, I know you will, absolutely, please don't stare at you! When I was a child, you always raised your right hand viciously and dragged me to my side as I ran home, so that I thought my buttocks would be fleshy open, but in the end, you always put your hand on the outer layer of my clothes, gently stroking away all the dust that stuck to the hem of my clothes when I played.

Perhaps the most unwilling thing for you is the sentence: "You are the sunspot in the sun!" Perhaps the last thing you acquiesce to is this: you have come to the police profession - you have clearly read some filthy human nature. Seeing something black will always make you restless and make your soul cry.

Although you are unswervingly committed to upholding justice and standards, the meanness of human nature is manifested in the personality of such a dear relative. How can you forbear? The mental slaughter of your relatives has directly caused you to go so resolutely, so hastily, so bleakly, and so unwillingly!

Mom, didn't you hear? Didn't you see it? During the Qingming season, it doesn't always rain, there is always a ray of bright sunshine shining down on me, who bows to you, let me comfort you: Your so-called punishment has been revoked! Your evaluation of "unqualified party members" has been corrected!

But when will I be able to make you truly feel the rehabilitation of your loved ones in the depths of your heart?

Mom, the arrival of your colleagues who dare to come to comfort me in the middle of the night shows your character, and the crying from your memorial service, as well as the people outside the venue, who are crying like rain, prove the brightness and dedication of your life!

Rest in peace, my good mother, okay?

As for me, I hate you and refuse to listen to the wisdom of my juniors: How can you be a politician without means and vigilance? How can you only be tolerant and sincere? How can you be a wife without vigilance and management?

Do you know? How many years have passed, and when your colleagues see me, they still say this about you: "Good man, you are too kind! Too weak! You don't have the sassy and heroic posture and the hardness and strength that you have when you faced gangsters." ”

Mom, I swear: I'm definitely not alive like you. I want to be a person who fights for my ideals all my life!

Your grace

April 15, xx