Chapter 36: The Diary of a Girl Six

I cried and howled in the streets. www.biquge.info I know, I'm crazy. However, there is no way I can not love him.

Mom, Mommy, what am I going to do? I know that from now on, he will definitely not pay attention to me, no matter what I say or do, he will not give me any more chances. That's the kind of manhood I love.

Mom, what should I do? How can I make him not abandon me?

In the middle of the night, the beast dared to run to my bed again, and I took out the sharp scissors from under the pillow, and said to him viciously: "From this day on, if you come to harass me again, it will not be that I will not live, but that you will die! Then, I said, "If you still want your life, don't provoke other women, or I'll cut off your wicked guy once I find out!"

I just knew that the beast was an animal that you were hard and soft, and that was afraid of the soft.

Mom, how I regret it, if I had told him in the first place, at least we would have lived together, right? Mom, you answered me? You wouldn't have left me alone in this filthy world, would you? We could at least have survived each other, wouldn't I? I hated myself to death, and I had to pay the price of blood for my cowardice. Mom, can you please forgive me?

I've got nowhere to go, Mom, what should I do?

On May 20, xx year, the obscene rain was falling.

Mom, a lot of things have happened recently, and they are all big events!

Pingwei's twin sons died, and they were killed by mistake with a small pistol of the Seven Seven type. I was so sad that I went to comfort him, but he didn't even look at me, and he didn't even look at me. My heart is broken.

Then, Huo Qian also died, was stimulated, and died in a car accident in a semi-obsessed state. I couldn't help but visit Pingwei again. He hid in the toilet and refused to come out. That plain and sharp eye seemed to make me feel that I had never felt contemptible, and I really saw my embarrassment, embarrassment and sadness in it. But, Mom, really, I don't care, in such extraordinary times, I understand, I wait.

I found out that Pingwei seems to be in love with someone else—that woman, that is, Pingshu—the descendant of your Ping brothers, at the cost of abandoning me, a descendant of the Ping family. Can I make their love affair happen? I'm going crazy! I want revenge.

Mom, I'm already a demon, am I? I've been ruined by that beast, and I'm going to destroy others.

Perhaps, I should go alone, go to a foreign land, wander, study in the UK, I know, that's where you want to go. You have said to me countless times, how beautiful Cambridge is in England!

So, I'll put everything out of the way, fight, go.

Far away.

On June 30, xx, the sun was shining.

Mom, tell you, I've been accepted into Cambridge! I'm so happy that I'm finally going to get your wish!

But life always has to be different from me. Why do you have to be so me? I just want to escape from the sad place, so why do you have to make it so difficult for me?

Mom, do you know? The beast is in trouble again!

He occupied his daughter, me, and ruined his female colleague, Huo Qian, and now, he actually went to forcibly destroy and detain his female student - Yang Hui!

If you hadn't been forcibly occupied by him, you wouldn't have married him, would you?" The beast told me that when you first went to the countryside, you were invited to meet him on a moonlit night, and he forcibly killed him. You chose to swallow your anger and marry him, right? Mom, where did you have the courage to catch the gangster? This is also sexual assault! But you cowardly married him. Mom, why are you so fragile? Is a woman's name called fragile? I don't think so, this female college student named Yang Hui is not, what she chose is to denounce.

I hate her, why did this happen at this time, when I was admitted to Cambridge and was going through the formalities of studying abroad?

The beast is heinous, and deserves death. Just going to jail is too cheap for him! He deserves a thousand cuts.

It's just that I can't go, what should I do?

Today, I finally inquired clearly, if the immediate family members are only in re-education through labor, as long as they find the relevant leaders to help explain the situation and vouch for them, as his own daughter, they can pass the political trial. That way, I can go abroad.

Mom, Mom, I'm going to ask Pingwei to help reduce the law enforcement level of that beast, or I'm going to ask Yang Hui to withdraw the lawsuit against that beast.

As long as I can be done, I will try everything. Where there is a will, there is a way, right? I have taken your teachings to heart. But what if they don't give me a chance?

Mom, I know you won't agree, but I'm not you, and I don't want to learn from your cowardice. I'm going to be better than you. I am a wicked woman who will never give up until she reaches her goal. No matter if I am ruthless and vicious, even if I am framed, even if I kill people and sell goods!

I must succeed, and I will succeed, and no one will try to stand in my way! Going to Cambridge to study for a doctorate is a tacit procedure in my life. Procedure. Got it? Hmph - no one wants to stop me from moving forward, including Pingwei.

Sooner or later, if I want my lover to appreciate me, then I have to be the best! I'm going to give your dreams a chance to come true, Mom, and I'm going to be the best!

I must do whatever it takes: go.

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Hey, Big Boy: Hello!

Today, you are so bold and brave enough to come to our classroom to give me a gift, I am simply scared to death.

I'm so happy! Thank you for the joy you brought me!

However, after seeing your velvet snake, I have changed, and I am too excited, and I don't hold a grudge against your wild guts. I've already tied the pretty velvet snake to my bag. Now, as soon as I walk, it's on my back bag, and it's so cute. Tomorrow, if I meet classmates who are afraid of snakes, I must scare them, haha, how funny!

Thank you for the joy you have brought me!

However, you are about to take the high school exam, so please take the time to review your homework.

I hope we can "fly together"!

Thanks again!

sweet

Late at night on November 3, XX