Thirty-five, the first love of the sale

Shandan also went out with the boys once during the evening self-study time, and stood by the small river in the school for a while.

Shandan said: "The college entrance examination is coming, I want to focus on studying, and when I am admitted to the university, we will meet again, okay?" ”

The other party was noncommittal, he said: "I will definitely not be admitted to the university, but I am afraid that if you are admitted to the university, you will not even remember who I am." ”

Shandan said: "Of course not, when the college entrance examination is over, let's meet again." Don't worry, I will definitely get into a good university, and when the time comes, I will be in charge! Let's not meet again before the college entrance exam. ”

The boy said helplessly, "I've been insomnia for many days...... Alright then, we'll see you when the college entrance examination is over. ”

Shandan said, "Then you have to promise me one request: you have to come to school every day so that I can see you." I study with peace of mind! ”

The boy nodded vigorously.

And so they had a gentleman's covenant.

Once again, Shandan devoted himself to the general review of the college entrance examination.

She saw the boy come to school every day, and saw him crawling on the desk to sleep and read idle books boredly. But her heart rejoiced, and it was enough for her to see him from afar.

They didn't say a word, just exchanged a look of joy with each other from afar.

The college entrance examination is imminent, and the students who study well are arranged by the teacher in the first three rows, and Shandan sits in the first row opposite the podium.

The students complained! But in the face of the college entrance examination, who can influence anything? In this remote and backward town on the Mongolian Plateau, the teacher only hopes that he can be admitted to three or five universities in one class.

Class 6 they wanted the top three girls.

The fifth class is the "Three Musketeers". There is no hope for classes 1 to 4.

The top 10 in this grade were all covered by classes 5 and 6, and there was nothing to do with the students in classes 1 to 4.

The teachers and classmates were full of confidence, thinking that at least five students in classes 5 and 6 must be admitted to university.

Without a doubt, Shandan is certainly one of them.

Just when the teacher and classmates were struggling, before Shandan went all out to prepare for the college entrance examination.

A girl from the same class approached Shandan and said she wanted to talk to her.

Shandan is inexplicable.

That girl and Shandan didn't know each other well at all, there were more than 70 people in the class, and Shandan could barely call each other's names.

She told Sù Shandan with a very firm look: she must talk to her, there is no excuse.

Shandan didn't know what was going on, she just said, "Hurry up, I'm going to review my homework." ”

The other nodded, and the two came to the steps of the playground and sat down.

The girl immediately burst into tears and choked up.

Shandan was scared!

She didn't know what was going on? She stood up helplessly, looked at her classmates and asked eagerly, "What's wrong with you?" You said! How can I help you? ”

The girl slowly calmed down her feelings, and she said, "Are you talking to Mo Er about friends?" ”

Shandan jumped up: "No, no! How do you know? ”

While Shandan denied it, he jumped into the pit he had dug himself.

Since there is none, I asked how people knew.

The girl choked up and said, "Don't deny it, I already know." ”

Shandan was surprised, but she knew what about it? What does it have to do with her?

Immediately Shandan reacted, could it be ......

Shandan had always been a crisp and angular person, and she suddenly got a little angry - could it be that she had been deceived?

Shandan restrained his feelings: "What's wrong? Do you make it clear what happened? What does this have to do with you? ”

The girl wept and said, "He and I have always been classmates, from elementary school to junior high school to high school. I've always liked him and always been nice to him. Our two families still live in the same compound, and my grandfather and his father work in the same unit. ”

Shandan was confused again: what about liking people, living in the same yard?

The girl continued: "He also knew that I liked him, but he never promised me anything. I never looked for a girlfriend, and I thought that after graduating from high school, our parents would mention it and we would be able to be together. Don't want to...... Woowoo woo ......"

Shandan was moved by the infatuated girl in front of him, he liked a boy for many years at a young age?

Even if the other party doesn't have any promises and expressions, they like it as always, what kind of deep affection does this need?

And for the sake of the other party's ...... So heartbroken!

Song Dandan was silent, although they never even touched each other's hands, but their hearts were blended, and they also had a sacred agreement!

The girl tearfully asked Shandan: "You give him to me, you study so well, you will definitely be able to be admitted to university, and when you are admitted to university, you will definitely find a better one!" All right? I beg you! ”

Shandan is also very sad! Could it be that this holy first love was just a flash in the pan?

She didn't have the time or energy to dwell on what she thought was a holy feeling.

She's furious too! - How could he ignore her feelings? Don't sue her for these? How can he live up to a girl who likes him for so many years?

Shandan is conflicted, she doesn't know how to deal with the situation!

She also has nowhere to sue, she doesn't want more people to know about it, she really doesn't want this to affect her studies and the college entrance examination.

Shandan didn't say yes or refuse, she silently walked back to the classroom, sat down silently, her mind was a mess, the whole person seemed to be about to collapse, she didn't know how to face it.

There was a fierce struggle going on inside her - should she let go or should she continue?

Although it was just a spiritual sustenance and contract, it was so important to her, she fought for it, and pinned great hopes on it.

After all, it was the first boy she liked at the beginning of her love, and it was about to end before it started?

Is this relationship going to die like this?

Shandan is upset! She walked out of the classroom silently with a book by herself, she needed to find a place to be quiet.

She walked to the only playground where she could be quiet and sat down.

Tears couldn't help but flow, in fact, her heart may have already made a decision, but she was just unwilling.

She wants to shed a tear for this undeserved emotion of early death, and sacrifice the sweetness and bitterness of this youth. She even wanted to write a eulogy to commemorate the relationship.

Shandan made up her mind, and she relaxed herself and returned to the class.

Glancing at the sleeping boy attached to the desk, she secretly decided in her heart: this is the last look! Since then, they will never intersect again, like two straight lines, after intersecting a little, they will go further and further, and they will never intersect again for the rest of their lives.

Parting ways is the only result of many puppy loves, and they are not the only ones.

Among them, there is also a pair of open early love classmates in the class, their parents are authentic farmers, and the two are middle and upper class in their studies, but their grades have plummeted since they fell in love.

Shandan had already seen it, and she was very dismissive of their emotions.

She felt that she couldn't possibly be the same kind of person as them.

Shandan himself analyzed his own situation: perhaps because the boy's appearance attracted Shandan to give that fresh and attentive eye when facing the endless sea of library questions, and after careful analysis, he didn't know what he liked about the other party?

That kind of inexplicable affection may just be a kind of expression and sustenance of youth.

Shandan is no longer entangled in this unprovoked emotion. When she entered the classroom, she no longer looked up to scan the person at the last table for the existence of Zài, she sentenced it to death!

The boy also felt Shandan's coldness, and after he persisted for a few days, he disappeared without a trace. I have never been to school before the college entrance examination, nor have I taken the college entrance examination.

Although Shandan is determined to let go of this unprovoked emotion, she often feels unhappy in her heart, she tries her best to arrange her review rhythm, go all out to meet the college entrance examination, and wait for the college entrance examination to be completed.

But the time and energy spent on it is inevitable, and Shandan will naturally be annoyed in the face of unsatisfactory results.

This bitter fruit of early love can only be swallowed silently.