Thirty-four, the beginning of love

Shandan also secretly regrets that he wasted precious time and energy for a boy.

No one knows about it.

Speaking of the young feelings of the beginning of love, Shandan still grasped his own, just a freshman in high school, several boys admired Shandan very much.

It is said that Shandan has a harmonious and sweet face, exquisite facial features, just the right proportions, long black hair, although she is not tall, but she naturally likes to laugh, and when she laughs, she reveals a pair of round dimples.

Among the rough looks of northerners, Shandan is small and delicate, and many classmates, both men and women, like her.

In addition to her delicate appearance, she also has a lively and cheerful personality.

When she was in junior high school, a boy handed her a note, and she always regarded early love as a beast.

At that time, the school's measures to prevent early love were also quite tough.

There was a girl who was very good at studying and handed a note from a boy to the teacher, and at the school assembly, the boy was ordered to drop out of school.

When Shandan received the note, he was frightened. She didn't know what to do with this hot potato, she didn't dare to tell anyone, she would think that she had misbehaved, and she was worried that the boy who would have to quit school if she was known to sue the teacher.

She hid the note in a trembling manner, not daring to look at the contents, thinking that the toilet was the best place to destroy the evidence, and it would not be picked up. She walked briskly to the public toilet and quietly dropped the note down the drain.

Even the best friend doesn't dare to sue sù, let alone the teacher, why bother to ask people to drop out of school just because people like you?!

Ignore him and take care of yourself.

The boy didn't bother anymore.

Shandan has always been convinced that there are few extreme examples, and many girls' ** encounters are caused by their own misconduct or lack of stability.

The situation in the first year of high school is similar to that of junior high school.

After Shandan entered high school, her ideals became clearer and firmer. She will not let her little self fall into the emotional whirlpool that she can't grasp, she wants to exchange her efforts for a bright future and future.

She must study hard without distractions, be admitted to a major university, and lay a solid foundation for her future.

Besides, she doesn't look down on any boys, their manners, appearance, and knowledge...... None of them are better than her.

As soon as he entered the first year of high school, a boy handed a note to Shandan, and she firmly admonished him in person: "During school, we were still young, I hope you will spend your energy on studying!" What are we going to do when we're supposed to be doing, you know? ”

The boy walked away silently with an embarrassed face.

Later, some boys secretly liked Shandan and didn't dare to make any more moves.

However, under the heavy burden of schoolwork, in the face of boring and heavy study life, in the second half of the third year of high school, when Teacher Fan stopped taking mathematics classes, Shandan had the intention of betraying for the first time. She felt so tired and needed someone to talk to. She felt like she was going to be crushed by a confused future.

She developed a crush on one of the boys in her class. Uncontrollably liking a handsome boy.

The boys are from the town, they are more fashionably dressed, they usually speak little, and they are terrible at studying, but they are very handsome.

The ripples in Shandan's heart rippled in circles.

She wanted to get close to him, every day boys were late and left early, Shandan looked at a qiē opportunity to get close to him, and after the evening self-study, she went to turn on the water and poured a full cup for her classmates one by one, the boys rarely went to the evening self-study, but she also seemed to feel Shandan's hot gaze, and she came to the evening self-study for a few days, and she actually stayed in the evening self-study. Also took out a nice cup.

Although he had no interest in learning and did not know the specific content of each subject, he just waited for his father to retire and take over. But he still pretended to spread a book on the table.

In the face of Shandan, he still stayed, and Shandan was very excited about it.

Insomnia for the first time - and for a boy who has achieved nothing.

Shandan used his own ink to write a letter to the boy, and quietly stuffed it into the boy's desk. She didn't dare to sign it, but she knew that the boy would understand that it was her letter.

Shandan was secretly sure that they would have a good idea.

Although Shandan did not relax in her studies, she could no longer concentrate, she often wandered in class, and several times the teacher saw it and reminded her.

She felt that she was hopeless, the college entrance examination was imminent, and she actually fell into early love and couldn't extricate herself!

Teacher Guo thought that Teacher Fan couldn't take a math class to affect Shandan's learning, and called Shandan to the office and enlightened him seriously for a long time.

Shandan was very ashamed, for the expectation and care of her teacher, she was determined to let go of this relationship and go all out to take the college entrance examination.

She is full of confidence in her future, and she wants to wait until she is admitted to university to continue this relationship.

Just when she restrained herself from going all out to study again, the lake that was finally calm was stirred up again.

It was a weekend before the evening self-study for the application volunteers, and everyone was very excited, chattering and arguing, Shandan picked up half of the stool on the ground and banged on the table - she wanted to add "gongs and drums" to this hot scene.

Everyone is even more excited, how many years of diligent pursuit of the future, how many years of hard work is coming to an end, as if a beautiful future is in front of you, within reach.

Even the students who usually study in general seem to be shouting in a hurry, and they are trying their best to vent the sulk that has been suppressed for three years, which is really lively!

Shandan also knocked on the table in a daze, shouting "Come on!" Come on! ”

Suddenly, a boy touched Shandan lightly, and Shandan looked up and found that it was the boy he admired.

She immediately became popular, and he whispered to her: "Someone is waiting for you in the playground." ”

Shandan knew who it was, she hesitated, and her heart, which had just tried her best to calm down, was back to the forefront again!

She couldn't control her heart, silently calmed her heart, and she quietly walked out of the classroom and walked towards the playground.

The boy was waiting for her in the playground, and when he saw her come to meet her, he whispered, "You're here?" ”

"Hmm." Shandan replied softly.

The two began to walk slowly around the playground track, silent. Both of them could hear their breathing.

The boy broke the silence and said, "How did you come up with the idea of putting a letter in my desk?" I rarely flip through my desk, but I still see your letter. Are you not afraid of being seen? ”

Shandan smiled slyly: "I didn't write anything, and I didn't sign it, only you know who I am, and others won't understand it when they see it." ”

The boy laughed: "You're so smart! yes, you didn't write anything, and you didn't sign it. No one else can see anything. ”

The two walked around the playground twice, and the boy introduced his family: his father was the leader of the town's transportation bureau, his mother was a teacher, and they had two brothers, and he was the second. Which street and which house number he lived in told Shandan that he invited her to his house to play.

He also said that as soon as his father retired, he took over and went to work at the transportation bureau.

Shandan was very surprised, she felt as if she was going to talk about marriage, she blushed, but fortunately the other party did not notice Shandan in the evening.

Shandan felt that he just had a good impression of him, and it was okay to talk together, far from thinking about his family and situation. What does this qiē have to do with her and him?

The two of them walked a few laps back to the classroom, and he told Shandan to go in first and he waited before going in, as if he was doing underground work.

Shandan returned to the classroom, which had gradually calmed down, but she could not calm her heart. Walking with the boy I liked, I felt both excited and nervous.

She has never been so nervous, she is calm in her heart in the face of the college entrance examination, but she is at a loss in the face of him!

Maybe this is what people say about the beginning of love.

No, this incident has brought a lot of impact and shock to Shandan!