"I don't know what happened between you, but I want you to stop hurting him. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info Last time you were drunk because you were drunk, this time because you almost died. Since you don't care so much about his life or death, then please don't bother him again in the future. Ah Kang said without any emotion.

"I'm sorry, I ......" Qing Yan choked up and couldn't speak.

When she heard Ah Kang say that Ah Ben had a high fever and was sleeping on the floor, her tears gushed out like water in a cracked glass bottle.

Ah Kang looked at the girl sitting opposite him who was crying, and he didn't have the courage to say the more heartless words he wanted to say. She looks very quiet, with the kind of paper body that makes people want to protect, with tears hanging from her long eyelashes, and she looks so fragile and helpless with her head down.

After Ah Kang came out of the hospital, he dialed Qing Yan's phone number from Yu Yue, and he asked Qing Yan to meet in this coffee shop to tell her not to provoke his brother again, otherwise even if the other party was a woman, he would not show mercy.

However, when he saw the face of the 'girl', he knew that he could not allow himself to say more harsh words to her. Those words just now already made him feel a little guilty.

"How is he now? What hospital is he in? I want to see him. Qing Yan finally raised her head and looked at Ah Kang with teary eyes.

"Miss Qing Yan, didn't you hear what I just said?" Ah Kang was obviously angry at Qing Yan's request, was she telling herself, did she refuse?

"Akon, I don't mean anything else, I just want to see him. Don't worry, I won't let him see me, and I promise you that I won't disturb his life again. Qing Yan smiled bitterly.

"Okay, Miss Qingyan, I believe in you. Ah Kang looked at Qing Yan with a blank face and said indifferently.

Ah Kang took Qing Yan to the hospital where Ah Ben lived, and Qing Yan saw Ah Ben lying on the hospital bed through the transparent glass on the door. Ben was sleeping with his eyes closed at the moment, and Yu Yue was sitting next to him, his elbows on the edge of the bed, holding his chin in both hands, looking at Ben and smiling like a fool, and reaching out to nod his nose from time to time.

Qing Yan's eyes were instantly covered with a layer of mist, and she bit her lower lip tightly, forcing her tears back. After looking at it for a while, Qing Yan no longer locked her eyes on Ah Ben, she looked at Ah Kang beside her, she wanted to say thank you to Ah Kang, and she wanted to tell Ah Kang to take care of Ah Ben, but she didn't know what was going on, she just couldn't open her mouth. In the end, it was just a look to express his gratitude, and it didn't matter whether Akang understood it or not.

After that, Qing Yan strode out of the hospital, without stopping, without even looking back.

Walking out of the hospital, Qing Yan's tears flowed down uncontrollably, and a chill hit her face. The picture of being with Ben kept flashing in his mind, in order to get her attention, he spoke loudly, so that she could hear his teasing, just to arouse her anger; when he was tired, he would not hesitate to squat down and let her climb on his back; when she was angry, he would try his best to make her happy; when she had menstrual cramps, he would silently bring her a glass of brown sugar water......

Laughter, frolic, cold war, and scolding when two people are together...... In Qing Yan's mind, it flashed quickly one by one as if she had pressed the fast-forward button.

Why didn't he want to say anything? Or did he no longer want to talk to me? Did we really get to the point where we had nothing to say to each other? Why was it that every time the person who appeared next to him was no longer me, but Yu Yue?...... Ben and I can never go back to the past, he is no longer the big boy who loves to laugh, and I am no longer the simple and ignorant girl, as time goes by, both of us have changed a lot, but I thought that the relationship between me and him would never change......

It's okay not to see each other in the future, at least so that I can face him without guilt. Maybe if this continues, he will slowly erase me from his memory, and then another person will fill in the empty memory. Ben, I hope you can live a very happy life. However, I am afraid that my selfishness will make me can't help but ruin your happiness, so I can only choose to stay away from you and withdraw from your life so that you can possibly accept a new relationship.

I'm sorry, Ben...... I am the one who doesn't want to hurt you the most, but in the end it's me who hurts you the most! Is this a joke that God has played on me? Why me? I would rather we never know each other than hurt you in the slightest.

Walking on the cold and windy street in despair, Qing Yan suddenly felt that everything around her was so unfamiliar, and this strangeness made her feel scared. Qing Yan, who was walking mechanically with dilated pupils, was suddenly shocked back to her senses by the sound of two horns.

She stopped, slowly turning her head to look at a Cadillac parked beside her. The windows are slowly rolling down, revealing the faces of the people in the driver's seat.

It's Han Yifei.

"Qing Yan, why are you here, where are you going, I'll send you, right?" Han Yifei looked at the lifeless Qing Yan and couldn't help frowning.

Qing Yan didn't get into the car, looking at Han Yifei's eyes as if Han Yifei was transparent. Han Yifei quickly saw that something was wrong with Qing Yan, he quickly unbuckled his seat belt, got out of the car, walked to Qing Yan's side, opened the car door, invited Qing Yan like a walking corpse to the passenger seat, and carefully fastened the seat belt for her.

"Qing Yan, what's wrong with you? Why do you look like you've lost your soul?" asked worriedly after Han Yifei started the car.

Qing Yan didn't reply, just in a daze.

"Where are you going, I'll send you. Han Yifei asked.

Qing Yan still didn't react.

Han Yifei obviously felt Qing Yan's abnormality, but he didn't know what was going on. was going to go to the ZERO bar, but when he saw Qing Yan like this, he had no idea for a while, and he didn't know where to send her. She kept silent, which made Han Yifei like a blind cat, not knowing which direction to pounce.

After Han Yifei tried a few times, he found that Qing Yan still didn't respond, and he decided not to speak anymore. He just carried Qing Yan aimlessly around the city, without any planning, where the green light was turned around.

After an hour, Han Yifei walked around to a place that he was very unfamiliar with, the sky had already darkened, looking at the barrenness on both sides of the road, there was not a single landmark building, and there were basically no vehicles passing on the road. Only then did Han Yifei realize that he had also lost his mind just now, and he didn't pay attention to the route he was taking.

Seeing that there seemed to be crops on both sides of the road, and there seemed to be rows of houses not far away, he felt that he should have walked to the edge of a village on the outskirts. He turned the car onto the sidewalk and pulled it to a stop.

He looked at Qing Yan next to him, what he looked like when he sat up, and what he still looks like now. At this time, Han Yifei was a little helpless, looking at Qing Yan as if he still didn't mean to speak. Han Yifei moved a little irritably, and suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette, so he rolled down the window a little, then lit a cigarette and took a big gulp.

Seeing that a cigarette was finished immediately, Qing Yan was still indifferent. Han Yifei looked at the lifeless girl in front of him, and a nameless fire suddenly rose in his heart, and he was about to open his mouth to ask, but Qing Yan spoke.