Chapter 52
"Brother Fei, do you love it?" Qing Yan still maintained her original posture and asked lightly. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Han Yifei did not answer Qing Yan's question immediately. Love? He didn't know, he only knew that he didn't hate being with Li Ranran, he liked her naughtiness, and he liked her straightforwardness, but if he talked about love, he really didn't know.
"Why do you ask? Do you have someone you love? Han Yifei didn't intend to answer Qing Yan's question, and he didn't know how to answer it.
"I don't know. I hurt him, he may have died to me. He didn't tell me when he was sick, and the two of us used to talk about everything, but now it's no longer me who listens to him, and I don't seem to even have the qualifications to stay with him. His friends don't want me to see him again...... Am I doing something wrong? I should have given him time, or he wouldn't have almost died!" Qing Yan said as tears fell down.
Han Yifei listened to Qing Yan's incoherent words, he probably sorted out Qing Yan's words, and guessed that she should be talking about A Ben.
"You're talking about Ben, right? Did something happen between you? Han Yifei asked gently.
Qing Yan nodded, but did not answer Han Yifei's question. As long as she thinks of Ah Ben, her heart will still hurt very much, and even her breathing hurts.
"You ...... Quarreled? Han Yifei didn't know how to comfort her, but for a moment, looking at Qingyan's face in the soft light, he was a little distracted.
"It's not a quarrel, it's just ...... Maybe it's time to separate. Qing Yan thought of the way Ah Ben looked at her that day, and she felt a chill down her spine. Her eyes were full of anger, incredulity, pain, and despair, and she wanted to explain at that moment, but Ben didn't give her this chance.
When she saw Yu Yue sitting in front of his hospital bed and taking care of him, she thought that there was no need to explain. Knowing Ah Ben's feelings for him, he has been avoiding and is unwilling to face it.
But when Ben really said it, she was stunned. She actually had an urge to agree to him at that time, but soon Yu Yue's figure appeared in front of her eyes, and no matter how much emotion she had, she couldn't hide it.
Tears involuntarily raged on the face like a curtain of water, and if you don't want to cry, why can't you stop crying. The more she thought about it, the more tears swelled, and in the end, Qing Yan couldn't hold back and cried loudly.
Han Yifei looked at Qing Yan crying so sadly, he was a little distressed. He really wanted to give her some comfort, he gently brushed away the tears on Qing Yan's face, leaned his body against Qing Yan, and let Qing Yan lean on his shoulder and cry to his heart's content. He thought that she should really want to have someone to rely on at this time.
Qing Yan didn't know how long she had been crying, she was tired of crying, and her tears couldn't flow out, only her body was still sobbing. Only then did she react that she was lying on Han Yifei's body, she sucked her red nose and got up from Han Yifei's arms, her red eyes didn't dare to look at him, "I'm sorry for soiling your clothes." ”
"Are you comfortable?" The corners of Han Yifei's mouth hooked slightly, and he said softly.
Qing Yan's eyes were slightly swollen from crying, and her voice became hoarse, "En." ”
"Then let's go, I'll take you to eat. A little hungry. Han Yifei rubbed Qingyan's hair, like coaxing a child, but he didn't know how ambiguous this action was.
Qing Yan was crying just now, and she didn't pay attention to the time, let alone where this was. Hearing Han Yifei say that he wanted to eat, he realized that it was already night.
After such a toss just now, Qing Yan really felt very hungry, so she was not polite and nodded.
"And what do you want to eat?" Han Yifei looked at Qing Yan with a smile and asked.
"You can do anything, Fei Ge chooses." Although Qing Yan was hungry at this time, she was in no mood to think about what to eat, as long as she could fill her stomach.
Han Yifei stopped talking, turned the car around and drove towards the city center. Just after a while, Han Yifei's mobile phone rang, and it was Li Ranran calling. Han Yifei glanced at Qing Yan, and Qing Yan also saw that it was Ran Ran's call.
"Hey"
"Where are you? I'm all on the ground, where are you? As soon as it was connected, Li Ranran's angry voice came. The sound was too loud, and it was difficult for Qing Yan not to hear it.
"Of course, I can't leave for some time being, you can eat by yourself first, I'll call you when I'm done."
"Then why didn't you tell me earlier, and I wouldn't have come if I had told me earlier."
"It's me who is wrong, I will tell you in advance next time, good, this is the case first, and I will call you when I am done." Han Yifei hung up the phone after speaking, because he knew that Li Ranran had nothing to do but nag him next.
However, all this doesn't seem to be the case in Qing Yan's eyes. Why did Phineas lie?
"Brother Fei, if you have something to do, you can be busy with you, when you get to the city, you can put me down and I will go back by myself, you don't have to worry about me." Qing Yan was afraid that Han Yifei would be embarrassed to say it, so she said according to her own meaning.
"It's okay, since I promised you, how can I leave you alone?" Han Yifei said naturally.
However, didn't he leave Ran Ran alone just now? ?
Han Yifei looked at Qing Yan's suspicious appearance, afraid that she would think wildly, and hurriedly explained: You also know that Ran Ran is jealous, I didn't tell her that I was with you because I was afraid that her cranky thoughts would affect the relationship between you, so I lied to her, don't mind.
Qing Yan heard Han Yifei say this, and the worries in her heart were dispelled. Han Yifei is right, Li Ranran is indeed very jealous, if she really told her that she was with Fei Ge now, maybe what she would think, just tell a white lie.
However, Han Yifei has his own selfish intentions. I made an appointment with Li Ranran to have dinner today, but he was so troubled by Qing Yan that he forgot about it, and it wasn't until Li Ranran's phone call that he remembered that there was such a thing. However, he suddenly didn't want to go, he wanted to stay by Qing Yan's side.
Since Qing Yan left that day, Teng Lin has not contacted Qing Yan again. He knew that Ben had misunderstood the relationship between him and Qing Yan, but he didn't want to take the initiative to explain. He also knew about Ben's hospitalization, and he went to see him once, when he was not awake.
After knowing what happened between Ben and Qing Yan, he only felt that Qing Yan was very stupid, he couldn't even figure out his emotions, and even pushed the person he liked out. She kept saying that she couldn't betray her friends, but she betrayed herself.
The events of that day kept flashing in Teng Lin's mind, Qing Yan's drunken appearance, Qing Yan's crying appearance, Qing Yan's affectionate singing, and Qing Yan's appearance wearing his clothes...... It's been all about her these days, and he's going crazy with his thoughts.
The overlapping images of Qing Yan and Xuan Xuan appeared in front of him, and he told himself that he didn't like Qing Yan, but just treated her like a sister. She just looks like Xuanxuan. He only has Xuanxuan alone in his heart, and it is impossible to like the second person.
However, even though such thoughts have been haunting his ears, the thoughts and desires in his heart cannot deceive him.
He knew that he was in love with Qing Yan, not Xuanxuan's shadow. He misses her like crazy and wants her to be by his side. It had been so many years since this feeling appeared in his world, and he had almost forgotten what he missed and what he liked.
He has endured not contacting Qing Yan for the past few days, he wants to give her a space and let her solve her own affairs, but in fact, he is afraid that she will not want to have anything to do with him anymore and refuse him, so he has not dared to make that call.
But now he really can't stand it anymore. He wanted to see her now, or hear her voice, or he would go crazy.
took out his mobile phone and dialed Qing Yan's phone, there were two beeps over there, and then the phone was picked up.
"Hello?" Qing Yan's slightly hoarse and tired voice sounded.
"Are you okay these days?" Hearing Qing Yan's voice made Teng Lin's thoughts like water bursting the embankment, and he was out of control.
"It's fine. That day...... "Qing Yan was about to say something, and a man's voice came from her side, "Come, drink a cup of hot milk first." ”
"Who are you with?" Teng Lin was familiar with the voice, but he couldn't remember it for a while.
"Oh, I'm ...... with Phineas"
"Where?" Qing Yan's words were stiffly interrupted by Teng Lin.
Qing Yan didn't know why Teng Lin was suddenly so serious, after she told Teng Lin her address, Teng Lin hung up the phone.