Chapter 33: Distressed
"Go back, Xiaozhi. Sister Xue's voice was slightly hoarse, she had been crying for a long time, Sister Xue's pretty face was full of tears, and her eyes were a little swollen, looking very haggard.
I saw the pain in my eyes and in my heart, being led by Sister Xue, like a puppet, I couldn't do anything other than being led by Sister Xue, I watched Sister Xue have been struggling in dire straits, although she is a cold female teacher on weekdays, but she has her own unspeakable secrets.
What should I do? My mind was blank, I didn't know what I could do, I knew that I probably already liked Sister Xue, although I knew what a crazy act it was, but I just didn't know why, I couldn't stop.
Sister Xue is my homeroom teacher, and she is also the sister who has taken care of me for many years, and she was bullied by my father for protecting me, if I wasn't so cowardly at the time, maybe I could save Sister Xue, but the fact has happened, I can't change it.
I was so cowardly, so incompetent.
When we met again a few years later, I was still a coward, I could only be constantly protected by Sister Xue, struggling painfully, even if I knew how much Sister Xue now had to have a shoulder and a dependence to save her from the dire situation, but I was still cowardly and incompetent, and I could only watch.
Or rather, I'm not as good as I was a few years ago, and I've lived to a dog for so many years!
I came back with Sister Xue, the lights in the aisle were still flickering non-stop, and even the sound of electric sparks could be faintly heard, I looked at Sister Xue's back blankly, tall, charming, within reach, but it gave me an illusion that the end of the world was close at hand.
Opening the door, Sister Xue tiptoed in, let me be soft, I found that the door was wide open, the old man on the bed slept like a dead pig, lying on the bed on all fours, without clothes, the disgusting appearance made me almost vomit, I looked at him resentfully, and the anger in my heart was uncontrollable.
Sister Xue didn't notice my actions, cautiously walked to the door, turned off the light in the room, and then gently closed the door, showing a relieved smile, but the tiredness on her face could not be concealed.
Suddenly, Sister Xue realized that I was still the same, staring at the room resentfully, shaking her head a little embarrassed, blocking in front of me and urging me to go to sleep quickly.
I paused for a moment and asked Sister Xue what should you do, as the door closed, my heart felt a lot better, after all, watching the woman I had a crush on in my heart being ravaged by other men, my heart would also be very uncomfortable, out of sight is pure, I can only comfort myself so much.
"I watched you sleep. Sister Xue smiled softly, sat on the sofa and urged me, I answered and walked over, gently leaning on Sister Xue, her head resting on Sister Xue's thighs, Sister Xue's skin is very smooth, I think it is much more comfortable than the pillow, I like to rub my cheeks.
But after rubbing it wantonly twice, Sister Xue suddenly let out a coquettish cry, and her breathing became short, I glanced at it in amazement, only to find that Sister Xue was looking at me with a red face, her lips opened slightly, and she kept exhaling, her crimson face was very cute, and her eyes were flashing with some moisture.
I was stunned, my heart was like a deer, my heart was about to jump out, I thought this Sister Xue was so cute, more charming than the usual arrogant appearance, I couldn't help but think of some small movies I usually watched, the women in it screamed loudly and exaggeratedly, Sister Xue's appearance seemed to be suppressing something, and the delicate appearance made me almost couldn't help but kiss the past.
"Naughty, hurry up and go to sleep, don't rub it. Sister Xue said to me coquettishly, panting heavily, her breasts rose and fell, which made me feel particularly beautiful, but I can't say where it is beautiful.
I said "oh", I didn't dare to disobey Sister Xue's order, for fear of making her angry, so I quickly pretended to sleep, but my heart was beating fast and fast, my face was tightly attached to Sister Xue's thighs, occasionally squinting a slit, looking at the skin close at hand, my heart was beating more and flawless.
Suddenly, I caught a glimpse of Sister Xue's knees with some bumps, some red and swollen, my heart hurt, I knew that it must have been left by that damn old man, Sister Xue is gentle and beautiful, but this damn guy doesn't know how to pity at all, such torture is really not a thing.
My heart was angry, but I didn't dare to say it, I only dared to pretend that I was already sleeping, but my heart was very chaotic, and I couldn't sleep anyway, Sister Xue said, there are many women in old men, and Sister Xue is just one of them.
Pretending to sleep for a while, I suddenly felt Sister Xue's hand gently holding my head, whispering my name, and vaguely I felt something fall on my face, cold and cold.
I didn't dare to move, I endured it stubbornly, and after two minutes, Sister Xue put my head on the sofa and got up gently for fear of disturbing me, until I heard the sound of the door closing from the bathroom, the shower was turned on, and the sound of Sister Xue's shower came from I dared to move.
Reaching out and touching my cheek, looking at the crystal between my five fingers, my heart hurts.
The sofa is not very far from the bathroom, the light in the bathroom is dim, I want to look inside, but I am afraid that I will be hit by Sister Xue who came out just after getting up, I dare not move, my brain is constantly struggling with something, and I fell asleep unconsciously.
When I got up the next day, I felt that my whole body was hot and painful, stinging, and my bones were falling apart, and when I got up, I found that my hands and forehead were rubbed with safflower oil, I was stunned for a moment, knowing that this must have been done by Sister Xue, and my heart was moved.
I don't know how to fall asleep last night, after Sister Xue came out of the bathroom, she must have treated my wound again, I looked in the direction of the bedroom, the bedroom door was open, the old man was gone, even the leather shoes by the door were gone.
"Xiaozhi, you're awake, go wash your face and brush your teeth, and get ready for breakfast. Sister Xue walked out of the kitchen around her waist, still holding a soup spoon in her hand and smiling at me, her long black and silky hair was coiled up, and the gentle feeling of a young woman at home made my heart move, this kind of girl, even if it is a young woman played by those stars on TV, is not as beautiful as Sister Xue.
I thought so.
I was a little delusional in my heart, if it wasn't for my dad's incident, without the old man, and Sister Xue was my wife, how happy I would be, my mind was full of thoughts, ridiculous.
Seeing that I was in a daze, Sister Xue shouted at me again, urging me to get up quickly, I answered and quickly got up from the bed, and when I was dressed, I glanced at the room, this time I saw it really, there was no trace on the ground, I remember seeing a lot of torn and torn strips of cloth and stockings last night, and some tissue paper.
Now it's all been cleaned up, not only that, but even the sheets have been changed, and when I went to the bathroom, I noticed that the sheets from last night were left in the bathroom, and I opened it a little bit, and some dry marks made me extremely stinging, starting from the middle piece, a large messy trace.
At this time, I heard Sister Xue's shout, and hurriedly restored the things to their original appearance, peed and ran out, holding the food that Sister Xue had prepared for me and finishing it early.
Looking at Sister Xue's busy appearance, I once had that unrealistic thought in my heart, and I also felt a little ashamed to stay in Sister Xue's house all the time.
I took out the envelope that my mother brought me, there were thousands of dollars in it, I handed it to Sister Xue, Sister Xue froze for a moment, her face instantly pulled down and asked me what I meant.
I was startled, and quickly explained that I was a child and didn't need so much money, besides, Sister Xue gave me food, clothing, and housing, and I wanted to keep the money for Sister Xue.
When Sister Xue heard this, her face looked a little better, saying that I was stupid and refused to accept this money, I was a little unwilling, and said weakly, "Sister Xue, I know that this money is not much, Xiaozhi will definitely make a lot of money for Sister Xue in the future." ”
My heart was about to jump out when I said this, in fact, I still haven't said a lot, for example, I want to make a lot of money, so that Sister Xue will be with me, don't pay attention to that old man, Boss Shao, marry me, I want to be good to her for the rest of my life!
Sister Xue smiled happily, touched my head and kept saying that I was a stupid child, then rolled her eyes, pursed her lips and smiled and pulled out two hundred yuan from it, stretched out her white tender fingers and gently flicked my head, "This is the money you went out for, you forgot to pay it, Sister Xue took it." ”
I paused for a moment, and then lowered my head in embarrassment, last time Lin Shishi used this incident to sarcastically mock me in class, I forgot until now, my class fee has not been paid.
Sister Xue refused to accept my money in the end, so I could only hide it myself, thinking that I must be good to Sister Xue in the future, after all, she is so good to me, and I like it so much.
Because this is the weekend, I spent my first weekend with Sister Xue, and the old man who didn't come over last night didn't come over today, and Sister Xue and I tacitly didn't mention it, after all, it is not a wise choice for me and Sister Xue to talk about that person.
At night, the happiest thing for me is to sleep in Sister Xue's arms again, I took a shower early and sat on the bed and smiled stupidly at Sister Xue, and Sister Xue asked me what was going on and smiled so happily.
"I can sleep with Sister Xue again, of course I'm happy. I grinned heartlessly, not realizing that there seemed to be something wrong with my words.
Sister Xue froze for a moment, her face turned red all of a sudden, she looked like she wanted to say something, reached out and flicked my forehead, and took a sip, "It's not serious, it's a big ghost, do you know what you're talking about." ”
I was a little puzzled, and suddenly I thought back to my words, and then I realized that something was wrong, and I stammered to explain that I didn't mean that, I just wanted to sleep with Sister Xue, and let Sister Xue sleep with me, not to do that kind of thing.
As I spoke, I felt even more wrong, and sure enough, Sister Xue's face was getting redder and redder, just like a ripe peach, and the originally delicate and smooth skin could be squeezed out of the water at this moment, which was so cute that it made me feel excited, and I almost couldn't help but pounce on it directly.
"How old are you, you still have to sleep with Sister Xue, be careful that you can't get a daughter-in-law when you grow up. Sister Xue said a word to me coquettishly, and rolled her eyes at me reproachfully, but my heart felt unusually sweet.
"I don't want to marry another daughter-in-law, just Sister Xue is my daughter-in-law. I grinned and looked at Sister Xue a little weakly, I knew that I was a little cautious, hoping that Sister Xue would understand what I meant, but I was a little scared.
I don't know if I'm a confession.
Sister Xue flicked my head again when she heard this, "People are big ghosts, you are still too young, you are still growing up early, Sister Xue will be old by then, Xiaozhi is studying hard now, and she will have a good job and marry a good daughter-in-law in the future, she must be beautiful and gentle, I think Lin Shishi is very beautiful." ”
Sister Xue said to herself, I pouted when I heard it, what are you kidding, Lin Shishi's relationship with a beautiful and gentle fart is simply a pampered eldest lady, whoever marries back is unlucky!
Sister Xue said that I didn't understand it now when I was young, but I will understand it later, but as for what I said, she cleverly avoided it and didn't answer me at all.
I felt a loss in my heart, but I didn't dare to mention it again, so I hugged Sister Xue and fell on the big bed.
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