In the summer, the county seat is very hot, even at night, the house is like a stove, it is difficult to sleep without air conditioning, I stand stiffly in the dark, but my hands and feet are cold.

The light in the room was very bright, a little dazzling, the bed was constantly shaking, the old man's heavy breathing was like a hammer, smashing on my chest, making me feel like I couldn't breathe, Simmons made a painful "crunch" sound, and the old man was like an obsession with the metamorphosis of an inflatable doll, wantonly ravaging.

I hid in the darkness of the living room like a turtle, the lights at the staircase flickered on and off, as if in order to meet the atmosphere, it flickered indiscriminately, and occasionally, Sister Xue's muffled hum came into my ears, making my heart ache, as if there was a ruthless big hand pinching it.

In just a few minutes, it was as long as a century, and I didn't have the heart to appreciate the hearty battle, but only pain.

The woman in the bed has been taking care of me all this time, sleeping with me in her arms every night, saying that she will always protect me, maybe I have changed and become caring, but now I can only curl up like a turtle.

There was no shouting, there was just a trace of pain revealed between the eyebrows, silently bearing everything, my heart ached, but there was a sense of hope.

Sister Xue, you didn't do it voluntarily, right, otherwise how could you show such a painful expression, if you didn't do it voluntarily, why didn't you ask me for help, just like that thunderstorm night a few years ago.

This time, I won't back down.

But Sister Xue didn't scream from beginning to end, lying on the bed like a puppet, letting the other party wantonly ravage, tear, as if she had already accepted her fate.

I couldn't stand it, the cold in my heart made me feel like I was deep in the cold winter, I closed my eyes in pain, turned around and walked out of the house silently, and closed the door, my mood was extremely complicated.

Walking out of the building, I shouted loudly, hysterically, and punched a small tree beside me, as if I had exhausted all my strength, the trunk of the tree was constantly shaken by me, my arm was even more numb, and I completely lost my feeling, but nothing could compare to the sadness in my heart.

"Ahhhh

I screamed like crazy, punch after punch on the tree, and the bark fell off from me, but the anger in my heart seemed to be endless, and I knelt on the ground in pain, screamed, and slammed my forehead against the tree.

Yang Zhi, you are not a man!

I scolded myself in my heart, I had never hated myself so much, I was simply the most person in the world, watching the girl I liked being crushed under an old man who was old enough to be her father, but I could only shrink outside like a wreck.

Even in the TV series, I'm afraid I can't find someone more cowardly than me, I don't think about it angrily, tears flowed down my eyes, and my voice was a little hoarse.

"Made, you don't sleep in the middle of the night, you are crazy!"

At this time, the lights on the first floor suddenly turned on, and along with the abuse, I heard someone coming out of the corridor, holding a flashlight in his hand, still cursing in his mouth.

The dazzling flashlight shone on my face, and I couldn't see anything clearly, but I looked at each other viciously, and it was a man who just shone the flashlight on my face, and immediately scolded, ", it's crazy."

After speaking, the man immediately walked back without saying a word, maybe my expression was too hideous, after the man left, my heart became unusually hollow, and the walking dead stood up, and I didn't even know how to leave the community.

This feeling was even more painful than when I first came out of the police station, I didn't even have a place to vent, my heart was like eating a dynamite keg, and the endless anger made me feel crazy, but I couldn't get it out anyway.

I glanced back at the direction of the community, the light in Sister Xue's room was still on, which made my heart tingle again, what is the situation now, I don't know, I dare not face it.

After walking outside like a fool for a while, I dug into my pockets and found that there was still some change inside, I don't know if it was a coincidence, I am the same as I was at the beginning.

I came to the Internet café again, paid ten yuan to the network manager for the night, just turned on the machine, and suddenly caught a glimpse of the cigarettes on the bar, and the ghost sent a god to buy a pack.

I turned on the machine, I didn't hesitate to light a cigarette, this is the first time I smoked, just took a puff I was almost choked to cry, I don't smoke at all, the smoke came out of the mouth and nostrils, choking so that I couldn't open my eyes, tears flowed out, the pain was unbearable.

Entering the account password to log in, my hand holding the mouse was trembling, I found that the back of my hand was full of blood, and I couldn't find a complete piece of skin, I looked at the other hand as well, and stroked my forehead, the hot pain was like a sword that drilled my heart.

I didn't feel it just now, but now I feel the stinging pain, but the pain in my body can't withstand the sadness in my heart anyway, I am a coercion, a person who watched his beloved woman suffer in pain under an old man, but he could only close the door alone and hide out, and came to a place like an Internet café to vent his anger.

It's really not as good as a turtle!

I thought sadly, I directly chose the hero and started playing lol, I was so distraught that I didn't have the heart to play the game well, I was killed as a dog, and I was angry and I just wanted to smash the keyboard and start smoking again.

Playing until more than twelve o'clock, I was really not in the mood, I walked out of the Internet café directly, I didn't hear the cigarettes in my mouth one by one, just one or two hours, I smoked half a pack, although I don't know how to smoke, I don't know why I bit it in my mouth after lighting it, I have a different feeling in my heart.

I used to despise Lin Shishi, on the surface she was a good girl, but she followed Yang Tao behind her back and learned to smoke, which is simply shameless, who would have thought that I am actually smoking now, and it is so fierce.

My heart is like being poisoned, I feel very uncomfortable, I don't know how to return to the community, looking at the lights upstairs are still on, my heart is extremely stinging.

Isn't it over yet? I thought bitterly, it's been two hours, did the old man take medicine or what did he say, and when I thought of Sister Xue, who I cared about in my heart, continued to suffer pain, my heart was like a knife.

The community was already very quiet in the middle of the night, and only the light in Sister Xue's room was on in the whole building, I wanted to go up, but I didn't know how to move my steps, as if my feet were stained with glue.

I slapped myself twice, and scolded Yang Zhi, you are really useless, you are just a wreck, obviously I care about Sister Xue, but I can only nest here, and let Sister Xue be at the mercy of an old man as a doll, useless, useless, useless!

I glanced at the lights upstairs again, turned away in pain, and didn't dare to look any further, every time I stared at the bright lights, my heart was very painful.

Just as I turned around, I suddenly heard footsteps coming from behind, very urgent, before I could speak, I was suddenly held tightly by a pair of slender and soft arms, the familiar body fragrance penetrated into my nostrils, and the sweat-stained hair fell down and swept over my face.

I was stiff, my brain suddenly lost the ability to think, blank, I knew it must be Sister Xue, I thought bitterly, sure enough, Sister Xue's slightly hoarse voice came, "I'm sorry, Xiaozhi." ”

The sound was not loud, but it fell in my ears like a fuse that ignited a powder keg, making me jump up all of a sudden, angry in my heart, and pushing Sister Xue hard.

But Sister Xue hugged me desperately, let out a painful muffled snort, her voice was very low, but it made me stiff all of a sudden, and I grabbed my body sluggishly, Sister Xue's beautiful face was full of tears, and her white teeth were biting her lip desperately, and she had already bit her soft lips, blood seeped out, and a clear slap mark was still on her face, flushed.

My heart hurts so much that I can't breathe!

Damn old man, bastard things, birds and beasts, actually treat Sister Xue like this, and treat Sister Xue like a doll.

I was furious in my heart, and I wanted to hit someone angrily, my fists were clenched tightly, and I angrily asked Sister Xue, "That old bastard's hand?"

As I spoke, my fingers gently caressed Sister Xue's face, brushing the five finger prints, my fingers were trembling, and I had an urge to rush upstairs and chop up the old man, with a hideous expression.

Sister Xue looked at me with a wrong expression, and cautiously asked me what was wrong, I was furious, and said angrily that I was going to kill the old man, Sister Xue was immediately frightened, and hugged me and didn't let me go, "Xiaozhi, don't be like this, you can't fight him." ”

Sister Xue hugged me tightly, I wanted to break free, but as soon as I tried hard, Sister Xue refused to let go even if she was in pain, just frowning in pain, biting her lips with her teeth, and tears couldn't stop falling.

Looking at Sister Xue's painful expression, my heart was uncomfortable, I couldn't help but feel less strength, and I couldn't wait to give myself two slaps, what am I like this, it's just Sister Xue who can be hurt, I can't bear it.

"Don't be angry, Xiaozhi, you are still a child, and when you grow up, you will understand, many things are not what you want, and impulsiveness will not solve any problems. Sister Xue said softly, persuading me in a low voice, with a sense of helplessness in her tone.

Grow up and understand?

I looked at Sister Xue blankly, my head was blank, and suddenly I hugged Sister Xue tightly in my arms like a brain pump, sucking greedily, inhaling the fragrance of Sister Xue's body, I didn't mind that this perfect woman had just been ravaged under an old man who was old enough to be her father, in my heart, Sister Xue was still so holy and perfect, not to be blasphemed.

My movements made Sister Xue stiff, but instead of resisting, she hugged me tightly, and vaguely I could feel Sister Xue's body trembling, like a whispered sob.

"Sister Xue, don't be like this, that old man can't give you a future. I said in a hoarse voice, holding Sister Xue's face with both hands, because I was shorter than Sister Xue, I could only look up at this flawless face, my throat was dry, and I wanted to kiss it directly and hold the intoxicating soft lips.

But I always have less courage in my heart, I don't dare to act so recklessly, for fear of making Sister Xue angry, I don't want to take advantage of Sister Xue at this time, Sister Xue should be very painful in her heart.

Listening to my words, Sister Xue sighed helplessly, reached out and touched my head, and whispered, "Xiaozhi, life is not satisfactory **, you still don't understand it now, and you will understand it when you grow up." ”

It's this sentence again, I'll understand when I grow up, I have a fire in my heart, and I said to Sister Xue that this will ruin me, I said that I know the relationship between Sister Xue and the old man.

Sister Xue smiled miserably and said I know that Boss Shao has more than one woman, there are many, and she is just one of them, but this is her own choice, and no one forces her.

My breath staggered, I took a hard breath, and my palms trembled.