Chapter Seventy-Nine: I'll Always Be With You
"Doctor, my mom she's fine, right?" Ye Xiaoyou folded his hands on his lap and sat in the doctor's office nervously, looking at the doctor's hesitant appearance, his heart was faintly uneasy. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
"Little girl, your mother has terminal stomach cancer. I'm sorry, I can only tell you the truth, the cancer has spread too much, and it is not easy to save her this time, I don't know how long she can last. I tell you this in the hope that you can be mentally prepared......" The doctor pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, flipped through the medical records in his hand, and said calmly, although it is cruel, but the patient's family needs to know the facts.
"No, it's not like that, doctor, don't lie to me. How could my mom be ...... She's just physically weak, and when I earn money, I'll take good care of her and let her live well......" Ye Xiaoyou shook her head vigorously, like a deflated ball, drooping her head, avoiding the sympathetic gaze projected on her by the doctor, "My mother she's fine, she's fine, you tell me she's okay...... Woo woo......" Ye Xiaoyou curled up, covering his face with his hands, tears sliding down his fingers.
"Calm down, little girl. Seeing Ye Xiaoyou's collapse, the doctor was a little unbearable, and always felt that he had become an executioner, but he was a doctor, he wanted to be benevolent but couldn't deceive people. If he can't save her, he can't give the wrong information to the family. "Don't let your mother worry about you, accompany her to the last part of the road, okay?" Stretched out his hand and patted her shoulder, a little helpless, he has been practicing medicine for so many years, and he is used to seeing too many life and death, and gradually becomes a little numb to life and death, but the tears of those who are still alive always make people feel distressed.
"You save her, please save my mother, I only have one relative, I can't lose her...... Please, save her...... Please......" Sliding down from the chair, Ye Xiaoyou knelt on the ground, trembling and pulling his white coat tightly. His face was covered with tears, and his eyes were already red.
Why is this, why is God so unfair to them, they just live seriously, they just want to live well, they have not harmed anyone, why do they have to suffer such a thing.
"Little girl, life and death are fateful, and sometimes we can't do anything. With patience, the doctor patiently helped Ye Xiaoyou on the ground, except for regret, he only apologized. Doctors are just ordinary people, and they will try their best to save those who can be saved, but there are some people they can't do.
Powerless......
Ye Xiaoyou couldn't do anything either, if she could, she would rather be the one who got sick than her mother. Her mother had already suffered enough in her life, so why should she be sinned.
"Little girl, you can go and see your mother, spend more time with her. Alas......" sighed, and the doctor walked out of the office with the medical records, leaving a quiet space for her to calm down.
Ye Xiaoyou trembled and tried to stand up, staggered out of the office, and walked forward step by step against the white wall of the hospital, wondering why the road to her mother was so far and so far......
Lu Fan, who had been waiting for her outside, saw Ye Xiaoyou walking towards him with difficulty, hurriedly walked over to support her who was still trembling, looked at her red eyes, and helped her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes in distress, but it caused her more tears.
"Don't cry, don't cry. Lu Fan looked at Ye Xiaoyou, who was tearful and extremely fragile at the moment, and had no choice but to hold her tightly in his arms, so that she could cry with peace of mind in his arms. Maybe after crying, the sadness will be exhausted, and after the emotions will be exhausted, everything will pass.
"Don't leave me, don't leave me, please...... Don't leave me alone......" Tightly grasping Lu Fan's clothes, Ye Xiaoyou trembled lightly in his arms, like a drowning person grabbing driftwood, Ye Xiaoyou cried heartbreaking in her arms, and the sound of breaking sounded in the quiet corridor, causing many people to look sideways.
"I won't leave you behind, I won't leave you alone. I'll be with you always. Lu Fan stroked her back and comforted her softly, hugging her tightly in his arms, wanting to block all the wind and rain for her.
On the side of the corridor, Jin Junya looked at the two people who hugged each other tightly, and his heart throbbed violently. Listening to Ye Xiaoyou's sad pleading, his eyes were stained with hurt self-mockery and anger, his eyebrows were lowered, and the corners of his mouth hooked up with a self-deprecating arc. He believed in her so much, but she was in the arms of the other, crying and screaming for the other person not to leave her, so, in her eyes, what was he? It turned out that what Lin Lin said was true, and he was the only one who believed her like an idiot...... believes that she really likes him, not hypocrisy, not retreating.
If he hadn't sent his drunk classmate to the hospital and happened to see this scene, how long would he have been hidden by her?
Clenched his fists, some emotions were blocked in his throat, Jin Junya looked at the pair in front of him, his eyes were cold, and then he turned away angrily.
"I, I'm going to see my mom. I don't know how long it took to cry, Ye Xiaoyou's mood calmed down a little, and she remembered that her mother was still lying alone on the hospital bed, and she felt uneasy.
"Okay, I'll take you. Lu Fan gently let go of the hand that was wrapping around her waist, gently supported her slender wrist, and silently supported her to walk towards the ward.
In the ward, Xu Pinlan, who had just undergone surgery, had not woken up yet. Ye Xiaoyou sat on the chair next to the hospital bed, took Xu Pinlan's emaciated hand, put it on the side of her cheek and rubbed it gently, feeling the temperature of her palm, and the hypothermic heart warmed up little by little.
"Mom, how long do you have to sleep? How can you be so lazy, you've slept all afternoon. Her eyes were a little sour, but Ye Xiaoyou didn't dare to close her eyes, for fear that as soon as she closed her eyes, her mother would be gone. "You often say that if I sleep for a long time, I will become a piglet, and if you sleep again, I will laugh at you. Lying on the side of the bed, gently leaning on her hand, feeling the warmth of her body, Ye Xiaoyou's eyes were hot, and tears couldn't help dripping freely on her arms. Slightly cool.
"Senior, you go back first. Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Lu Fan, who had been standing in front of the hospital bed, and Ye Xiaoyou said softly in a dumb voice.
"No, I'm here with you. Lu Fan shook his head, a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were full of worry. He couldn't have turned away when she needed help the most.
"Senior, I'm fine. I'll be here waiting for my mom to wake up, thank you for coming with me, thank you. Ye Xiaoyou lowered her head slightly, not daring to meet Lu Fan's worried eyes, she didn't want to owe too much favors to others, she already owed too many favors, she was afraid that she couldn't afford to pay it back. All the pain, she can carry it alone.
"Xiaoyou, I will always be with you. Lu Fan's tone was firm, and his eyes were gentle. Ye Xiaoyou's strength only makes people feel distressed. No one is born strong, it is life that makes people have to grow. At this moment, she needs a support so much, even her friends will not leave her alone.
"You're the marshmallow in my heart
Sweet dreams
With you, the world has changed
Even if it's going to be bright
Can you just ...... like that?"
The mobile phone in the bag rang a familiar ringtone, Ye Xiaoyou took out the mobile phone, wiped the tears on his face, calmed down, and pressed the answer button.
Jun-ah...... "I miss you so much." As soon as Ye Xiaoyou spoke, her voice was a little choked, she didn't want him to worry, but she really wanted him to be by her side, tell her that everything would pass, tell her that he was someone she could rely on, and then give her a hug that could make her feel at ease, it was really good to think ......
"Where are you?" Kim Jun-ah said calmly as he stood downstairs at the hospital, looking up at the sky.
"I ...... I'm ...... in the bedroom" Ye Xiaoyou said a little hesitantly, although she wanted to tell him the truth, but she was afraid that he would worry, so she could only find a reason to stop him from knowing.
He is so busy, he writes his thesis so hard, because he works at the same time, he often stays up late to catch up with his thesis, and now he often has the shadow of lack of sleep, and now he finally has to defend his thesis, and she doesn't want to distract him because of her.
"I see. Jin Junya's eyes darkened, as if something collapsed in his heart. Disappointment filled his eyes, Jin Junya's voice became a little cold, he wanted to give her one last chance, but she finally chose to lie to him. "Hung up. As he spoke, he was about to hang up the phone, but Ye Xiaoyou stopped him in a hurry.
"Junya, when are you free?" Ye Xiaoyou's voice was a little hoarse, and too many emotions were blocked in her chest, so suppressed that she felt difficult to breathe.
"I haven't been available lately. Holding the phone tightly, Jin Junya's eyes were cold, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a sneer. Hearing that something was wrong with her voice, he knew that she had cried, but the tears were flowing for Lu Fan, but she was still lying to him all the time. How ridiculous!
"Oh. Ye Xiaoyou endured the desire to see him in her heart, and replied softly in a calm voice. I am afraid that as soon as I open my mouth, my thoughts will burst the embankment. There are disappointments, there are sadness, and the mood of wanting to see him is getting stronger and stronger. Only he can make her feel at ease and rely on her.
"Hung up. The sound of the phone hanging up came from the other side of the phone, and Ye Xiaoyou looked at the phone in a daze.
The heart is empty.