Chapter 80: Go to Him

Ye Xiaoyou finally didn't persuade Lu Fan to leave the hospital, and let him stay by her mother's side with him every step of the way. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info Xu Pinlan didn't wake up until the night, her consciousness was up and down, she just opened her eyes and glanced at Ye Xiaoyou, and then fell asleep again. Ye Xiaoyou looked at his mother lying on the hospital bed, and her tears fell uncontrollably, and she didn't know how to put the helplessness and anxiety in her heart. Even if Lu Fan, who used to be very trusted, is by her side, Ye Xiaoyou still hopes that the one who is accompanying her at this moment is Jin Junya, who always warms her. It's just that he didn't want to worry about him after all, so he held on and tried hard to hide the helplessness and panic in his heart.

asked the school for several days off, and Ye Xiaoyou stayed in the hospital to accompany Xu Pinlan. When she woke up, Ye Xiaoyou kept talking to her, with a good-looking smile on her face. Holding Xu Pinlan's hand tightly, she wanted to give Xu Pinlan the strength of her palm. kept telling Xu Pinlan that everything would pass, but he seemed to be comforting himself. When Xu Pinlan fell asleep, the smile on Ye Xiaoyou's face would disappear, and then he sat quietly next to the hospital bed and looked at Xu Pinlan quietly. Sleepless.

The nurse couldn't stand it, so she persuaded her to pay attention to rest, but she just smiled and still sat motionless by Xu Pinlan's bed. Looking at his emaciated mother on the hospital bed, Ye Xiaoyou's eyes were full of distress.

The memories of her childhood are too far away, and they are a little vague, but she still remembers the time when her mother lived in a cheap house and tower house with her very young, and the two of them depended on each other. In the summer, when the house was so hot that her mother carried her outside the house to cool off, she put her on a small rocking chair, and she took advantage of the moonlight to do manual work. And to reassure her from time to time. At that time, her mother often sang nursery rhymes to her, although she sang those songs, but every time she heard the familiar melody, Ye Xiaoyou would stop crying and listen quietly, under the moonlight, Xu Pinlan's face had a gentle and happy smile.

When she was in kindergarten, she was always alone every time she needed to be accompanied by a parent-child program. At that time, seeing that everyone else was accompanied by their parents, and she was alone, her mother could not be willing to take leave for a school activity day in order to provide for her schooling. Xu Pinlan was absent too many times, so she was condemned by the teacher, so for the first time, she cried to the innocent Xu Pinlan for her father. On that day, Xu Pinlan comforted Ye Xiaoyou and promised that she would definitely go to the next event day, while holding back the tears rolling in her eyes, but Xu Pinlan, who was still young, couldn't help but hug Ye Xiaoyou and cry bitterly. Since then, Ye Xiaoyou has never asked for his father in front of Xu Pinlan.

Ye Xiaoyou is older, and her mother will take the initiative to talk to her about her life experience. She realized that her mother was far stronger than she had seen. Her mother is an orphan with no father or mother, and although she has adoptive parents, she is still like a drifting ship, with no safe haven. But she at least had her mother, and no matter how stormy it was outside, as long as she turned around, she could see her mother who had been waiting for her behind her. I was wronged outside, and I still have shoulders to lean on. But her mother couldn't. She was wronged and had no choice but to escape. Obviously he didn't do anything wrong, but he was the one who had to make concessions. Obviously, she just wants a small home that belongs to her, but she still has to suffer grievances for happiness that does not belong to her.

And now, at last, she has grown up, and it will not be long before she can give her mother a comfortable life, and she can give her mother the home she wants, but fate does not seem to want to let this poor woman go. didn't even sympathize with all the grievances she suffered, and when her dream was finally about to come true, she never had the chance to have that dream that only belonged to her.

Ye Xiaoyou's burning tears dripped on the back of Xu Pinlan's hand, and they were dried after a while. The vision became more and more blurred, the tears she held back in front of her mother burst the embankment, and the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart poured out uncontrollably. The nurse on the side looked at Ye Xiaoyou, who was covering her mouth and crying suppressed, her face was full of worry. Reached out and patted her on the back, soothing her grief and despair. The nurse was worried that she would persuade her to go home, but she didn't know where she was going. Where there is no mother, how can it be called home?

When An Shengwei came to the hospital, Ye Xiaoyou was sitting alone in the park downstairs of the hospital in a daze. An Shengwei sat down quietly beside her, gently holding Ye Xiaoyou's hand on her lap. Ye Xiaoyou raised the corners of his mouth and hooked a faint arc, but the corners of his eyebrows were aggrieved.

In the past week, if it weren't for An Shengwei and Lu Fan by his side, Ye Xiaoyou might not have been able to hold on. didn't want to be a burden to Jin Junya, but naturally put the weight on his shoulders on An Shengwei and Lu Fan, who were with her. said that she didn't want to owe others favors, but she unconsciously made others worry about her affairs.

"Xiaowei, thank you. Holding An Shengwei back, Ye Xiaoyou's eyes were full of gratitude. This kind of temperature is what she needs, so that she can clearly feel that she is not alone. An Shengwei browned slightly and shook her head gently. "Xiaoyou, go find him. ”

Go find him.

Ye Xiaoyou seemed to be greatly encouraged, An Shengwei's simple words made her resist the idea of not disturbing Jin Junya dissipated, and her desire to see Jin Junya became urgent.

So when she made more than a dozen phone calls and Jin Junya didn't answer, she couldn't wait to appeal on her mobile phone and say that she missed him, she wanted to see him, wanted to give him a big hug, and then told him that she wanted him to be by her side and never leave him again.

Changed into a beautiful dress, and rarely put on a light makeup, but I was afraid that my haggard appearance would scare him. She had visited her mother in the hospital in the morning, and in the afternoon when her mother was sleeping, she came to Kim Jun-ah's place to wait for him.

Rang the doorbell and no one responded, so Ye Xiaoyou rummaged under the blanket in front of the door to find the backup key, and then entered the door. There are some books stacked randomly on the coffee table in the living room, the laptop is in the middle of a pile of books, and there are a few cups of coffee on the coffee table, which shows how busy Kim Junya has been these days. I was so busy that I was working overtime to catch up with my papers. Touching the instant noodles on the dining table, Ye Xiaoyou frowned slightly, frowning a little distressedly. Kim Jun-ah doesn't like to eat instant noodles, but now he's so busy that he doesn't even have time to order a takeout. Self-blame flooded his heart, and Ye Xiaoyou sighed softly.

In the next two hours, Ye Xiaoyou began to tidy up Jin Junya's house, tidy up the books on the coffee table, clean up the kitchen, and then wash Jin Junya's changed clothes well, tidy up his room, and the sunset on the horizon has spread infinitely.

Ye Xiaoyou, who went downstairs to take out the garbage and was about to go upstairs, ran into Jin Junya who was coming back from outside. Kim Jun-ah came from afar on his bicycle, and the afterglow of the setting sun fell on him, gilding him with a warm color. There was a warm smile on the corner of his mouth, the corners of his eyes were crooked, she couldn't see the emotion in his eyes clearly, just looking at the familiar smile on his face, her heart slipped through the warm emotion. He came with the light, like a god, and made her heart move.