It was more than two years ago, probably at the beginning of the first era darling program, when Kim Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young both failed to be selected for the era darling program and failed to successfully enter the lineup of the era darling. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

At that time, when Huang Meiying saw that her name was not on the list at the moment of the list, she couldn't accept the fact that she was unsuccessful and eliminated, and when she was sad, she chose to escape from reality, fled back to the dormitory, locked the door, and hid alone in the room sad and crying.

At that time, Kim Taeyeon, who was not selected into the darling plan of the times like Hwang Mi-young, also had a hard time accepting this fact, but she endured the sadness in her heart, and was by her side when Hwang Mi-young was the saddest, comforting her and enlightening her.

It was as if from that moment on, the wheel of fate had already doomed the end.

And now, the same thing is happening again than two years ago. Only this time, the object of sadness and comfort has changed......

In the dormitory, in order not to make Kim Taeyeon, who was still sad hiding in the room, feel uncomfortable, she sincerely apologized to the TV station staff after lunch, begged them to stop filming for the time being, and worried that this incident would affect Kim Taeyeon's future, so she asked them before the staff left, begging them not to broadcast the things about Kim Taeyeon hiding in the room and not coming out and they wanted to comfort her.

In the face of her sincere request, the TV station staff did not say much, but deleted the footage taken at their lunch in front of her, and then said goodbye to the girls and left.

After the staff left, because she was worried that the guy in the room would feel embarrassed because of the crowd, she continued to hide and refused to come out, and she asked the sisters to leave the dormitory for a while, leaving the space for her and the one in the room.

As good sisters who have been together for so long, how could they not know that she wanted to comfort Kim Taeyeon in the room? So when she asked them, they did not hesitate too much, and found all kinds of excuses to take the opportunity to leave the dormitory.

Before leaving, it seemed that because he was still a little worried, the person who had been comforted two years ago was still a little worried: "Are you sure that you will come out of the shadows?"

"I don......'t know," she said hesitantly, "but with the current situation, we have to give it a try, right?" Besides, it's better than sitting on the sidelines and doing nothing, at least we don't blame her...... At least we're still with her, aren't we?"

“…… Then please. ”

With a sincere please, the two girls who have a deep bond with each other nodded at each other.

Then, one person turned to leave, and after the other said goodbye to the other and closed the door, the dormitory returned to calm.

After a long time, she took a deep breath with her back to the door, slowly walked to the door of her room, knocked lightly on the door, and asked inside: "Are you okay? I haven't eaten for almost a day, can my body stand it?"

But there was no answer in the room......

"If there's anything unpleasant, just say it, don't hold it in your heart, if you go on like this, you'll collapse, don't torture yourself like this, okay?"

Even though her tone became so gentle, she didn't look like the same person as before, but there was still no response in the room to her.

"What do you want? Is it useful to practice yourself like this? Isn't what should have happened just happened? Why be sad about what has already happened? Do you know that people are really worried about you? A failure doesn't mean anything, but just a failure once and you become like this, how can you still be the captain of Girls' Generation? If you continue like this, do you want our Girls' Generation to continue? Don't you know that the TV station came to shoot very early today? If I hadn't begged them to pause the filming and cut out all the parts about you, if it was played, what would you make people from the outside world think of you? Do you think that our girlhood is simply vulnerable, or are you Kim Tae-yeon just a weak person who is afraid of failure?"

Her patience is not very good, and she can try her best to restrain her emotions to comfort Kim Taeyeon is already very reluctant, but after saying such comforting words, she can't get any response, and her patience slowly fades, and her temper gradually rises.

And as if these words had done a little work, there was a slight sniffing sound in the room, which had not moved all morning.

If it weren't for the fact that there was only Kim Taeyeon and no one else in the entire dormitory at this moment, who was standing at the door and talking to her, I am afraid she would not have heard this very slight sound.

So when there was finally a little movement in the room that had been silent all morning, she finally relieved herself a little, knowing that the people inside were still intact and nothing had happened.

"Taeyeon...... I know I'm not comforting, and I'm not good at doing that. But what I want to say is, don't give up no matter what, okay? If we fail, wouldn't we be able to do it again? Why do we have to react this way to failure? What people say about us is their business, what does it have to do with us? We can never let the world go our way. ”

However, the room where there had been a little movement seemed to have returned to its original state, and there was no response.

Zheng Xiuyan was also a little helplessly lost, leaning against the wall and sighing.

At this moment, a small voice came from the room.

"Su-yeon...... You said...... Am I not fit to be the captain of Girls' Generation?"

When this voice sounded, Zheng Xiuyan reacted suddenly and hurriedly turned around.

"Who says you're not suitable? Don't forget, the tradition at S.M. is that the oldest person is the captain of the group, but don't forget that it's not just the oldest who can be the captain. To be the captain, you must have the ability to be convincing, and have the ability to make the team members obey, so the person who is chosen can become the captain. ”

"Yes...... But I just made a decision once, and this happened to Girls' Generation...... What else do I have to continue as captain?"

"What's wrong with a decision that fails? It is impossible for a person to go wrong without making mistakes in this life. You must know that no one is perfect, everyone will make mistakes, it is not terrible to make mistakes, but the terrible thing is that after making mistakes, I don't want to face it, but I am afraid of facing failure and running away. Taeyeon, you know what?"

"But this ...... This is the first decision made for Girls' Generation, but it ...... That's what happened...... If I could agree that night when you asked me if I would choose "The World Again Again" as a performance track...... But now ......"

Kim Taeyeon didn't continue to talk, and it could be seen that even under the persuasion of Jung so-yeon, she let go of her knot a little and was willing to speak, but she was still very concerned about being maliciously evaluated that night because of her own decision-making mistakes.

"Taeyeon...... Parney once told me that the first time she took the test, she was eliminated when she tried to pass the screening to enter the list of members of the first plan of the darlings of the times. At that time, she was very sad and sad, and just like you now, she was hiding in her room alone, not wanting to say anything, not wanting to do anything. Do you remember this?"

Jung so-yeon knew that she had already said that she had moved Kim Taeyeon, although it was only a little bit, but this was also a good start, so she planned to use what Kim Taeyeon herself had done as an example to say to Kim Tae-yeon, hoping that she could understand.

"How could you not remember...... That time...... I was also unsuccessful. ”

"How did you comfort Pani back then? Why did you become worse than Pani now that it's your turn? Pani told me that she just hid in her room and talked to you for a while, and then came out after a while. But what about you? You don't even want to speak, you hide alone, no one wants to pay attention, don't you think it's very undeserved? Why were you able to get her out of the shadow of defeat when you comforted Pani in the first place? Why can't you get out of this shadow now when it's your turn?"

"This ...... It's not the same......"

"Why is it different?" Zheng Xiuyan suddenly raised her voice and said: "You just chose to escape because you failed and didn't dare to face it, wasn't Pani the same at the beginning? You are the captain of Girls' Generation, and you are responsible for Girls' Generation, this is what you should do, if you fail once, we can start all over again! Don't forget, I am the vice captain of Girls' Generation! I also have the responsibility of being responsible for Girls' Generation! That's right, it was indeed you who first proposed the show that didn't choose to use our own songs as a stage performance, but I, as the vice-captain, didn't make a judgment based on the situation, resulting in blindly choosing to agree after your opinion was put forward, and finally let such a thing happen to Girls' Generation that was maliciously commented on, am I not responsible?"

The fierce words of "......" lingered in Kim Tae-yeon's ears, making it impossible for her to refute Jung so-yeon's words.

Yes, she is the captain of Girls' Generation, isn't Zheng Xiuyan also the vice captain of Girls' Generation? Why can she still maintain her previous appearance in the face of failure, and she can't bear such a blow and chooses to escape?

"Taeyeon...... I know you're still sad right now, and I know I'm not going to comfort anyone, so I won't continue to say anything. But I want to tell you, if you are sad, I can lend you my shoulder and let you lean on and cry for a while, but after crying, you have to promise me that you will not hide alone like before, if there is something to say, we can solve it together, there is no need to face it alone. We are girls, they are all our sisters, as long as we can work together, what can't be solved?"

"......" Kim Taeyeon closed her eyes, wiped the tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes, and said in a stalk: "Su-yeon...... Thank you. ”

When she heard Kim Tae-yeon's words, Jung so-yeon finally breathed a sigh of relief.

This stupid guy has finally come out of his heart?

Before Jung so-yeon could say something, Kim Tae-yeon continued: "But I can't do it if I am leaning on your shoulder and crying." If you want to rely on it, it's better to find Pani, at least she won't babble so much in my ear. ”

One sentence ignited the anger that Zheng Xiuyan had restrained for a long time, and she suddenly became angry, and slammed the door vigorously and shouted: "Kim Tae-yeon, what do you mean?

"Huh. "That's what I know, isn't it?

Kim Taeyeon chuckled lightly, and after a while, she said to Jung so-yeon, "Su-yeon...... I want to vent one last time, can you be my listener?"

"Hing! Didn't you annoy me just now? Why do you want me to be your listener again? Miss Ben doesn't have the interest or time to listen to your endless nagging. ”

The tsundere's nasal voice and disdainful arms hugging fully showed Jung Sika's dissatisfaction, but the fact that she still didn't walk away showed that she still wanted to hear what Kim Taeyeon wanted to say.

"It's not nagging this time...... It's singing. ”

"Singing?"

"Hmm. The song ...... It's something you haven't heard before, and I want to sing it myself as a memorial to my resurgence, so I want you to listen to it next to me and feel if this song can be sung as a memorial to me. ”

"Hey, you can sing if you want to, and no one will stop you. ”

"And I sang it?"

"Whatever!"

After hesitating for a moment, Kim Taeyeon closed her eyes to find a feeling, and after trying to find the right tone, she cleared her throat and slowly began to sing.

"Even if it hurts a little, tears will flow out"

"The heart is crying out loud"

"If I pass by before you, around you"

"The whole world is all about you, and I only think of you"

As soon as Kim Taeyeon spoke, the soft melody and her beautiful voice reached Jung so-yeon's ears, making her feel as if she was falling into this slightly sad song.

"In front of you, stop breathing"

"As if I didn't have anything to do with you"

"It's like just passing by"

"You who pass me easily, get closer to you, it's hard to even take a step"

"Let me wander, make me cry"

"Like a fool, like a child"

"You might as well just laugh like that"

"Little by little, getting closer and closer"

"Although there will always be fear"

"But this love can't be stopped."

…………

In a few minutes, it seemed as long as centuries had passed, and the moment Kim Tae-yeon finished singing, she found that a tear had inadvertently shed in her eyes.

"What's the name of this song? and why...... After listening to it, I feel like crying?" After wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes, Zheng Xiuyan opened her mouth and asked.

"Can you hear me? ”

"What? I hear you. ”

"No, I mean, can you hear me. ”

"I heard it!"

replied one after another, and Zheng Xiuyan, who had just moved and wanted to cry, almost burst out again.