Chapter 159: Zheng Xiuyan's Determination
Starting with Kim Hyo-yeon's proposal, the girls finally decided on the show they were going to perform when they first performed on stage, a very fast-paced and very strong song. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
In the last few days, the girls have been more focused than ever before, in order to be in the perfect condition for their first official performance.
If they don't reach their best, chances are they're going to be disappointed in themselves. Because this is not only the first time they have officially performed on stage, but also the first time that they want to achieve the most perfect state to perform on stage after the misunderstanding is resolved.
Because the character of elementary school students is always incomprehensible to others, even for the sake of the sisters, she didn't tell anyone, and she secretly ran to watch it under the pretext of going to the toilet, wanting to help the sisters complete their choreography as soon as possible.
It's just because she hid it from her sisters, which caused her and Zheng Xiuyan to have the first misunderstanding since they entered the company as trainees.
There are still two days left before the official stage performance, but only half of the choreographed dance moves of "" have been completed during this period, and the rest is far from complete. Zheng Xiuyan was a little anxious about this, and her mood became a little bad during the practice, and she felt very irritable.
It was at this time that Kim Hyo-yeon didn't know where he had gone, and he didn't come back for more than half an hour, which made Zheng Xiuyan feel more and more uncomfortable, as if there was a volcano that wanted to erupt at any time.
When Jin Xiaoyuan came back, she didn't control her emotions well, and vented her irritability on Jin Xiaoyuan, who had disappeared for more than half an hour, blaming her for why she had left so long at their most tense and critical moment and put the practice on hold.
But with Kim Hyo-yeon's explanation, Jung so-yeon felt guilty.
She didn't expect that Kim Hyo-yeon, who has always been heartless, would watch it for the sake of her sisters, and specially designed some movements based on the MV to adapt the dance they want to dance.
For this reason, Jung so-yeon had a guilty thought about Kim Hyo-yeon, feeling that she shouldn't be so irritable, and she shouldn't have said such excessive things to Kim Hyo-yeon when she just came back.
Friends for many years always have some hearts, although Jin Xiaoyuan looks heartless and looks like a primary school student on weekdays, he can actually understand the thoughts of his sisters very well.
The first person to notice Zheng Xiuyan's abnormality was only Kim Hyo-yeon.
A sentence of sorry that will never be easily said, from Zheng Xiuyan's mouth, even if the misunderstanding is deep, as a good sister for many years, Jin Xiaoyuan will not deliberately blame Zheng Xiuyan, but will comfort Zheng Xiuyan who cried because of guilt as a good sister.
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After the first stage performance ended, a few days later, a video of the girls performing on stage for the first time appeared on the Internet, and the contrast caused by it made everyone stunned.
Even after the performance, Boom, who was an MC, told the students who were watching the show that he hoped they would support the new singer Girls' Generation, but it did not change the audience's first impression of Girls' Generation, who performed on stage for the first time.
Hoofer...... And not singers.
They have practiced for so many years, whether it is singing or dancing, they have gone through very strict training to get to where they are today, but they didn't expect to get such comments from the audience after their first stage performance.
Come to think of it...... Singers, in this country where singing and dancing are prevalent, singing and dancing are essential to a song.
However, they were evaluated by others as having only dancing and not singing in the whole process, and they could not be counted as singers at all, but only as a group of dancers.
Such a hurtful evaluation hit the girls who performed with enthusiasm, and it also completely hit someone who had the situation they are in today because of their opinions.
The girls' lunch was carried out in some silence, but none of them had the heart to eat, and sat there waiting for someone to appear, but she never came out, and had locked herself in her room all morning.
"Is she still hiding in the room alone and not coming out?" The atmosphere was a little heavy, Li Shungui looked at the door that had been closed for most of the day and had not been opened, and asked the others, but the answer was only a unified shake.
She didn't say anything, and she has been very disappointed since yesterday's comment appeared...... "Maybe among the girls present, only Hwang Mi-young knows best why Kim Tae-yeon is like this."
After the comments on the Internet appeared yesterday, Kim Taeyeon has not said a word, hiding alone in the bed and silently, and ignoring anyone, so that others have no way to say a word to her.
If it weren't for the fact that Hwang Mi-young accidentally heard her secretly crying when she got up to go to the toilet in the middle of the night, she wouldn't know why Kim Taeyeon became like this until now.
Because Huang Miying knows that Kim Taeyeon is a person who does not cry easily, even when her grandfather died, she did not cry easily, but now she is hiding in the bed alone and crying, how can Huang Meiying not worry?
Faced with the inquiry of the good sisters who have been together for several years, Kim Taeyeon did not suppress the feelings in her heart and told her the reason for her crying.
Just because of her own words, she rejected Zheng Xiuyan's original proposal to use their debut song as the repertoire for the official stage performance, which led to the girlhood being deliberately evaluated by others as a group that can only dance but not sing after the performance.
It is precisely because of this that Kim Taeyeon feels that for the first time as the captain of Girls' Generation, she did not fulfill the responsibility of a captain who can protect the members, but because of one of her decisions, the members suffered one blow after another, which made her feel very sad and blamed.
Guilt filled her heart, and she felt feelings for what happened to her girlhood like never before.
Maybe...... The stronger a person seems to be on the surface, the more fragile he is on the inside.
That's why she ignored anyone like she now and hid in her room alone and didn't come out.
She wanted to escape from such a reality......
"You ...... I had already comforted her last night, but it didn't work...... "I didn't want Kim Taeyeon to be so depressed, and wanted to make her cheer up again, Hwang Mi-young sent a distress signal to the sisters present.
But it's not easy to persuade her, since Zheng Xiuyan and Huang Meiying got up in the morning, she locked the door of the room, and she has never opened the door until now.
It's not that no one called her, but whoever knocked on the door never got any response, as if there had never been a person like Kim Taeyeon in this room, if it weren't for the locked door telling them that there was someone inside.
The first time I saw Kim Taeyeon become like this, the girls had no choice, they never knew that their squad leader was such a person, and they didn't know how to comfort her, and they didn't know how to solve it.
"Why don't you ......" Jung so-yeon, who understood Kim Taeyeon's thoughts a little, glanced at the sisters present and tried to ask: "Let's go and ask the choreographer and producer of "Music" again, and ask them to give us a chance to perform on stage." Presumably, Taeyeon is sad now because we were judged as dancers, and she felt that she made a wrong decision to insist on not using our own songs for the show. If we ask the choreographers and producers to give us a chance to perform with our own songs, then people won't say we're just dancers and not singers, ......right?"
Speaking of this, Zheng Xiuyan turned her head to look at the door that was still locked, "If we perform with our own songs this time and succeed, I guess she won't be as sad as she is now, right?"
"It's hard to say...... Why do you think the producers of "Le" would agree to let us go on stage again? You know, because of the prodigy oppa, they let our seniors go live to watch when they performed, and that's why they just thought about giving us a chance to perform on stage once, but that doesn't mean that they will give us a second chance to let us go on stage again. ”
Lee Soon-gyu's answer silenced Jung so-yeon.
Indeed, why did "Music" give them another chance? You must know that the performers on the stage of "Music" are all popular singers and groups, and every time they perform on stage, they can cause huge repercussions. And what about them? They are just newcomers, and they have not officially debuted yet, how can they compare with these seniors who have been famous for a long time?
Even after debuting for more than two years, they have only been on "Music" so many times, they are just newcomers, why do they want to appear on stage for the second time?
Zheng Xiuyan lowered her head and stopped talking, weighing in her heart what to do to make the guy in the room who blamed himself so much that he escaped reality return to normal.
After a long time, she suddenly raised her head and said firmly to Lee Soon-gyu: "I don't care if "Le" can give us another chance, and no matter if we can succeed if we go to ask them this time, I have to give it a try, because I don't want to see Taeyeon become like that again." ”
Because she doesn't want to see Kim Taeyeon who is in such a depressed mood because of her own misjudgment, it's not like the Kim Taeyeon she knows at all.