Chapter Twenty-Eight: Broken Mirrors Are Hard to Complete
I don't know how long it took, so long that Xiao Nuo thought that Lu Yan fell asleep in his arms. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info heard her say calmly: "Xiao Nuo, just like three years ago, as long as you say a word, I can leave at any time, but this time, I have one condition, the child is left to me." I won't ask for anything else. ”
After listening to her words, Xiao Nuo only felt a pain in his heart, and the hand holding her tightened.
"Lu Yan, I'm sorry. Xiao Nuo's voice trembled a little, and his eyes were sour.
"No need to apologize, I understand. Emotional matters are already complicated, and if you barely tie two people together, you will eventually separate. So you don't have to apologize to me, we're just a little bit shallow in fate, and it's not anyone's fault. Maybe the child didn't come at the right time, but I really couldn't bear to take him out of my body. If Miss Sun doesn't mind, he is still your child, if Miss Sun minds, then I will find a father for the child again, although it is irresponsible to say this, but I hope he has a complete home. Lu Yan's eyes stared at a certain place, and his eyes flowed. The voice, but unusually calm.
Perhaps it should have been understood a long time ago that it is not happiness that is barely obtained, but a steady stream of pain and suffering. If she had known that they would have come this far, then at the beginning, she would have chosen to quit, not to disturb their happiness, not to participate in his life, and to be okay with each other.
"I'm not going to let my kids call someone else's daddy, so don't even think about it. Xiao Nuo's face sank, and he suddenly felt a little angry that she respected his decision too much, but never thought about herself.
How could he forget, it was she who made him make up his mind to grow old with her.
"Shoeau, be sensible. This is the best way to have both, isn't it?" Lu Yan's voice was a little tired, leaning on him weakly, as if the cells in his whole body were about to fall asleep.
"Don't you hate that I'm too sane? You know what? You're my irrationality. My wife wants to marry someone else with her children, how can you make me reasonable?" Xiao Nuo was a little emotional, and his hand holding Lu Yan became tighter and tighter, afraid that she would push him away.
He always thought that Lu Yan was too careful, he and Sun Qingqing were already in the past, and he would contact her just as a friend. In the hospital that day, he really thought that she was following him, so he would not choose to speak, for fear that she would misunderstand the relationship between him and Sun Qingqing.
Until the morning, Sun Qingqing said that he wanted to get back together with him, saying that Lu Yan would only hinder his dream of being a photographer, and that she could help him. also said that he actually still loves her, otherwise he wouldn't care about Lu Yan's feelings, so Lu Yan is not cranky, but everyone thinks so? But only he knows his feelings for Lu Yan. His wife, who has always been well-behaved, suddenly quarreled with him, and he was always sensible but panicked and just wanted to escape.
It wasn't until that moment that I woke up. But it was almost too late.
"Shauno, don't give me hope. Because of his wife, Lu Yan's firm heart began to waver. When you fall in love with someone, it seems that you are destined to bow your head first. But one time is enough, and if the hope is too great, and the disappointment will only grow in the end, then it is enough for her to try once.
"Lu Yan, I'm sorry to you, not because I'm sorry for you. It's because I misunderstood you, I hurt you, and I upset you. It's my fault, I'm sorry. However, I never wanted to leave you, nor would I leave you and your baby. So, don't think about taking my children to marry someone else, there is no door. And you're so stupid, who else but me would want you. Caressing her long hair dotingly, Shano said softly.
"......" Lu Yan stiffened her body, Xiao Nuo's sudden gentleness made her suddenly have the illusion that she was dreaming, "But Miss Sun ......"
"It's hard to break the mirror. I had already put it down, I just didn't know she hadn't put it down all this time. Helping Lu Yan to sit up, Xiao Nuo held her hand tightly and looked at her eyes seriously: "You and the baby are the most important people to me, from now on." ”
Shauno's face flushed. He is not good at words, and he does not know how to be romantic. He loves photography, and he loves it obsessively. Sun Qingqing once said that he was very serious and charming when he took pictures. But Sun Qingqing met someone who knew how to be romantic, and then left him.
He once thought that the only person in the world who understood him had abandoned him, so it didn't matter who he was with for the rest of his life.
However, he met Lu Yan.
I still remember the first time I met Lu Yan at a blind date dinner. When the two met for the first time, it was inevitable that they would be embarrassed, but she made the atmosphere natural and relaxed in three or two clicks. To be honest, his first impression of her was just that she looked good when she smiled.
The two of them felt okay, and he didn't hate her. Then the first date was to watch a movie together. He was stuck in traffic on the road, and when he arrived at the cinema, he was already half an hour late, he thought Lu Yan would be angry, but when he ran to her out of breath, she bent her eyes and breathed a sigh of relief, which he still remembers vividly.
It turns out that the feeling of someone worrying about themselves and caring about themselves is so heartwarming.
The more I got in touch, the more I decided that Lu Yan was the person he wanted. He has a wooden personality, doesn't understand romance, and doesn't speak much, always makes her angry, but he doesn't know it.
It's not so much that he's sane as he's too dull. Only after the fact will you understand what happened before.
Knowing that someone likes Lu Yan, he obviously cares about it in his heart, but he comforts himself in his heart that Lu Yan is his, and no one can snatch it away, so he doesn't have to be angry.
But now that I think about it, did his arrogance hurt Lu Yan intentionally or unintentionally?
Lu Yan never complained, and even at such a time, he still had to think about him.
No matter how slow he reacts, he should know that if he misses Lu Yan, he will spend his life in regret and regret.
His face turned a little uncomfortably red. But in my heart, I have never been more relaxed.
It turns out that it is much better to say what is in your heart than to hide it in your heart.
"......" Lu Yan also blushed, lifted the quilt and got into the quilt by himself, turned his back to him, looked at the bright sunlight outside the window at this time, and chuckled at the corner of his eyes.
"What's wrong?" Shano walked around to the bed, staring at her face worriedly.
"Sleep, I'm tired. She closed her eyes and didn't look at him, afraid to see his blushing face under his eyes. I don't know how to face such a gentle Xiao Nuo, obviously he is usually very sensible, and people can't guess his heart.
However, just now he said that she is very important.
"Okay, then you go to sleep quickly, I'm here with you. He tugged at her quilt, straightened the strands of her sideburns, and leaned over to imprint a gentle kiss on her tooth-marked lips. Then he sat quietly in his chair and stared at her face as if he could never get enough of it.
Fortunately, their children did not leave them, otherwise Lu Yan would not have forgiven himself or him for the rest of his life.
His gaze looked at her face tenderly, with a deep affection that even he hadn't noticed.