Chapter Twenty-Nine: Broken Thoughts
After Lu Yan became pregnant, Xiao Nuo was afraid of her hard work, so he decided to transfer the store so that Lu Yan could raise the baby at home. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info Xiaoyou felt sincerely relieved to see that their relationship was so good, and sometimes laughed at Xiao Nuo, because Xiao Nuo is like a wife and slave now.
But Lu Yan felt bored after staying at home for a few days, so he begged Xiao Nuo to let her help in the store, and the big deal was that the cashier didn't go to the kitchen.
And Xiaoyou, who is about to take the final exam, also quit his part-time job at the food stall so that he can have more time to prepare for the exam.
The days are still the same as before, going to class and work, but he never saw Jin Junya again, he really did what she wanted, and never appeared in her life again. She should be happy, but she often thinks of him when she passes by somewhere.
That once dark section of the road was now back to light, and she no longer had to worry about what would happen, but she often felt inexplicably desolate in her heart, as if it was empty.
Occasionally, when I hear the bell of a bicycle ringing behind me, I will unconsciously look back, but the cyclist is no longer a familiar face.
The window seat, each time there was a new face, the boy who sat there silently waiting for her, but never appeared again.
One night, after finishing his work at the "beginning", Lu Fan insisted on sending Ye Xiaoyou back.
But since Lu Fan confessed to her last time, Ye Xiaoyou always felt a little uncomfortable every time he saw him.
"Thanks to your help in the store, not only did I learn to make desserts, but also took care of my sister, she is always a tendon, if it weren't for you and Xiaowei being careful, I would be really worried about ......her" It's rare to have the opportunity to send Ye Xiaoyou back, Lu Fan always wants to say a few more words to her, but Ye Xiaoyou is always absent-minded, "Xiaoyou ......"
"Hmm, what's wrong with the senior?" Coming back to his senses, Ye Xiaoyou looked at Lu Fan in a bit of a daze, obviously not hearing what he said.
"What are you thinking?" Lu Fan's eyes flashed with a hint of helplessness, and a wry smile rose at the corner of his mouth.
"Well, I'm thinking about the exam. She patted her bangs a little embarrassedly, her eyes fell to the ground, and she watched her shadow follow her in ridiculous movements.
"Nervous, are you still worried that you won't pass the test?" Lu Fan looked at Ye Xiaoyou's deliberately dodging eyes, and his eyes were full of smiles.
"It's all there. In fact, she is not worried, she has always listened carefully in class, and the scope of the exam is also taught in class, as well as the content in the book, she can pass the review carefully, and she can get a scholarship every semester. She's just a little upset, she can't calm down, and she gets distracted if she's not careful, and the reason why she gets distracted is because of Kim Jun-ah.
"It's not like Xiaoyu I know. Gently removing the fallen leaves that fell on top of her head, and patting her shoulder gently, Ye Xiaoyou was a little embarrassed and smiled awkwardly at Lu Fan.
"Senior, what kind of Ye Xiaoyou do you know?" a muffled voice came out in a muffled voice, and the depression in his tone could not be concealed.
"Xiaoyou I know always smiles brightly, always brings positive energy to the people around him, and is strong and confident. At the beginning, it was Xiaoyou's character that attracted him, she was kind and polite, weak on the outside but strong on the inside, this is what he knows Ye Xiaoyou.
However, these days, Ye Xiaoyou has changed significantly. Although he is unwilling to associate Ye Xiaoyou's transformation with Jin Junya, even if he doesn't say it, he can't deceive himself. Ye Xiaoyou's abnormality is indeed because of Jin Junya.
"Senior, am I that good?" Ye Xiaoyou laughed dryly twice with a little weakness and walked back in the direction of the dormitory.
Is she strong and confident?
She is actually not at all different from what he said, she is actually very timid and cowardly. She used to think she was strong enough, but since Kim Jun-ah told her that she could rely on him, she seems to have really changed.
When I was helpless, the hands that grabbed me were too warm, and every time I thought about it, my heart soured with a burst of emotion.
In the past, no matter how difficult life was, she would not think about bowing her head. However, the man told him that if he was tired, he could rely on him......
That chest was so hot that every time I remembered that warm hug, a warm current surged all over my body.
"Of course, when did I lie to you?" Lu Fan chuckled, but he couldn't hide a little loss in his eyes. Her eyes were so confused, so lonely, but not for him.
Is he really late?
"Well, senior, you will never lie to me, and you will definitely not lie to me in the future. Ye Xiaoyou turned his face sideways, glanced at Lu Fan, as if he was thinking about something, and then said to him with a smile.
Lu Fan was the first person to lend a helping hand to her, and it was clear that he was the one she should rely on. However, even if it was unrequited love at the beginning, he never thought that one day he would have to rely on Lu Fan.
"Do you want to think about it for so long?" Lu Fan glanced at her with some amusement, and was amused by her cute appearance with round apricot eyes. The hand unconsciously patted her head and gently touched her hair, the action was too intimate, Ye Xiaoyou paused a little embarrassed for a while. lowered his head, not daring to look up at Lu Fan.
All around, it was as if even the wind was still. Ye Xiaoyou looked at her own shadow on the ground in a daze, but she caught a glimpse of a shadow projected not far away, turned her face slightly sideways, raised her head, and then saw the familiar figure standing not far from her, looking at them without squinting.
The light of the street lamp was a little dim at night, and she couldn't see the expression on his face clearly, but she felt the strong strangeness emanating from Jin Junya's body. His eyes were not as naughty but sunny as before, but full of alienation, without any warmth. She looked at him in a daze, trying to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything.
Jin Junya glanced at her lightly, then turned to leave, and casually stuffed the box in his hand into the trash can on the side.
Ye Xiaoyou could only watch him go farther and farther, and spoke, but he was speechless.
"Let's go. Lu Fan withdrew his hand and took a step back. took in Ye Xiaoyou's worried eyes, and her heart sank with the emotions that appeared in her eyes.
"Hmm. She kept her voice calm, lowered her head and walked slowly, passing by the trash can, her eyes couldn't help but glance at it.
After returning to the dormitory, the indifferent figure of him turning away lingered in his mind. Thinking of the box he threw in the trash, Ye Xiaoyou was on the bed, tossing and turning.
In the end, I ran downstairs very spinelessly, begged the dormitory aunt to open the door and let her go out, and picked up the box in the trash can.
Inside the box was a silver-white bracelet, as well as a light green leaf-shaped jade pendant, the workmanship was very exquisite, Ye Xiaoyou knew almost the moment he saw it was the one he was going to give her. It was inevitable that she felt a little self-blame in her heart, what she said to him that day was obviously not sincere, but she didn't plan to explain it to him, because it was good to cut off his thoughts like this.
After all, they are not people from the same world, so they should not have much communication. Moreover, she didn't want to be under his influence all the time.
Lu Fan said that she was strong and confident, but in fact, she didn't have the confidence to be confessed by Jin Junya.
He is so good, but she is just a person who was forced to grow up by life, and forced to be strong and ordinary can no longer be ordinary.
How can He De be liked by him who is so beautiful?