Three-ninety-eight, life is better than death

Shandan was pushed to Gu Haiping's side in a wheelchair, she was eager to see his appearance clearly, she stood up and came to him, the staff was very nervous to stop in front of her head, she saw his quiet and sleeping face, they gave him a haircut. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info his head seems to be less angular, it looks rounder, and his head is quite good-looking.

It was the night before his accident, he said that his hair was a little long and wanted to get a haircut, so he asked her for her opinion: "Hey, little comrade, how about I change my hairstyle, get an inch haircut or a small flat haircut?"

Shandan smiled: "Your head is running forward and back, it's not regular at all, and it's flat? ”

"Okay. Gu Haiping said with a little loss.

"It's okay, it'll be fine when you grow fleshy and fat. In the future, if you don't have more valleys, I'll just give you a fat nuonuo. Shandan reached out and touched Gu Haiping's face to show comfort.

"Then I'll go get a haircut first. Gu Haiping said that he was about to change his shoes and go out, but Shandan hugged his bent waist from behind.

He had to straighten up, turn around and hug Shandan, kiss her forehead, and coax, "Good! I'll be back in a while." ”

"No, I'll go with you on the weekend. "Shandan doesn't let go.

"Mommy is coquettish again!" Xiaoyu said as she looked up as she did her homework at her small desk.

"That's it, this little mother! Okay, go on the weekend—" Gu Haiping said helplessly.

Every time Gu Haiping came home, Shandan didn't want him to go out again, even if he just stayed in the study to do his thing, she was busy with her housework, she was happy and relieved.

However, he did not wait for the weekend, and she did not have a chance to accompany him......

Therefore, when the funeral home asked Shandan for Gu Haiping's hairstyle, she said that he should get a flat haircut, which actually became his last hairstyle.

She reached out and stroked his face gently, cold and cold! She wanted to pull his hand again, so she went to find his hand, and they hid his hand in a long sleeve, which made it very difficult for her to find it, and she trembled to try to roll up his sleeve, shake his hand, and then take his hand, and she wanted to take him home. He must have overslept and forgot to go home.

The staff was so ruthless! She actually stopped her, just when she had already found his hand. But his white, slender, warm, fleshy hands were completely gone, and how could they have become like a few bamboo sticks?

She tried to grab his hand, but she couldn't, they stopped her, and the staff seemed to be angry, and said sharply, "What are you going to do?"

"I want to shake his hand and I'll take him home. Shandan said like a nightmare.

"Alright, alright!" the staff member stopped in front of Shandan with great impatience.

"Please, let me accompany him!" Shandan almost knelt down and begged the staff.

"It's useless! It's useless to look at it again! This is human life, take care of yourself, ah!" The staff ruthlessly pushed Shandan away, and several people hurriedly pushed Gu Haiping away in Shandan fainting.

Shandan fell into a fainting again, she lost her mind, collapsed in a wheelchair as if she was dead, her relatives around her were anxiously helpless, and Mao Dan'er hurriedly called out to the doctor not far away: "Doctor, come quickly! My sister fainted again." ”

Cousin Shandan looked at Shandan's pale face, breathing like a gossamer, and his eyes flushed upward, and immediately pinched Shandan's acupoint hard.

The doctor next to him put the nasal tube of the oxygen bag in Shandan's nostrils, and everyone shouted "Shandan", they wanted to wake her up, they might be worried that Shandan would be caught by the Lord of Yama in this gloomy funeral parlor and be caught by the Lord of Yama to be a substitute for the dead. However, if this is the case, leaving this lonely world, Shandan may be a little happier.

Shandan was flying like a cloud, she felt extremely relaxed and at ease, and she had a feeling of relief......

The voice of the call pulled her back to reality from the "dream", and she saw the concerned, anxious, and worried faces crowded in front of her, and she realized that she was still alive and had to live.

She looked at these faces in a daze, and her sanity was regaining little by little, but she would rather have no consciousness, no memory, and no life from now on......

What does it mean to tear the heart and lungs? What does it mean that the liver and intestines are broken? What does it mean that life is worse than death? What does it mean that the pain does not want to live? What does it mean that the heart is like ashes? She wants to experience it one by one......

It hurts! It hurts so much that every cell is about to burst, it hurts so much that every nerve feels like it's being electrified, it hurts so much that she can't breathe, she can't beat her heartbeat! She doesn't even have the strength to kill herself......

She was carried into the ambulance like a ball of noodles, the memorial service ceremony has been completed, Gu Haiping's life has disappeared like this, his fresh life is gone, leaving her to survive in this complicated world.

People who came to the memorial service, cried once, cherished, and sympathized with each other returned to their own lives, their lives, and lived their own lives the same.

The streets were a little deserted in the torrential rain, and the trees stood quietly on both sides of the street, welcoming people who came and went, and even the snails were still casually crawling on the wide pages of the tall Gentleman's Orchid.

It was already a hot summer in Yongcheng in June, such a torrential rain had been for several days, the heat of Yongcheng was watered by the rain, and unknown beings were operating step by step, not many people knew that Gu Haiping had gone, he was gone, and they were all in the circle of their own self.

Shandan was lying in the ambulance, her heart was like ashes, she didn't have the slightest desire to survive, how she hoped that Lord Yama would come and take her life now, and not let her be so heartbroken.

She would rather be a coward than face the world without Gu Haiping, for more than ten years, she has long been accustomed to Gu Haiping becoming an indispensable part of her life, he is her sun, her sky. Now, the sun never rises again, and her future life is pitch black, and she can't see any hope of life. Her sky has fallen, and she will be buried together for her heavens.

She should not shy away from any bad temper, little willfulness, careful eye, even the slightest hint of darkness, he knows everything about her and treats her with tolerance, and will never raise the slightest reluctance and opinion. She never has to worry that he will see and despise her, she can live her own nature freely in front of him, which is exactly what he likes and values.

They are all free to live in each other's lives, to be their truest selves, and never worry about each other being slow to treat each other. Since then, there has been no more ...... (To be continued.) )