Memories suddenly churned up, Su Ziyu turned his head and looked out the window, his eyes were astringent. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

It was the end of summer last year, and Kim Jun-ho, who had come to the UK as an exchange student, was temporarily staying at her house. It was her twenty-first birthday, and she got up early to dress up, turned down a friend's offer, and rejected Shaw's proposal for a birthday party, waiting with anticrative anticrisy for Kim Jun-ho to promise her birthday.

She searched for him all over the house, but the housekeeper said he had left for the airport early in the morning. She remembered that he seemed to have said he was going home. Disappointment filled my heart, remembering that on her twentieth birthday, she was also left behind by him. His promise, perhaps, was just to comfort her. She was angry, lost and angry, but in the end she was only left with grievances. Even though he was around, he was still so far away.

It was the first time, and she secretly asked a friend to go to a bar with her. The first time I drank alcohol, I choked on tears. Then she mingled in the crowd and laughed wildly, not even knowing why she was smiling and laughing, but she hid her face and cried. No one taught her how to love someone, and no one taught her how not to love someone.

I don't know how long it took, the deafening music suddenly became quiet, and her head was groggy, and all the sounds that lingered in her ears were calm, and there was only the endless heartbeat in her ears, which echoed in her ears with strength and power.

Consciousness returned, and she was lying in a strange place. The moment she opened her eyes, the face she couldn't love came into view without warning. That day, she had the courage to kiss him secretly. Her heart seemed to beat out of her chest, and her heart was filled with the guilt of being a bad woman, but it was replaced by her desire to love him.

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the smoke and rain outside the window, there was only a barren land left in her heart.

"Su Ziyu, your courage is really getting bigger and bigger, you actually go to the bar again, and you give me such a drunk, if I hadn't found you in time, do you know what would have happened?" A thin blanket fell gently on top of her, and Kim Jun-ho's accusation sounded behind her, and she turned around with a shrunken head, then lowered her head and didn't dare to look at him. But her heartbeat was getting faster and faster, she didn't expect him to wake up so quickly, and suddenly thinking of the kiss that was as light as a cicada's wings before, she became more and more weak. "How. Know it's wrong? ”

"Hmm." A whispering sound like a mosquito came from her nose, and Su Ziyu was like a child who had done something wrong, standing next to her with her head down, biting her lip, twisting her fingers, and her whole body was tense.

"Alright, put your shoes on, don't get sick again in a moment." When Kim Jun-ho saw that she looked bullied, his heart softened, but he couldn't say the words of accusation anymore. Squatted down in front of her, placed her shoes at her feet, and motioned for her to get dressed.

"Aren't you going to the airport?" Following him, her smile returned to her face. Looking at his familiar back, my heart became warmer and warmer.

"It's your birthday, how dare I forget. Well, the gift ......" Kim Junho stopped and turned around, took out a small gift box from his pocket, and handed it to her. Her little face was instantly filled with a happy smile,

"Ahh Thank you, Brother Junhao. Accepting the gift he handed over, she hugged his neck excitedly, and the whole person hung on him. Kim Jun-ho staggered back a few steps and leaned his back against the wall before he could stand firm. Holding her waist, her face close at hand.

The sound of "click...... opening the door suddenly sounded in the quiet ward, Su Ziyu came back from her memories, turned her face and looked at a tall figure at the door, his figure was against the light, she couldn't see his appearance clearly, she only knew that it was her familiar figure.

"Shaw, why haven't you slept yet?" Raising his hand to caress the warm necklace around his neck, Su Ziyu's eyes softened, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Shaw, did you tell my dad that I would go back later?" He's going to be worried, and mom...... Oh no, Aunt Rong said she was going to see me off, I wonder if she would be disappointed if she didn't wait for me? Shaw, I'm useless and always worrying you. ”

The figure didn't approach, but closed the door from the outside. Hearing her hoarse voice, her figure paused slightly. Su Ziyu didn't notice his abnormality, just skimmed his face, raised his hand to wipe away the tears that accidentally fell, and then skimmed his face and looked at the dark sky outside the window. The city, after all, is too quiet. "Shaw, if I hadn't woken up that day, would you have hated me for the rest of my life? But I think he will be very grateful to me, because no one will disturb his life and ruin his happiness anymore...... I...... I'm sorry, Shaw, I promised you wouldn't say anything stupid again, I'm just a little sleepy. Shaw, we'll go home tomorrow and never come back......"

The eyelids became heavier and heavier, and Su Ziyu slowly closed her eyes. Tears slipped from the corners of his eyes and sank into his hair. Some heavy breathing gradually calmed down, and the figure in the doorway approached her bedside. Her eyes fell on the necklace she was holding tightly, and her eyes twitched, shaking out the tenderness of the room. Raising his hand to wipe the tears from her face, the clammy liquid made his fingertips tremble a little.

Thinking of the day he gave her the necklace, he was already at the airport preparing to board the plane, and suddenly remembered that it was her birthday, remembered that he promised last year that he would accompany her on this year's birthday, and then thought about her lost appearance, after all, he couldn't bear to break his promise. Then he lied to Yu Shui for the first time, canceled their date, and turned home to celebrate her birthday, but the housekeeper said that she learned that he was gone and went out with her friends. He anxiously asked around for news of her, but he didn't know where she was. He didn't know anything about her friends. In the end, the driver said that he sent her near a shopping mall, and he happened to run into her who was being carried out of the bar and drinking unconscious.

Angry, anxious and flustered, he quarreled with someone for the first time, but she was quiet and well-behaved like a kitten in his arms. He knew that she had secretly kissed him that day, but he had attributed that kiss to her drunken and accidentally touched it. She happily took the gift and jumped into his arms, and his heart was infected and melted to pieces. has long forgotten about Yu Shui's anger. The moment I hugged her, it was as if nothing mattered anymore. Looking at her innocent smile, all the anxiety from earlier was gone.

Jin Junhao's figure paused in a trance, and the thoughts that came to his mind made him feel a chill all over his body. Perhaps, before that, his affection for her had long gone beyond simply seeing her as a sister, because that day, looking at her sleeping, he also had a ripple in his heart. It's just that he deliberately didn't dig into it. Until that day, he drank some wine, and then, under the influence of alcohol, hugged her. It's not so much that she doesn't push herself away, but that she hates her for being unself-contained and hurts her. So you can only escape the guilt in your heart by turning a blind eye to her again and again.

Wrong, all wrong. It turned out to be wrong from the start.

Jin Junhao's nose suddenly became a little sour, looking at her petite figure, he felt that his life was a mess for the first time, and his head was so chaotic that he didn't know what to do.

Kim Jun-ho, if you still have a little conscience, even if you only have a little conscience, then I hope that one day in the future, if you know what this girl has lost for you, you will be in pain......

Shaw's words suddenly came to mind, and Kim Jun-ho's heart tightened. Gently raising his hand to caress her pale cheeks, his eyes filled with pain and confusion.

What went wrong made this girl who was always smiling at him want to escape. Is it this boring marriage, or is his lukewarm attitude that makes her unwilling to settle again? Or did she really decide to marry Shaw?

Countless thoughts crossed his mind, but he couldn't find a plausible reason for her now insistence on escaping from him.