Chapter 103 will not fulfill your happiness
The next day, early in the morning. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info inpatient ward.
Su Ziyu sat on the hospital bed, stretched out her hand to grab the nurse who was pushing the medical cart away, twisted her eyebrows slightly, and looked at Jin Junhao who was sitting on the side of the hospital bed in a white coat with some anxiety. His eyes flickered slightly. She just slept for a while, and when she woke up, she saw the face she thought she would never see again in her life. He lowered his head and looked at the infusion needle on the back of his hand, watching the transparent liquid enter his body through the blood vessels, but he just didn't dare to look up at Kim Jun-ho.
It's not that I don't want to see it, but I don't dare to see it. Remembering that in the most difficult days, she opened and closed her eyes to his figure, but he never appeared, the warm embrace in the night, only to wake up and find that it was just a dream, I don't know whether it was a dream or a nightmare, so that she slowly fell into despair.
Wrong, wrong in the first place. She shouldn't have thought that she could walk into his heart and replace the woman he loved to soothe his pain, she was wrong in her self-righteousness, so she didn't blame anyone, she just hated herself, why didn't she wake up earlier. Maybe then you don't have to kill an innocent life. His eyes blinked vigorously, trying to hold back the astringency in his eyes.
"Drink porridge. Handing the bowl to her, the steaming heat warmly smoked her face, Su Ziyu withdrew from the quagmire of thoughts, looked at the white porridge in front of her, and took a deep breath. Raising his hand to take the bowl in his hand, he deliberately removed the bowl, and then naturally sat down beside her, scooped a mouthful of porridge with the spoon in his hand, put it to his mouth and blew it gently, and then handed it to her mouth, "Your hand is inconvenient, I'll feed you." ”
Shaking his head and shaking his head, Su Ziyu's eyes never dared to meet his eyes, but kept staring at the white coat on his body, and remembered in a trance that every time she came to the hospital to bring him lunch, she would secretly hide outside the door to watch him, and then secretly photograph him wearing a white coat. A smile overflowed her eyes, Su Ziyu didn't even notice it, it turned out that when she remembered the past, she could still smile so sweetly.
Kim Jun-ho looked at the corners of her mouth and his eyes softened. The irritability in his heart gradually eased, and her smile could still melt his heart, why did he only find out now. "What do you think of smiling so happily?"
"I don't want to eat. Pushing his hand away and removing the smile from his face, Su Ziyu secretly slipped into the quilt, his heart twisting slightly. remembered that day, she braved the rain to bring him lunch, but bumped into the picture of him and Yu Shui hugging each other, and her whole heart ached. The sadness that almost overflowed made her want to escape. The result of her exhausting all her courage to go to him was to fall into the abyss of pain from which she could never recover, even if she did not blame him for her unintentionality, she still resented his ruthlessness.
"You haven't eaten all day, how can you get sick if you don't eat?" amused as she watched as she buried herself in the covers, revealing her small, white feet. His hand rested lightly on her ankle, his eyes twinkling slightly. Feeling the temperature of his palm, Su Ziyu panicked and wanted to withdraw her foot from his hand, but he held it too tightly, and she struggled to no avail, and finally could only reveal her suffocated red face, revealing those fawn-like eyes. "If you let me go, I'll eat. ”
Kim Jun-ho let go of his hand in compromise, then sat down beside her, handed her the spoon, and watched her reluctantly drink the porridge with a frown, only to be slightly relieved. Just watching her eat, his mood suddenly became very weird, obviously he had fed her medicine like this before, but just now staring at her lips, he actually wanted to bite her seductive lips impulsively.
"I'm done eating, you can go. Turning her face to look out the window, Su Ziyu silently prayed that Shaw would come soon. Because I don't know why Kim Junhao suddenly became the warm Kim Junhao she is most familiar with, but in this way, she is even more afraid. With him like this, she has no resistance at all. I've already decided to give up on him.
"The medicine hasn't been taken yet. He handed her the medicine that the nurse had just put on the bedside table, and she consciously took the medicine, and then swallowed the warm boiled water that he had poured in the morning.
"Now you can go. Looking at him with flashing eyes, Su Ziyu originally thought that he should leave, but when she saw him suddenly approaching, she was so frightened that she moved back a little, and his face followed, "You don't want to stay under the same roof with me so much? How did you endure staying with me every day during those days? Is it because now that you have Shaw, don't you want him to see the picture of us together?" After saying that, he began to regret that what he wanted to say was obviously not these words. Seeing her slightly stunned appearance, Jin Junhao felt annoyed for a while, and just wanted to explain, but saw Su Ziyu squint her good-looking eyes and smiled sweetly at him.
"yes, I don't want Shaw to misunderstand, so can I ask you out? We don't have a relationship now, shouldn't we have anything to do with each other anymore?" Su Ziyu squinted, those emotions were covered by her long eyelashes, she never knew that she was so capable of pretending.
"Oh, yes? If you mean we're not husband and wife anymore, you can rest assured. The paper had been burned to ashes by me. There's no way you and Shaw are together, because I didn't want to fulfill you. Jin Junhao put one hand against the pillow beside her, and gently stroked her cheek with the other, with a warm smile in his eyes, and the smile on the corner of his mouth did not disperse, but Su Ziyu felt the sharpness of his eyes, that kind of look was very unfamiliar, and it was a dangerous gaze that Su Ziyu had never seen.
"Why?" Su Ziyu stiffened and twisted her eyebrows slightly. He even swallowed a little stiffly. She didn't understand why he had acted the way he had done when she had given him back her freedom.
"Forget? You want to squeeze into my life yourself, do you think I'll let you go easily?" This was what he wanted to say, but when he said it, it all changed. Maybe he was still angry about her leaving like that, maybe he couldn't let go of her that it wasn't fun to get married, maybe he didn't mind too much about Shaw's appearance. In short, when he met her, he became less and less like himself.
"Kim Jun-ho, you bastard, what are you doing?!" Shaw let out a roar that exploded in the doorway. Jin Junhao's whole body was thrown to the ground by him. A hot pain on his cheeks made Jin Junhao's whole person a little foggy.
"Xiao Yu'er, is there anything wrong? Did he bully you?" Shaw leaned down with some annoyance, looking at Su Ziyu who was still stunned with apologetic eyes, and the water under her eyes flowed. That blank expression made him feel distressed.
"You bastard!" Shaw just wanted to get up and go over and beat Jin Junhao hard, but Su Ziyu reached out and grabbed the corner of his clothes, looking at him with weak eyes, "Shaw, I'm sleepy and want to sleep." Will you stay with me?"
Jin Junhao stood aside, licked the corners of his mouth that was a little painful, met Su Ziyu's empty eyes, gritted his teeth, and then turned to leave.