(Today's lunch place is Quanjude, hee-hee...... I also want to accompany my friends to Panjiayuan to see antique walnuts...... ）

I didn't expect that when I walked out of the hotel, you appeared, and I even imagined that you were coming to me and asked me to go home with you, but no, but you were going to take me to the hotel, and I was already very moved, although at that time I had put life and death out of the way, as I said, I don't care which man treats me.

When I arrived at the hotel, the waiter was very lazy, I could feel that she didn't change the sheets, just sprayed water, so that the quilt looked neat, I was already frozen, plus the wet quilt, and then I felt a fever, I had no medicine, I wanted to die immediately, but I stayed up for a few hours, I was better in the morning, I lay down until noon, went out to eat something, went home in a hurry, wanted to leave that place, found a black car, more than four hours on the road, my heart was broken, but I couldn't tell anyone about all the pain in my heart.

After going through so much, I am angry with my husband, I provoke my husband, I am not good, I am not good, I also make myself physically and mentally exhausted, just over a month, but in me is like a year, I am willing to suffer for you, cry for you and laugh for you, just to not let you leave me, because I really love you more than my life!

So what I said before, husband, listen to you and don't look at you, it's probably all, and I'm angry with you, but there are a few things I can do: first, no matter when, where, and under what circumstances, I will never do anything that will hurt your reputation, I won't talk to her about anything, let alone go to her, because I have self-esteem, and because I care about your feelings;

Second, I went to my husband, really because I missed it willfully, not surveillance, not supervision, not to find anything, I want to believe you, just like last year;

Third, if one day, I can really come back to our house, with you, and the little black cat, I will never do the stupid things before, I just want to be like a little daughter-in-law, wash my husband's clothes, clean up the house, and cook......

Husband, I don't want to say goodbye, we don't fit this word, this word has a very tragic meaning. My previous thoughts gave you a lot of pressure, you are also for my good, afraid of delaying me, but really, husband, believe me, we will be together for the rest of our lives, I don't necessarily believe in fortune telling, but I believe in fate, the world is so big, there are so many people, but we have met, and we are together because of love. Some people say that 2012 is the end of the world, I don't believe it, but what I want to say is that the mountains are edgeless, and the heaven and earth are together to dare to be with you! For you, I am willing to pull out the thorns on my body, I am willing to endure what ordinary people can't bear, as long as we can be together, I want to make you the happiest man in the world, I want to give you the best love! And the company that my husband gives to the baby is the greatest happiness of the baby, and it is good to have you by my side! The world without you is an old movie, without any color. Husband, I'm waiting for you, on June 25 last year, we came together, this is the happiest thing in my life, I don't know how to cherish, I almost lost the happiness I waited for a few years, this time, I won't let happiness go, love you, is the most important career in my life, I want to be your most non-invasive baby, give you happiness, give you the warmest home in the heart!

Love you unto death!

The chubby, baby Ruhan, who lost a few pounds for her husband, put down her dignity, put down her pride, let go of herself, and wrote this long letter with tears in her eyes and blood in her heart, which anyone would be moved, even so, she still felt that it was not enough, she wanted to choose a gift and send it to Zhao Gang with this letter.

After work, she went straight to Xinguang Commercial Building, carefully selected gifts, wore a few centimeters of high heels, regardless of the soreness of the soles of her feet, Ruhan walked through one store after another, and finally bought her favorite gift, a purple striped shirt, imagining how Zhao Gang would look when he wore it, Ruhan's heart ignited a glimmer of hope.

Walking out of the new light, it was getting late, and in the dim light, unfamiliar faces passed by, reflecting the bustling loneliness of the city, and the light was strange.

In the bustling crowd, Ruhan wandered aimlessly, her eyes were a little ethereal, and she looked at the people around her with an indifferent gaze. She stood quietly on the street, looking up at the dark night sky, countless bright stars, blinking and blinking......

Suddenly a little confused, she didn't know where to go, she remembered that night a few years ago, Liu Mingyu proposed to break up, and she was so helpless at home alone.

"Watchman's Bar?" Raising his head, he looked at the retro-decorated façade beside him, like a big tree standing here forever, standing for eternity, waiting for some lost child.

How did she get here? Ruhan subconsciously frowned, she remembered that she seemed to have been here.

Colleagues said that the style of this bar is something that can never be imitated by other bars, there can be ambiguity/ambiguity, there can be a night/love, but here you can also find a kind of tranquility that has never been before.

Ruhan pushed the door and walked in, and the flickering neon in the hall gently swept over every young and unfamiliar face, or lost, or smiling, or lonely......

"When the clouds float half a centimeter, it is a lifetime in a dream, you and I rub the sky and the earth shake, unhappy, and then sleep until happy, when you stay on the lips to speak, like a flower on the side of the mouth, love is wide or narrow without cost, divide and combine, do not need to be afraid, there is a dream to create more than a dream, until death, do not feel any pain, take advantage of the impulse can be moved, this happy black hole, after waking up, who will also be in the air.

When the cry and the sound of gunfire are the songs in the dream, you and I are swimming in this dream, happier than the real, there is a dream and one more dream, until death, I don't feel any pain, I can exchange the impulse for moving, this illusion is not used, will you cry and smile after waking up, maybe life and death are also a dream, there is no need to understand. ”

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Ruhan sat on the bar, listened to the song on the stage, picked up a glass of wine, and poured it into his mouth little by little, maybe if he was drunk, he really wouldn't feel anything, but he couldn't get drunk.

She was pure and moving, and from the moment she first entered the bar, she aroused people's ideas, and a man thought she was drunk, swayed his body and walked over, sat down on the chair next to her, and put his hand on her shoulder.

"Beauty, how boring it is to drink by yourself, or brother, I will accompany you. ”

Ruhan was sober, looked at the man in disgust, and jerked his hand away.

"Oh, I can't see it, the beauty has a good temper, it seems that you don't know who my brother and I are, right?" The man stood up, approached Ruhan, and pinched her chin, Ruhan was just venting her dissatisfaction with the strength of wine, if she was serious, she would not be an opponent of a big man at all, not to mention that she was already a little drunk.

"What is a big man capable of bullying a woman!" A sexy but indifferent voice fell sooner or later, and one of the lewd man's hands was grabbed so hard that he grinned in pain.

Immediately after, a pig-killing howl erupted in the crowd, and the lewd man squatted down in pain with his hands on his lower body, and his whole body was trembling.

The man who shot was dressed up very fashionably, and he was very famous in the bar, named Yu Fei, known as Brother Fei, with a sense of justice, and several brothers under him, who often maintained the law and order of the bar together. Based on his experience, she could see that Ruhan was definitely not a girl who often visited bars, and most of the time she came here to drink was to use wine to drown her sorrows.

Ruhan was very dizzy, if he hadn't held her in time, he would definitely fall to the ground.

"Hey, are you alright?" Yu Fei couldn't help frowning slightly.

"Hehe, men don't have a good thing, really, not a good thing......" Ruhan said with a smile, as if tears had confused her eyes, and her steps were messy and walked outside, as if what happened just now had nothing to do with her, she was just a hurried passerby.

Yu Fei couldn't help frowning slightly, and suddenly pulled the corners of his mouth helplessly and smiled, for fear that she would accidentally fall to the ground, so he hurriedly followed her out of the bar.

Ruhan was drunk, and he was not lightly drunk, and his brain was confused. The cool night breeze swept past her ears and ruffled her long hair wantonly, falling slightly on her forehead, obscuring her gaze into the distance.

Suddenly, her stomach was tumbling, and she felt unspeakably uncomfortable, like a fire, she hurriedly ran to the side of a tree, holding the trunk with one hand and covering her chest with the other, and kept vomiting.

She barely ate all day, her stomach was empty, and she couldn't taste anything other than the smell of alcohol.

Yu Fei, who was following her, frowned, looking at her in such pain, he hurriedly bought a pack of tissues and a bottle of mineral water from the 24-hour supermarket not far away, and then folded it back.

"Wipe your mouth first, then rinse your mouth, it's more comfortable. Yu Fei said lightly, his low but beautiful voice revealed a hint of gentle gentleness, and he handed her the tissues and mineral water.

Ruhan raised her head slowly, her messy long hair blocked her vision, and her voice was hoarse, but she still said a little slurred: "Thank you!"

Wipe your mouth, rinse your mouth, she has never been like this, who is she! She is Shen Ruhan, she has been cared for like a princess since she was a child, she is so strong, tears are an extremely luxurious thing for her.

Don't cry, what's there to cry about! Isn't it just being split by a man?

However, the tears couldn't be stopped, flowing down her cheeks, Ruhan couldn't remember how many years she hadn't shed so many tears, she always felt that tears were synonymous with the weak, she wanted to be a strong person, a strong person who no one could hurt herself.