(PS: On the third day of the National Day holiday, I had a lot of fun with my friends.) I ate a buffet at Pangu Qixing last night, looking at the night outside the window, very comfortable and satisfied...... ）

"Thank you for the reminder, but you really think too much, me and him are not ......what you think" Ruhan was still explaining, but he didn't know that Cui Zhihao couldn't listen to it for a long time, he had already decided that Zhao Gang was Ruhan's him, but after calming down, he didn't want to ask anymore, because he knew that even if he asked, it would be fruitless.

"Okay, you go out, I want to be alone for a while." waved his hand to Ruhan, and Cui Zhihao sat on the sofa.

Ruhan walked to the door cautiously, looked back at him, her heart was sour, how can a person be ruthless, this man's kindness to her, she can't repay her for a lifetime, but she can give him respect, love, and care...... But he can't give him love. Now, they have to deceive him and make him sad and sad. She is sorry for him, if there is an afterlife, she is willing to repay it twice, and in this life, it can only be so.

Pushing the door and walking out, wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Ruhan walked quickly into the elevator room. Secretary Liu, who was standing on the side, witnessed this qiē and was secretly curious: "What's the matter, Mr. Cui is angry, Ruhan is crying?" ”

Fortunately, Secretary Liu is not a gossip person, otherwise the rumors about Cui Zhihao and Shen Ruhan would have spread all over Tianya Weekly.

"Being with him is the equivalent of a moth to a fire, and I don't want you to be hurt even the slightest." For a whole day, Cui Zhihao's words have been echoing in Ruhan's ears, this man is right, she is indeed like a moth, releasing herself without reservation, just like the song sings:

Whether you and I are destined to have no results

Why moths to the fire

It's trapped by love, it's for love

Is it stupid right or wrong

Maybe fate is destined for you and me to pass by

In that case, why be sad

Watch the flowers bloom and watch the tide rise and fall

Look at the joys and sorrows of the world

The past drifts with the wind, and I drift with the past

The more you escape, the more tormented you become

The old days are like a dream, and I am submerged by the old days

What is left but memories

I used to be kind and loving, and I was loved

Now lonely and lonely

What fate has been exhausted to live alone

Is this the promise you give?

We have been through ups and downs together

Now she is lonely and has tears in her eyes

How to love, the more you give

Since you want to be free, I have nothing to say

Recalling the past, thinking of the bits and pieces with Zhao Gang, Ruhan's suppressed feelings collapsed like a flood bursting the embankment, and he was out of control and fell on the desk. She sobbed softly, as if only tears could wash away her grievances and her pain.

She can deceive others, but she can't deceive her own heart, for more than a month. She had never forgotten Zhao Gang, and as she left him for more and more time, her thoughts became stronger and stronger. After thinking about it, she made a decision that even she felt very undignified, and was ready to write him a long letter to impress him with her sincerity and true love and save the relationship.

When I turned on the computer, my fingers swirled between the keyboards, and it didn't take long for a long letter with a few pages to be written in one go:

A letter of apology from the baby to her husband

Husband, Chubby, Brother Pig, Piggy, Idol:

I'm writing to you again. I hope that my husband will dissipate his anger and quietly read the baby's letter. Please, little. Husband, please believe the baby, every word of mine is true.

Think back to this time. We've been through a lot of things, at first I always put the blame on you, thinking that you didn't care about me, and even thought you had changed your mind, but now that I calm down and think about it, I realize that I was really wrong, I am not a good baby. Although I love you, I love you in an unacceptable way, and I don't care about your feelings.

This time last year was when we were in love, we chatted in QQ, and I often ran over to see you, and we often talked about our thoughts about each other on the phone and QQ. I think I love that life so much that this year you're in a new place, busy with work and stressed, and I still only think about how often we saw each other last year. I didn't think about it, the work in that place is not so easy to do, my husband has a lot of pressure in his heart, there are a lot of burdens on his shoulders, I don't care, I just blindly think about myself, I think about my husband, I want to see my husband, and I don't care if my husband is inconvenient or busy. I'm not a good boy, I'm too willful, and I used my love to hurt my husband.

Husband, in fact, I know that although you don't say it, you still mind me watching what you recorded, to be honest, I also feel very disgraceful, and what makes me even more angry is that I just rely on a few words in the record to determine that you have turned your back on me, and said so many ugly words, I don't care about your feelings, just check your things, this is very annoying to my husband, I also hate myself, how did it become like this, it may be that I care too much about the relationship between us, I really don't want others to destroy, I want us to be the only one in each other's hearts.

Seriously, husband, I went to look for you on the day of the Dragon Boat Festival, and I was menacing on the road, but when I was at the door, the moment I saw you come out, my heart was all soft, you walked out in the pink clothes I sent, so cute, my love for you is better than a qiē, don't say that you didn't do anything, even if you really do with other women, I can tolerate it, for a few years, you have already become the whole of my feelings.

We were in a dispute I was unable to support my body, and then I couldn't stand on my feet and fell to the ground, I was very painful, my heart hurt even more, the pain was that my husband and I said that I broke up, the pain was that my husband and my home walked into another woman, those two nights, I almost collapsed, I don't know where the courage came from, maybe it was the strength in my bones, maybe my love for you could not end, I survived, until June 25th, you came to see me, we hugged each other and cried, I secretly made up my mind, in this life and this life, no matter how much I suffered, no matter what unfair treatment I received, I don't want to be separated from you, and I will never do anything to hurt you, I will fulfill my original promise to give you happiness and wait for you.

In the days that followed, I was always in a bad mood, always thinking about what you said about breaking up, because I realized that what you said was true, and it was different from before. I can't sleep well almost every day, and sometimes I'm worried that other women will take advantage of it, after all, my husband is so attractive, so talented, so cute! On that day, I was glad to wait for you to come back to see me, I wanted us to meet, kiss, hug, and spend a short but beautiful night, but I don't know what happened, I forgot all my thoughts before I saw you, and I thought that you were going to talk about breaking up, and then there was a scene you hated, and I was entangled in this matter, which upset you.

After that, my husband ignored me, I was so afraid of losing you like this, I didn't know what to do, calling, texting, I just wanted my husband to know, I love you, I didn't mean to do that, later, you forgave me and started calling me baby, although the phone call is still a little cold, but after all, it's much better, I know I still have to work hard, so I thought, I want to go to you, take good care of you, care about you, I'm afraid that the distance will pull us farther and farther away, so I stupidly got in the car, to see you, but halfway through, You want me to get out of the car, to be honest I don't dare, it's so dark, I'm not familiar with the place where I stopped, I think I'd better take the car to you, if you don't let me go home, I'll go to the hotel, at least I can see you, but my husband left, I didn't see me, I arrived almost midnight, I was so scared, I made a call all night, in that familiar and strange city, I experienced what it means to be desperate, I also know, I am really angry with my husband.

I'm scared, really, the last time we were together, it was a little over a month ago. I saw you, although my husband was with me, but I felt your coldness, my heart was so cold, husband, in fact, I didn't ask for much, I really hope you come back, see me, can listen to me tell me about my thoughts, even if I say two words fiercely, I know I'm wrong, I really don't want to be angry with you anymore, I really miss you, every day, every moment, every minute and every second.

I want to accompany you well, give you warmth, give you care, and give you what she can't give, because at this time, you have really become my only one. Now I can't really accept other people, because my love can only be given to one person, my heart can only be given to one person, and so is my body.

I went downstairs to your house to wait for you that day, I even fantasized that my husband saw me, first angry, and then saw my chubby face, and hugged me with tears on my face, we abandoned our previous suspicions, and we will never be separated in this life and this life, but I love to dream too much, my disobedience once again angered my husband, my husband is very angry and angry, the more angry my husband is, the more I want to find a way to make you not angry, it backfires, I am stupid, I will not coax people, my stay makes you more angry.

Maybe the hope was too great, and the despair was even greater, I looked at the window of our house, thinking of the night we were one, and I almost fainted on the ground, crying heartbreakingly! I have a feeling that the home I think about day and night may no longer belong to me, and you and I don't have a home after all!

I walked forward in despair, I even wanted to be hit by a car, it would be no longer painful, you called me, I didn't answer. Seriously, since I was a child, I have never been scolded by anyone, so I can't stand you scolding me, I was crying on the street, my phone was ringing, I almost collapsed, crying, I was afraid, I was so afraid of losing my beloved and losing you like this. You must have thought I knew you were following me, I didn't know, really, I thought you were completely disappointed in me, I thought you were home, you thought you were calling just to scold me. At that moment, I was in despair, and life was worse than death. RO