Chapter 141: Those Years Like You

Seeing the familiar words, Ye Xiaoyou's tears flowed down. Pen ~ fun ~ Ge www.biquge.info She and her mother have been dependent on each other for so many years, since she was sensible, her world has only been her mother, but unconsciously, she has been away for five years.

Xu Pinlan couldn't accompany Ye Xiaoyou, nor could she teach her how to love someone, and when Ye Xiaoyou was wronged, she couldn't be by her side.

This is the most cruel regret. Because when people are gone, there is nothing.

Ye Xiaoyou was paralyzed on the sofa with weakness, his eyes were full of tears, and the tears that kept slipping fell on the back of his hand, leaving residual warmth and then instantly cold.

Family letters have been the most uncontrollable emotions since ancient times. Whether it is in the war era or in the current era of peace, the family letter is worth 10,000 dollars at all.

The emotions that seeped into the bones and blood were mixed day by day, and they could not be eliminated no matter what.

Ye Xiaoyou cried suppressedly, and Jin Junya was distressed when he watched it from the sidelines.

Reaching out to scoop her into his arms, Kim Jun-ah let her cry in his arms.

"Cry, cry out, don't hold it in your heart. I'll be with you and I'm not going anywhere. Whispering softly in her ear, Jin Junya moved softly, and his eyes were full of water. She trembled in his arms, weeping, tears raining down. He just quietly accompanied her, letting her pour out her emotions. The hug that should have been given to her five years ago was five years late.

Let her wander alone in a foreign country, let her float and sink alone in the whirlpool of feelings. This is the thing that Jin Junya regrets the most over the years, but regret is the most useless emotion in the world, because the result has been caused, and regret is just adding to the trouble. All he can do is to be by her side from this moment on.

Ye Xiaoyou collapsed in Jin Junya's arms and sobbed low when he was tired of crying, and the emotions blocked in his chest gathered and dispersed, but in the end they could not completely dissipate. Thinking about the past so many years, the person who grew up with her was Xu Pinlan, when she was sick, it was also Xu Pinlan who carried her to the hospital on a rampage, and when she was admitted to college, her mother was happier than her. And even if she herself is tormented by illness and can't eat for a day, she is still thinking about her daughter.

When she misses her mother, how can she not be sad. The son wants to raise but does not wait, which is probably the most painful regret in the world. Children are desperately trying to grow up, while parents are aging fast.

"When I was younger, I was actually very ignorant, and when I was in kindergarten, I saw that everyone else had a father, but I didn't. My classmates laughed at me, and I was angry, but I was too timid to refute it. When I got home, I was angry with my mother, who hugged me and cried all the time, and then I didn't dare to mention my father again. As I grew older, I slowly learned some things, and I no longer dared to show that I missed my father, whom I had never met. Later, when I looked at my mother, who was gradually emaciated, I had a lot of resentment towards my father. ”

"Actually, I envy those who travel with their parents, when I was a child, I watched my parents take their children to the amusement park on TV, and I often dreamed that my parents also took me to the amusement park. Mom had a happy smile on her face, and I didn't envy anyone anymore. Maybe I'm too greedy, so God even wants my mother to take it away. Knowing that the day my mother was sick, I felt that the world was going to be turned upside down, and I begged the doctor to save my mother, but he just sighed. At that time, I missed you so much by my side, holding my hand for the first time, and rescuing me from a desperate predicament. But after that day, even you don't want me anymore. Ye Xiaoyou recalled lightly, just thinking of things so far ago, her mood still couldn't be calm, the pinprick-like numbness flowed through her body, wandering all over her body, but she didn't have the strength to suppress the emotions that were about to overflow out of her chest in her heart.

"Losing my temper at you, making you sad, it's my bastard. But seeing you crying so wronged, my heart is worse than yours. It's just that I like you so much that I can't imagine that you don't like me at all, and I'm afraid that you'll leave me first, so I have the damn thought in my heart that I must be the one who goes first. Xiaoyu, forgive me for falling in love with someone for the first time, so I don't know what to do. Jin Junya gently soothed her emotions along Ye Xiaoyou's back, put her face against her hair, listened to her words quietly, and then slowly said the words that had been hidden in her heart for many years, it was a misunderstanding caused by impulsiveness and lack of understanding of love when she was young, but it became the most annoying thing in her heart.

"How do you think I don't like you? If I don't like you, I won't go to you, I won't throw myself into your arms. We always think we know each other well enough, but it's not the way we think it is. Ye Xiaoyou wiped his tears on him and spoke a little aggrieved. remembered that Kim Jun-ah was so ruthless to break up with her back then, and she even had the idea of sleeping forever, and she still can't forget the emotions she experienced that day.

"Then you are also in my arms now, does it mean that you still like me as much as you did back then?" Jin Junya smiled slyly, holding her hand tightly, her heart was full of a lot of emotions, warm and sour, and it seemed that it would overflow her chest in the next second.

"Kim Jun-ah, your heart is beating so fast. Ye Xiaoyou nestled in his arms and chuckled, leaned his ear on his chest, and listened carefully, the deafening heartbeat and his own heartbeat sounded like a violin concerto in this quiet atmosphere, and the notes jumped one after another, converging into a pleasant movement. "Junya, I'm so sleepy, can I borrow your sofa to sleep for a while......?

The sound of breathing became steady, and Jin Junya helplessly looked at Ye Xiaoyou, who was sleeping sweetly in her arms, and was a little discouraged that she avoided his question. But with the soft fragrance in his arms, his mood was like a hot air balloon in flight. Carried her to his bedroom, carefully placed her on his bed, and covered with the quilt. She pulled out the letter she was holding in her hand and folded it neatly on the head of the bed, reaching out to wipe away the undried tears on her face. His eyes paused slightly, revealing a touch of pity.

To be able to look at her quiet sleeping face like he did now, he waited for four years.

When night came and the blue sky was covered by a curtain, Ye Xiaoyou, who was sleeping peacefully, was awakened by a small cracking sound. She rubbed her eyes and yawned contentedly. The quilt was warm, and she gently rubbed the soft quilt with her cheeks, approaching the warm object next to her, and the familiar breath made her feel at ease.