Chapter 43: Goodbye, Beijing!
Graduation is still a month away, and there are often drunken boys and girls singing songs that are nostalgic for their youth and the past, wandering around the campus. But this qiē has nothing to do with Ruhan, she has no time to take care of the attachment and reluctance on campus, she just wants her father to get better as soon as possible, and the family lives happily together and lives every day.
On July 6, the school's graduation ceremony, according to the graduation photo, Ruhan had to leave the hospital and return to school. Seeing Ruhan's haggard appearance, the sisters in the dormitory were very surprised, only a month after not seeing her, Ruhan was different from the past, the whole person was thin, her face was bloodless, her expression was gloomy, and there seemed to be undried tears in the corners of her eyes. Shang Wen, Xiao Feng, and Yi were all distressed, but they didn't know how to persuade them. Only silently accompany Ruhan and comfort her, the friendship between friends makes Ruhan's heart warm and comfortable.
The college years full of sweetness and bitterness ended in the flash, and the 56 youthful smiling faces of the 06 (1) class of the Chinese Department were fixed on a photo, which was also stored in the school's alumni directory, and a group of people who had cried and laughed on this campus have now changed their identity when they return to this campus, no longer students, but alumni. Time is like that, it changes a qiē.
On July 7, the last and largest casual meal of the Chinese Department was held in the school cafeteria, and no one in the Chinese Department was absent. There is no abalone or seafood on the table, but all the side dishes that the students eat every day, such as fried beans, fish-flavored shredded pork, and dry-fried eggplant boxes...... These ordinary dishes evoked infinite memories of the students, and after eating these dishes for four years, they now feel extraordinarily sweet, which seems to be better than all the delicious dishes in the world.
At the dinner table, the classmates who used to make a lot of trouble also sat together and began to speak harmoniously, and the big boy who was once not afraid of heaven and earth also began to burst into tears. In the four years of college, I have friends I want to cherish most in my life, a teacher who preaches and solves doubts, and the purest memories in my life, but now, I don't have to occupy a seat in class, because there are no classes to attend, and I don't have to rush back at night, because there is no dormitory to live in, and I eat a casual meal every day, and the meal is finished, but the group has not dispersed. At the moment when the song ended, the 56 people in the class collectively cried bitterly.
The next day, classmates from other provinces stepped on the return train, Ruhan sent away batch after batch of people, and cried again and again. The campus is no longer as noisy as it used to be, it is empty, just like Ruhan's heart. Sitting on the steps of the playground, Ruhan remembered a basketball game in her junior year, she also sat on the steps, cheering for Xiaofeng and Shangwen, in the shouting, she forgot the pain of falling out of love, forgot the injuries on her body, just like the carefree little girl who played peek-a-boo with Xiaofeng in the yard. And now, Xiaofeng has been admitted to graduate school in Beijing, Yiqing is also going to study in the United States, Shangwen is going to work in his father's company, and Mingyu is getting married. Everyone seems to live according to their own plans, only she, Shen Ruhan, has no plan, she must bow to fate. She decided to give up her job in Beijing and found a job at her uncle's company, working only a few hours a day, and spending the rest of the time at home with her father, who had not yet recovered. Ruhan felt uncomfortable, but for the sake of her father, she felt that everything was worth it.
"Shen Ruhan!" A bright voice interrupted Ruhan's thoughts, and following the prestige, she saw Huang Shangwen standing not far away, running towards her. Ruhan felt a hint of surprise in her heart, she didn't expect to see him at this time. She has always been grateful to Shang Wen, in her most difficult time, Shang Wen has always been by her side, he has never reduced his concern for Ruhan because Ruhan does not accept his love, Ruhan knows that this boy really loves him.
"Shangwen, why didn't you leave?" Ruhan said with a smile.
"You send someone else, I want to send you, I want to watch you go, I'll go again!" Shang Wen replied.
Listening to his words, Ruhan felt an inexplicable sourness in her heart, until now, this boy is still so good to her, and her heart is dead, and she can't give him anything in return.
The two walked side by side silently, and when they arrived at the school gate, Ruhan didn't take a taxi, a suitcase, Shang Wen helped carry it, and they all wanted to take the school bus to the train station again to experience the feeling when they first came to the school. Sitting next to Shang Wen, she turned her head to look at the boy in front of her, Shang Wen also looked at her, neither of them spoke, Ruhan looked at Shang Wen so carefully for the first time, this boy who had loved her for four years, she even hoped that the car would never stop, so she could look at him like this forever. But now, Yiqiē's thoughts are so miserable and powerless, she has graduated, what should not be cherished, she has been cherishing, should be cherished, but she missed it.
Ruhan leaned his head on Shang Wen's shoulder, Shang Wen didn't speak, and felt that his body trembled slightly, and even a little stiff, and the two sat quietly like this until they reached the station. The moment he walked to the car door, Shang Wen pulled her over and hugged her tightly in his arms as he did downstairs in the school dormitory that year, this time, Ruhan did not struggle, let him hold him tighter and tighter, and let tears wet his clothes. Her heart ached, and she realized that she might have been moved by this boy a long time ago, but her wounded heart was wrapped in thick gauze, and she couldn't see her heart clearly. She and Shangwen have never started and have not ended.
Farewell to school, farewell to Shangwen, a few months have passed, my father's illness has improved day by day, and he can walk freely, and both mother and daughter are very happy. Her mother hired a nanny from the hospital to be responsible for her father's rehabilitation, and there was one more person in the family, Ruhan felt very uncomfortable, but she didn't mind thinking that her father could recover her health with her help, and after a long time, she got used to it. Shen Feng's physique has always been good, and he has a strong nature, and it didn't take long for him to go out to work in the company, and the mother and daughter were very pleased. The family lives like this, and Ruhan thinks that it is good to live like this for the rest of his life, as long as his parents can be healthy. But her daughter's heart, being a mother knows best, Zhang Jingru knows that Ruhan doesn't like the work of her brother's company, and everything Ruhan does is to spend more time with herself and Shen Feng. After making up her mind, she called her younger brother Zhang Wenguang, hoping that he could help transfer Ruhan to a company such as a newspaper and let her write freely, Zhang Wenguang agreed without saying a word, he knew the niece's talent best, he knew that his real estate company was not suitable for her, and he had long wanted her to go to the company of the iron buddy Wen Tianming, the largest weekly in the country - Tianya Weekly.