Chapter 44 On the road to the public examination, Xiaofeng accompanies him

Seeing that Ruhan's father's health was gradually improving, the mother couldn't bear to let her daughter delay her youth in a job she didn't like, and after several persuasions, Ruhan resigned from the position of an English teacher in the training school and was ready to embark on her own job search. She didn't want to go to Beijing, she had experienced so many things, she really couldn't let go of her family, she couldn't bear to let her mother take care of her father and still miss herself in Beijing, after thinking about it, she decided to work close to home, the city where the school is located is the best choice, more than three hours by car, and it is more convenient to go home. Enterprise, I don't want to go, it's better to take the civil service exam, work steadily, don't work too hard, and have more time to accompany my parents. Ruhan and his family said their thoughts, everyone is very supportive, Ruhan is at home to prepare for the exam, in July, there are still more than two months before the exam, Ruhan is full of confidence.

In order to better prepare for the exam, Ruhan set a study schedule for herself, read books and do questions in strict accordance with the specified time, and talked and chatted with her father when she was free, and the days passed day by day. In August, Ruhan's accuracy and speed of doing questions were already very good, just when Xiaofeng came back from summer vacation, he also helped her do a test, Ruhan scored 131 points, Xiaofeng said that this is already a high score, and it is estimated that it will not be a problem to take the test.

After the test, the two of them were able to sit on the couch and chat. "Ruhan, I want to sue you about something, but I'm afraid you'll be jealous when you hear it," Xiaofeng said with a wicked smile. "Be jealous, I'll still eat your jealousy, think too much, don't sell Guanzi, what's the matter?" Ruhan asked. "There was a girl in our graduate school chasing me, she was very beautiful, a bit like Ruby Lin, and I didn't think about it yet. Xiaofeng was thoughtful. "Look at the feeling, if you want to like her, just be together, for so many years, it's rare to have a girl like you" Ruhan couldn't help laughing. "You...... You laugh at me, I'm Yang Danfeng so handsome, if I hadn't waited for you for so many years, I might have a few girlfriends" Xiaofeng was half-joking, the affection in his eyes was still the same, Ruhan could see that Xiaofeng still loved himself, for so many years, he must have been surrounded by many girls, but Xiaofeng only loved herself, and didn't pay attention to other girls, and she has always been a brother and sister and a friend.

Love is a wonderful thing, some people will never forget it at a glance, and some people will only fall into the flowers and be ruthless even if they have known each other for a lifetime. Ruhan didn't want to delay Xiaofeng because of herself, she thought it would be better to make her words clear and let Xiaofeng find her own happiness. "Xiaofeng, do you know, I always feel that I can know your brother, this friend is the happiest thing in my life, if you want, I am willing to be your good sister and friend for life, forever! But I can't be your girlfriend, I can't be your wife, maybe we grew up together too well, I have family affection for you, friendship, not love" Ruhan looked at Xiaofeng sincerely, waiting for his response. Xiaofeng turned his head to the side, he knew this answer, but when Ruhan said it, he still felt very uncomfortable. The girl he has loved since he was a child can only be his sister and his friend? Xiaofeng stood up and walked to the balcony, looking out the window with a lost face. Ruhan walked over and patted him on the back, wanting to comfort him. Xiaofeng turned his head, "Ruhan, can you give my brother a sister-like hug, I have so much strength, go find another girl, okay?" Xiaofeng barely squeezed out a smile. Ruhan smiled, he understood Xiaofeng's feelings, it may only take a moment for a person to fall in love with someone, but it may take a lifetime to forget a person, Xiaofeng's love for Ruhan is like Ruhan's love for Mingyu. Ruhan greeted him, his face on Xiaofeng's chest, this embrace, now it is his, it will be another girl's in the future, Xiaofeng deserves the best and most complete love, and this love, she Shen Ruhan can't give.

"Ruhan, I really want to hold you forever, don't let go, hold for a lifetime, I want to take good care of you, but I know that there is only one person in your heart, you can't forget him, whether you are my sister or someone else, I hope you can forget him, don't torture yourself anymore, if I can't have you, you want you to find someone to love well, Liu Mingyu is not worthy of you, you should find a boy who really loves you. Xiaofeng said very emotionally, how could Ruhan not know that she should forget about that negative man and find her own happiness? Not to mention that person is already married, what are you waiting for? Ruhan felt extremely sour in her heart, she couldn't help hugging Xiaofeng tightly, and cried, she just wanted to cry in the arms of this boy she loved deeply, and then completely forget about a person.