Chapter 92: Not Disturbing Is My Last Tenderness
It was late at night, Ye Xiaoyou lay on the bed and couldn't sleep, staring at the ceiling with big eyes, thinking that after Jin Junya came back after seeing his eldest brother for a while, she must apologize to him for what she did last night. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
The night was dark, the air was silent, and the moonlight leaped in through the window and fell on her face, imprinting her curly eyelashes. Suddenly, there was the sound of the door opening in the quiet space, and she heard it, although it was small. Ye Xiaoyou sat up happily, lifted the thin blanket covering his body, and ran outside barefoot, with a flattering smile on his face.
As soon as I opened the door, I heard the footsteps of more than one person in the living room, as well as the sound of talking. She stopped, hid in the doorway, and held her breath.
"Ah Jun, be careful, I told you not to drink so much. It's okay now, they're all drunk. A nice female voice came, but Xiaoyou completely stiffened her body.
"I'm not drunk." Jin Junya waved his hand and grinned, the dimples on his cheeks floated, but his eyes were a little misty.
"I also said that I was not drunk and I couldn't walk steadily, so I sat on the sofa first. Do you want to ask Xiaoyou to come and take care of you? Helping him to sit on the sofa, Chen Xi looked around, looking for Ye Xiaoyou's figure.
"No, she's asleep, don't wake her up. She's going to cry and cry again when she sees me like this, and I'm going to be annoyed by her. Kim Jun-ah waved his hand and sighed softly.
"Jun, do you think she's annoying?" Chen Xi frowned and looked at him with some concern, always feeling that Jin Junya was forcing himself because he didn't seem to be happy at all.
"Yes, it's annoying, it's like a child, it's so annoying that I'm going to die before I get old." He exhaled heavily, a little helplessly but slightly pampered, and a smile on his lips that could not be easily detected.
"Then she's so annoying, why are you still being so nice to her?" Chen Xi frowned, very puzzled by Jin Junya's thoughts.
"Because she is my obligation, my aunt asked me to take care of her, so she is a burden that I can't let go of for the rest of my life...... Although she is very annoying, she doesn't know how to take care of herself, sometimes she cries, I am very tired from work, and I have to take care of her, and my mother also puts pressure on me to leave her, so sometimes I am really tired and want to give up......"
The cold air of the cold floor rushed into Ye Xiaoyou's heart, colding her limbs, and she couldn't hear anything with a bang, only his sentence "She's annoying" kept echoing in his mind. The weak step stepped back step by step, retreating into her own room, biting her lower lip tightly, and gently closing the door with what little strength she had left, tears bursting at that moment. Strings of tears fell abruptly like a summer rainstorm, dense and urgent. Losing the strength she had, she slid to the floor, sobbing softly and softly, she raised her hand to cover her mouth tightly, but she still sobbed softly. Tears fell on the back of her hand and burned her heart.
Even if she can deceive herself, she still can't deceive him into falling in love with herself. He is so good, but she is becoming more and more greedy, in order to stay by his side, she can deceive herself, knowing that he doesn't love her, but she still wants to stay by his side selfishly. He is her world, but seeing that her world is collapsing, does she still have to be so hateful to embarrass him?
However, he didn't love her, she was just his responsibility.
Under the moonlight, the girl's face was like the moonlight outside the window, bright but slightly pale. A pair of beautiful eyes were lifeless at the moment, and tears slid down her cheeks like pearls and fell to the floor. The thin sound of shattering is incomparably clear in the quiet night. Along with the tears, there was also her heart, which was no longer complete.
In the early morning, when the first rays of sunlight crossed the windowsill, fell on the unclosed books on the table, and fell on the girl whose face still had tear stains, it drove away the darkness of the room and brought a trace of warmth. Ye Xiaoyou flapped her eyelashes, looked up at the blue sky outside the window, rubbed her sour eyes, got up and came to the bathroom with difficulty, looked at her embarrassed appearance in the mirror, and suddenly found that she was becoming the person she hated.
In order to love someone, he did whatever it took to deceive him, he tried to stay with him, even though he knew that he was unhappy, he still pestered him, just because he couldn't lose him, he never thought about his feelings, it turned out, he really thought about leaving her. But she became more and more greedy, she didn't know if she could bear it when he really gave up on her, and it was no wonder that he would be annoyed by himself if he loved someone so embarrassedly and made her hate herself. A self-deprecating smile rose at the corner of his mouth, but his heart became clear. There are some things, there must be someone to take a step, then it is up to her to exchange him for freedom and happiness. She should stop being so persistent, sad and sad, and continue to lose herself.
Junya, you must be happy.
raised a smile, but his heart hurt slightly, he was already a part of his heart, and if he wanted to erase it, it was like cutting her flesh with a knife, and it hurt into the bone marrow.
When Kim Jun-ah woke up groggily, he had a splitting headache. Raising his hand and stroking the corner of his forehead, he remembered that he practiced with Chen Xi for Jin Junhao last night, and he drank a little too much during the banquet, and he didn't remember much about how he got home later.
When my head was dizzy, the smell of rice came at the right time, and my stomach rumbled unconsciously. He got up and walked towards the kitchen, and saw Ye Xiaoyou working in the kitchen with a ponytail tied and an apron. His heart warmed, his eyes softened, his eyes fell tightly on her slender back, and the smile on the corner of his mouth grew thicker. He clasped his hands around his chest, leaning against the doorframe, his eyes gazing tenderly at her figure.
Xu is his aura is too obvious, even if he doesn't make a sound, Xiao You still senses his presence. He took a deep breath, a smile rose at the corner of his mouth, and he turned his face slightly, his eyes falling on his beautiful face.
"Are you awake? The meal will be ready soon, you go and sit down, and you will be able to eat it immediately. The sun fell on her face, gilding it with a warm glow. Her smile was clean and beautiful, crashing into Jin Junya's heart, causing ripples round after round. Yes, she was already very beautiful, but he thought about giving up on her before because of burnout at work, the pressure of life, and the persecution of his mother. Fortunately, he came to his senses in time, otherwise, he would have lost the beauty he cherished.
"What's wrong? Why do you keep looking at me? Ye Xiaoyou lowered his head unnaturally, his eyes were a little stinging, maybe he had cried for too long last night, and his eyes were dry and painful. The way he looked at her was so focused that she had the illusion that he was in love with her.
However, the words he said last night were like a slap in the face, and she couldn't even deceive herself.
"It's okay, Xiaoyou, what's wrong with your eyes?" Staring at Ye Xiaoyou's somewhat red and swollen eyes with some confusion, Jin Junya's face sank.
"Ah, I just didn't sleep well last night. It's okay. Turning his head in a panic, he quickly turned off the heat and brought out the fried rice in the pot. The action is done in one go.
"Come and eat it quickly, it won't taste good when it's cold." Coming to the dining table with a plate, Ye Xiaoyou kept his head down as much as possible, unwilling to be seen by him embarrassed.
"Hmm." Kim Jun-ah agreed in a low voice.
"And the soup, which won't be so dry when eaten with rice." As soon as he sat down, she turned back to the kitchen, and then put the pork rib soup that had been boiled long ago into a small bowl and brought it to Kim Jun-ah.
"Well, you can sit down and eat with me, too." Holding Ye Xiaoyou's slender wrist who was about to turn around and leave, Jin Junya's eyes overflowed with a smile of expectation, and the dimples on his cheeks were light, and he couldn't say how good he looked.
"Okay." Ye Xiaoyou Muran nodded, and then sat down beside him. Looking at his good-looking side face, a warm emotion flooded his eyes.
In this way, the two of them ate quietly and did not say a word. Kim Jun-ah was smiling, his brows were stretched, and he seemed to be in a good mood. Ye Xiaoyou looked at his long-lost smiling face, and also stupidly hooked the corners of his mouth and chuckled. She wanted to ask him why he was so happy, but in the end he didn't speak, she didn't want to break their rare peace. Ye Xiaoyou stared at his every move seriously with her spare eyes, wanting to engrave his appearance deeply into her mind.
After eating, Xiaoyou put away the dishes and chopsticks, and Kim Junya went back to the room to change clothes and get ready for work.
"Xiaoyou, I'm going to work." At the entrance door, Jin Junya's brisk voice passed through the gap in the air and leisurely entered the ears of Ye Xiaoyou, who was sorting things out in the kitchen.
"Juna, wait a minute." Hearing Jin Junya's voice, Ye Xiaoyou wiped his hands indiscriminately, and then ran towards Jin Junya quickly.
"Slow down, what if you fall?" Reaching out to support her reckless rushing body, Kim Jun-ah scolded softly with worry on her face.
"Are you leaving?" In her bright eyes, all kinds of emotions were mixed together, and the tangled eyebrows were overflowing with thick reluctance.
"Well, I'm going to work. After work, you will go home first and then come back, you have dinner by yourself, don't wait for me. He pulled the hair from the side of her cheek behind her ear, and then gently touched her head, the dimples on her cheeks filled with pampering.
"Okay." Ye Xiaoyou bit her lip and nodded heavily, trying her best to hide the loss in her heart. Kim Jun-ah's home is not here, it is like his temporary residence for him, not home. But this is the only home for Ye Xiaoyou now, but he is about to lose it. She lowered her eyebrows, and there was loneliness in her eyes that could not be concealed.
"Then I'm leaving." Kim Jun-ah smiled, shook her slender fingers, and turned to walk towards the door.
"Juna." Ye Xiaoyou looked at his back as he gradually moved away, and shouted to him in a panic.
"Huh?" Jin Junya, who had just arrived at the entrance, turned around, and Ye Xiaoyou's hands wrapped around his neck and hugged him tightly. The whole person hung on his tall body, and he instinctively caught her body. With one hand around her waist, he lowered his body so that Ye Xiaoyou didn't have to hang on top of him on tiptoe.
"Eat well, sleep well, pay attention to rest if you are too tired from work, don't put too much pressure on yourself, don't be so kind anymore, and be selfish once in a while. Don't drink too much, don't smoke, don't come home too late, and have breakfast, otherwise it will hurt your stomach and the people who love you will be worried. Her head rested lightly on his shoulder, her cheek pressed against his, and the warm body temperature passed through his suit to her body, and also warmed her heart that was gradually hypothermic.
"It's good to have you to supervise me." Jin Junya's hearty and beautiful voice sounded in her ears, but it made her eyes wet.
"Junya, I can't watch you all the time." Because it's not me who you need! The voice was a little depressed, as if he was deliberately hiding some emotions, Jin Junya heard it, but he didn't dig deeper. Ever since she had subconsciously forgotten something, her emotions had always come and gone, and he had long been used to it.
"Xiao You......" worriedly wanted to pull away her hands hanging from her neck and look at her, but heard her whisper in his ear with her thin and soft voice, with a firm tone: "Junya, I want to tell you that I love you very much." ā
"......" Jin Junya's heart moved, and a smile crept up the corners of his mouth.
"Alright, let's go to work, or I'm going to be late." Retracted the hand holding Jin Junya and pushed him to the door, Ye Xiaoyou's cheeks were flushed, and his eyes were slightly moist.
"Okay, wait until I get back." Jin Junya has a calm voice, and his voice is low and good.
"Jun-ah, goodbye." Standing on tiptoe, he grabbed Kim Jun-ah's shoulder, imprinted a gentle kiss on his lips, and closed the door in a panic before he could react.
Ye Xiaoyou was at the door of the entrance for a long time, staring at the door in a daze until the mobile phone in his pocket rang. She took out her phone and pressed answer.
"Xiaoyou, did you call me just now?" On the other end of the phone was An Shengwei's usual cold voice, but with the worry that Xiaoyou was familiar with.
"Xiaowei, can you help me ......" As soon as she opened her mouth, her voice was a little choked, Ye Xiaoyou raised her hand and wiped her face, only to find that tears had covered her cheeks at some point, cold and cold, without temperature, just like her heart at this moment, it was also extremely desolate.
Jun-ah, don't bother, it's my last tenderness.