Chapter Ninety-Three: Is It Too Late?
Ye Xiaoyou's sudden confession made Jin Junya's boredom completely dissipate for days, and he was also glad that he could wake up in time. The pen www.biquge.info raised his hand to touch the lips she had kissed, and the smile in his eyes was even stronger. Sweet emotions welled up in his heart, making him just want to get off work quickly and tell her his plans. With anticipation, the hours at work became unusually long, and even for the first time I was distracted during work hours, my eyes were glued to the computer, but my thoughts had already flown back to my home. The night before yesterday, Ye Xiaoyou's green and attractive appearance suddenly came to mind, and he only felt a sudden burst of heat all over his body.
Thinking that if Ye Xiaoyou had such a surprise a few more times, he was afraid that he would either not be able to bear it, or he would suffocate internal injuries.
finally got out of work, and he was about to call Ye Xiaoyou to tell her that he was going back, but Shen Yan asked him to accompany her to meet an important client. The phone didn't go out, he just sent a simple message on WeChat, and then followed Shen Yan to meet the customer.
During the banquet, the customer kept toasting Shen Yan, and he blocked a few glasses for her, a little drunk, but Shen Yan was really drunk. He wanted to send her home, but she was so drunk that he couldn't ask for the address of her home, so he had no choice but to send her to the hotel.
Jin Junya, who finally settled her down and was about to leave, was pulled by Shen Yan from behind. He frowned slightly, turned around in confusion, and Shen Yan, who was originally drunk, looked at him with very clear eyes at the moment, hooking the corners of his eyes, his lips were lightly opened, and his eyes were full of charm. She clinged to Kim Jun-ah's arm and slowly sat up, her fingers running down his arm, wrapping around his neck like a snake.
"Don't go..." She bit her lip and approached him, the scent of perfume mixed with the smell of wine came to her nose, Kim Juna frowned, raised her hand and pulled the hand around her neck down. With a calm face, he turned around and was about to leave. Shen Yan hugged him tightly behind her one step earlier, her graceful curves clinging to his back, her fingers gently skirting his blazer and playing with the buttons on his shirt. The soft body rubbed against his broad back, "Don't you want to?" Close to his ear, he exhaled softly, and the soft voice, as long as it was a normal man, I am afraid that he could not resist her temptation.
The fingers slowly moved down, feeling Jin Junyan's strong physique, the corners of his mouth were smiling, and Shen Yan's breathing became a little short.
A wave of disgust abruptly rose, and Kim Jun-ah stopped the hands that were groping around him in disgust, pushed her away with a little force, and took a few steps back, opening up a safe distance. Shen Yan obviously didn't expect Jin Junya to push her away, staggered back a few steps and sat down on the bed, raised her charming eyes, and looked at Jin Junya with some surprise.
"Mr. Shen, I respect your ability, but your behavior just now makes me feel that I have completely misjudged you. Jin Junya's face was cold, and his voice sank, with strong anger. Cold eyes looked at Shen Yan who was sitting on the bed. suddenly remembered what Ye Xiaoyou had warned him, and realized that he was really wrong to blame Ye Xiaoyou, a woman's intuition was really accurate and terrifying.
"Do you think I'm as naïve as your pure girlfriend, and think that as long as it's boyfriend and girlfriend, you'll be loyal to each other? To be honest, do you really don't want me, or are you afraid of being condemned in your heart?" Shen Yan sneered, stood up and approached him, her steps were light, and the corners of her skirt were slightly raised. Jin Junya took a few steps back and looked vigilantly at Shen Yan, whose eyes were dangerous at the moment. There's no denying that she's really beautiful. It's just that no matter how beautiful she is, she is not the woman who can make his heart ripple. "Don't you really want it? Isn't there no sexual interest in a girlfriend like that?"
"Shen Yan, what nonsense are you talking about?!" Jin Junya squinted his eyes and looked at Shen Yan. The pursed lips and the tense contour of his face all showed his hidden anger. I was deeply dissatisfied with her repeated criticism of Ye Xiaoyou.
"Isn't it difficult for a boyfriend and girlfriend who live together under the same roof but nothing happens because she is not attractive to you? A person who keeps saying that he loves, but he doesn't even touch his beloved, doesn't this kind of love feel hypocritical? After all, as long as he is a man, how can he bear not to touch his beloved woman? That stupid girl, she is really naïve, she told her but still didn't believe it, too, only such a stupid person would be stupid to think that love can last forever, thinking that boyfriend and girlfriend can be together for a lifetime, it is really naïve and ridiculous. Shen Yan lowered her head and stroked the long hair that fell on her chest, a sneer appeared in her eyes, and the sneer raised at the corner of her mouth made Jin Junya unconsciously sink her brows.
"What did you say to Xiaoyu?" squinted his eyes, and there was a rare dangerous glint in his eyes. The eyebrows were twisted together, looking at the woman in front of him who was full of charms but disgusted, Jin Junya clenched his hands into fists. Thinking of the woman who he pushed away the day before yesterday, he suddenly panicked for no reason.
"Oh, why didn't she tell you that I told her I wouldn't let you go, told her that you didn't touch her because you didn't love her?" Shen Yan covered her mouth and chuckled, her eyes fell on Jin Junyan's tense face, and her eyes flashed, "According to the normal routine, she should tell you, and then I just pretend to be innocent, and you will quarrel because of it, and then break up." What a miscalculation, this time I actually ran into a stupid white sweet who didn't play cards according to common sense. It's really better to count people than to be counted by heaven. Shen Yan retreated to the side of the bed, stroked her long hair, and sneered at Jin Junya, whose eyes were extremely ugly at the moment, and her eyebrows bent down slightly. The fiery red lips raised a sneering arc, not embarrassed by Jin Junya's rejection at all, but very calm, as if this matter had nothing to do with her.
"Shen Yan, you are sick. Jin Junya fell on Shen Yan with sympathetic eyes, but her tone couldn't help but be a little bad. Without looking at her again, Kim Jun-ah turned and pulled the door open, then slammed the door shut.
"Really, even the words are the same..." Looking at the closed door, Shen Yan fell back to the bed, then turned over, rolled up a layer of quilt, and then fell into a deep sleep.
Jin Junya almost rushed out of the door of the hotel, stretched out his hand to summon a taxi, reported the address of his home, and then took out his mobile phone and dialed Ye Xiaoyou.
"Hey..."
The phone rang for a long time before it was picked up, and when he heard the familiar soft voice, the anger on Kim Junya's face disappeared. The eyebrows are stretched, the corners of the mouth are outlined in an arc, the dimples on the right cheek are light, and the frost under the eyes has dissipated, overflowing with a touch of warmth. His eyes were so gentle, as if Ye Xiaoyou was beside him. "Xiaoyou, I'll go back now, don't fall asleep, I have something to say to you. ”
"Hmm. Ye Xiaoyou's voice was very low, slightly lazy. Kim Jun-ah chuckled helplessly, thinking that she must have fallen asleep. When she falls asleep, she will be like a kitten, with a lazy voice, so cute that people can't help but want to take it into their arms.
In the year he lived with her, it took him so much effort to resist not eating her dry, but he was deliberately misinterpreted by Shen Yan as not loving. The girl he cherished so much was deliberately provoked by Shen Yan, making her misunderstand his protection. That's why she did such a bold thing the day before yesterday, deliberately tempting him, but he ruthlessly pushed him away. Did Xiaoyou also believe Shen Yan's words and mistakenly think that he didn't touch her because he didn't love her?
"Xiaoyou, wait for me. I was home soon. The words in his heart were about to overflow his chest, and he couldn't wait for tomorrow, the next dawn to tell her what he really thought.
After so much, he completely understood that he couldn't just let go, and he firmly believed in their love. Maybe I was confused, I was tired of living like this, and there were a few moments when I wondered if it would be better without her by my side. But every time I see her smile, the boredom that has been stuck in my heart will be swept away. How could this girl he identified be allowed to leave.
"Hmm. Again, it was just a soft answer, and then the phone hung up. His eyes were overflowing with tenderness, and his desire to see her became more eager.
It's just that there are some things that when you really understand, it's probably too late.
The person he was desperate to see again, but on that day, suddenly there was no news. It was then that I discovered that she had already become an indispensable part of her body. He searched almost the entire city, and even posted several missing person notices, but the girl he wanted to protect suddenly disappeared from the world.
He frantically searched the crowd for the familiar figure, but there was no longer her smiling figure on the familiar street. And his life is like a circle missing a corner, no longer complete, no longer pieced together.
Looking back, I realized how much damage her intentional or unintentional actions had caused her, and she left with a heartache. Her sweet confession sounded in his ears, and he woke up from his dream, looking out the dark window, the lifeless city, and his whole heart became cold.
I often think of that year, when she stood quietly downstairs in his residence waiting for him, her long hair fluttered in the wind, and then she reached out and pulled her hair behind her ear, and the moment she lowered her head, the whole time was gentle. When I saw him go downstairs, when I trotted towards him, the corners of my skirt were flying, and my smiling eyes were like starlight.
There will always be someone who will warm you the whole time, and the person who warmed Kim Jun-ah the whole time has never appeared in his life again. Kim Jun-ah sometimes has the illusion that he has had a long dream. When he woke up from his dream, Ye Xiaoyou was by his side, and he would laugh at him for being Mr. Pig, and when he said that she was a millet worm, he would pounce on him and say with a smile that he was a rice worm.