My terrible conjecture seems to be being confirmed step by step, the next day when I went to Shao Yulang's company, I didn't see him all day, and later indirectly learned from Xu Manlu that Shao Yulang went on a business trip to other places, it was an early morning flight, Secretary Liu went together, and came back three days later. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

I'm feeling a little complicated right now, I should be depressed but faintly relieved, I'm really not good at dealing with emotional conflicts, maybe it's better to be separated from each other for a few days, calm down.

I'm not a bitter heroine, why do I always make myself miserable, I thought about it for a long time, and I summed it up with two words: "inferiority". I came to Shanghai when my mind was not very mature, and the impact that Huahua World immediately gave me was, blessings, you are a bun. In fact, when I was in the countryside, although I was not much extroverted, I was regarded as a lively child by the people around me, I had many friends in addition to the Cao brothers, but now I am silent when I enter and exit the dormitory every day, although Ling Long says a few words to me from time to time, but I know that we are not friends. Once, because the professor changed the classroom because of class, no one in the dormitory informed me, which made me deeply feel that they actually didn't want to be close to me, and I became more alone from then on.

I thought of Hou Changfeng, Hou Changfeng liked me, but he also scolded me as a "countryman", and even people who liked me scolded me like this, at that time, my heart was hurt.

I think of my mother, and my father said that my mother was fashionable and beautiful when she was young, and I didn't inherit it.

I think of my grandmother, who would be sad to know that I was looked down upon in Shanghai.

I feel that I shouldn't live like this, I always deceive myself, always be submissive, I am now grown up, I can support myself self-sufficiently, why should I look at other people's faces, why should I make myself so miserable because of men, bitter haha, Shao Yulang doesn't like me, I can't force people to like me, we grew up in different environments, destined to have very different personalities, can be harmonious, can't be separated from that, originally I didn't expect anything with him, Shao Yulang and Qi Ji are the same, they are people from two worlds with me。

There was a hint of bitterness in my heart, but I gritted my teeth and forced myself not to think about their faces, and I endured it stubbornly.

At night, because Shao Yulang was not there, Wei Ling found a warhead to go out and asked me if I was going, but I refused. After Wei Ling left, I took out the package that had been packed before, and then stuffed my belongings into it, and then looked at the clothes and underwear that Shao Yulang gave me, hesitated for a moment, and only rolled the shirt into the bag, and the rest of the clothes and underwear were stuffed in the corner of the cabinet by me.

I took out a piece of paper and left a message for Wei Ling, to the effect that I had moved back to the dormitory. At the end, I added another stroke and asked Wei Ling to tell Shao Yulang. Then I left the note at the entrance, turned around and looked around at the mansion where I had lived for most of the month, and indifferently closed the door.

The next day, I met Wei Ling in the magazine, he didn't mention anything, and took me to the place where the wind was collected early in the morning, and we went to Tianzifang first.

Tianzifang was originally a street market, and later the government funded the renovation, the old-fashioned alleys in this area were changed into an art block with the old Shanghai style, the original road flea market has been moved indoors, and the grade has also been improved a lot, many foreigners from Shanghai like to go here for a walk, in addition to creative shops, art workshops, galleries, antique shops, the most is a unique style of cafes. When we were tired of shopping, we took a nap in the open-air seats of a café, August was much cooler than July because of the typhoon, and the breeze was breezy in the lane, and the air was filled with the smell of all kinds of sweet smells mixed together. It is said that Shanghai is a petty bourgeois city, but I have never been to this kind of place after coming to Shanghai for so long, which will inevitably forget my troubles and enjoy the different cultural atmosphere around me.

Wei Ling on the side was drinking coffee while looking at the photos he had just taken in the camera. I don't know if it's because of the relationship at work, Wei Ling seems to be very serious today, and he doesn't have the hippie smile of the past, but has a sense of rustiness for me. I don't know if he told Shao Yulang when he came home last night and saw the note I left, anyway, so far, Shao Yulang has not given me any phone calls.

I shook my head suddenly, and decided not to think about Shao Yulang anymore, I will always come when I should come, I don't want to think about things like this anymore!

After a short break, Wei Ling decided to wander around again, I just got up and was hit by a person who was sprinting over, and one staggered back to the chair, the person held a ball of things and didn't stop, just ran and shouted: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, please get out of the way, please get out of the way." ”

A few student-looking people also ran over, and I heard them say, "Hurry up, hurry up, Yao Xueyan is taking pictures in front." ”

I looked up at Wei Ling and asked, "Do you want to go and find inspiration?"

"Okay. Wei Ling didn't have any special expression, as if Yao Xueyan was a passerby.

The further we walked down the alley, the more people there were, and we were finally stopped by a few staff members from a distance. I looked around, but I didn't see the so-called Yao Xueyan. Wei Ling tried his best to block the staff's hands and squeeze in, judging the two of them with the indifferent appearance just now.

"Sir, please take a detour, this is a temporary road closure. ”

"You drove this road, I'm going to go into the store in front. ”

"Then come over in the afternoon. ”

"Why? Wei Ling showed a ruffian's face.

"Sir, please don't break in, if you are a fan of Yao Xueyan, just stand over there, and Miss Yao will come out to greet everyone in a while. ”

The staff pointed to a small alley next to me, and I saw a group of men and women squatting or sitting inside, some of whom were holding large photos and banners of Yao Xueyan in their hands, and it seemed that they were a group of fans who had come prepared.

"I'm not a fan of her, I'm her boyfriend. ”

After Wei Ling finished speaking, I have a black line.

The staff was not surprised, pointed to the fans in the alley and said, "Okay, there are a bunch of Yao Xueyan's boyfriends over there, and the boyfriends are also queuing up to take pictures one by one." ”

I couldn't help laughing, but Wei Ling continued to rush in with his arms crossed: "Lao Tzu TM really has a leg with Yao Xueyan, I don't believe you called her out." ”

The staff should have met the best crazy fans, and they stopped talking nonsense and just blocked Wei Ling's way.

At this moment, I caught a glimpse of a person running out of the store, as if he was about to go out, but when he saw the battle outside, he scratched his ears and cheeks. I took a closer look, isn't this person Yao Xueyan's assistant Xiaoding.

I hurriedly leaned over: "Brother Ding, I'm Xiao Zhu of Fengchao Magazine, do you remember?"

The man's gaze fell on me, paused, and suddenly stuffed a few RMB into my hand: "Hey, you came just in time, help me go to the coffee house in front of me to buy 15 cups of latte." ”

Then he patted the nearest staff member: "Remember to let this person in later." ”

Wei Ling and I squeezed back with a hand full of coffee, and I was about to go to the staff that Brother Ding took care of just now, but Wei Ling ran towards the person who was in his way, and then said condescendingly: "See, Yao Xueyan asked us to bring coffee in." ”

The man was still hesitating, and the staff who were being taken care of nodded at him from a few meters apart, so the man reluctantly let us in, Wei Ling "hummed", and then turned his head and said to me happily: "Sister-in-law, you're quite clever." ”

I didn't know what kind of expression he had in reply, so I just smiled and said, "Don't call me sister-in-law." ”

"You moved out last night, can you be considered to have broken up with Shao Yulang?"

"Nope. ”

"No, I don't have to call you sister-in-law. Wei Ling pouted, "When you break up with Shao Yulang, I will bless you again." ”

My head slid down the black line again: "Don't call yourself like that in front of outsiders." ”

Wei Ling shrugged at me.

As we spoke, we had already entered the room, and from a distance, we saw Yao Xueyan in the spotlight wearing a gorgeous cheongsam smiling at the photographer, the photographer pressed the shutter "click, click", and Yao Xueyan kept changing his posture with the rhythm of the photographer.

It was the first time for me to watch a celebrity take pictures so closely, and I couldn't take my eyes off it until Brother Ding came over, and I immediately handed over the coffee and touched the rest of the money.

Brother Ding glanced at Wei Ling while taking the money, his body was stunned, and he said casually: ", why are you again!"

"Sun Tzu, don't kowtow first when you see the uncle. ”

Brother Ding had suffered Wei Ling's loss and didn't want to entangle with him on his tongue, so he rolled his eyes and turned around and gave the coffee to the other staff.