"Did you only think that we would break up, and never thought that we would go on forever?"

"I'm probably more pessimistic, prepare for the worst, and then it won't be so painful. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info "I don't want to experience the pain of my breakup with Qi Ji anymore, I have experienced so many times in a person, and I have understood a truth: the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment."

"Worst-case scenario." Shao Yulang smiled, bitterly as if chewing on the taste of these five words.

I nervous and hurriedly explained, "I'm just thinking about it. ”

Shao Yulang put me off his lap and stood up slowly, and then a large shadow covered my face: "Everyone has the worst intentions, but you don't have to show it all the time. ”

After speaking, he brushed his sleeves and walked to the staircase, I stayed where I was, and I didn't digest Shao Yulang's sudden expression for a while, and that kind of contemptuous and indifferent look made my chest jump suddenly. I came back to my senses and followed three steps and two steps upstairs.

Shao Yulang went straight to the bathroom when he entered the house, and I sat on the sofa in a daze, but my head was empty, and I didn't know what I was thinking.

Soon, Shao Yulang came out with a body of moisture, but his gaze was still cold, and he didn't even fall on me. I watched as he lay down on the bed, with his back to me, and ran into the bathroom to wash up.

The room was pitch black, only a faint light of the moon shining through the gap in the curtains, Shao Yulang had changed from lying on his side to lying flat, the moonlight just hit his lower abdomen, I saw a slight undulation there, it seemed that Shao Yulang had fallen asleep.

I climbed into bed carefully, and instead of lying down immediately, I knelt beside Shao Yulang.

I hesitated, but reached out to touch his neck, and then leaned down, hooked his neck and pressed my lips to the crook of his neck, feeling the sturdy and warm body underneath me.

I just wanted to close my eyes, but my body was suddenly pushed to the side, and a voice without the slightest temperature in the darkness spoke: "Lao Tzu is not in the mood." ”

My heart seemed to be wrapped in a net and then tightened hard, so that I couldn't help but raise my hand to press the position of my heart, I breathed a sigh of relief, sat up on my knees again, and looked at the position of Shao Yulang's face, although I knew that I couldn't see anything, but I could still feel Shao Yulang's unusually indifferent attitude, Shao Yulang had never treated me like this, even if he said at that time that he wanted to take revenge on me, he just questioned me, and questioning was also an attitude, better than the Cold War.

I'm already afraid of the Cold War, but I'm also not good at resolving the Cold War, so I knelt for a while before I held back: "Shao Yulang." ”

This sound seemed to be a whistle in the army, Shao Yulang sat up straight, and then lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

"Where are you going?" I stood up on my knees and screamed.

Shao Yulang froze and didn't look back, and then I heard him sigh softly: "I don't like people who think about one thing repeatedly, I'm annoyed!" ”

After speaking, Shao Yulang shook the door and went out without looking back.

I collapsed on the bed, only three words echoed in my head, "I'm annoyed", tears were like a dam bursting the embankment, pouring out, Shao Yulang was tired of me, he hated me, sure enough, Shao Yulang will understand after getting along for a long time, I am not as good as he said, I am just an ordinary person who can no longer be ordinary, so he is tired of me. Thinking of this, I trembled all over, crying breathlessly, and afraid that Shao Yulang would hear it, so I stuffed the sheets into my mouth and silently vented my grief.

I cried in bed and fell asleep in a daze.

The next morning, I was woken up by Wei Ling. As soon as I saw that the time was so late, I didn't care about Wei Ling and rushed to Shao Zhenfei's room, and when I saw that there was no one, I went to other guest rooms, but I still didn't see Shao Yulang, so I ran downstairs, and I saw a few uncollected dishes on the dining table, it seemed that Shao Yulang left after breakfast, he didn't want to look at me and left, I suddenly came to sadness, and slowly sat on the chair with the dining table.

"Sister-in-law, did you cut your hair?" Wei Ling asked, "It's pretty good." ”

I looked up blankly.

Wei Ling stared at me for a moment: "Oops, you eyes. You two, one eye circle is black and becomes a panda, and the other eye is swollen into a fish bubble, which one is this? ”

I pressed my fingertips on my eye socket and was silent.

"Are you still at work?"

I nodded, got up and went to wash up. Wei Ling shouted in the back: "Either I will ask the leader for a leave, and we will go to collect wind." ”

The sky is falling, the days always have to pass, and the work has to be fought, so I shook my head.

On Monday, many colleagues have not recovered from the mood of the weekend, ha, listless, and I will naturally not be cared about in it, I can't hold on to the regular meeting in the morning, my head fell straight down, and I had to buy a cup of coffee to refresh myself.

I also brought a cup for Wei Ling, and Wei Ling took it and said, "Don't you don't drink coffee?" ”

"It's too sleepy." I looked down at the black coffee.

"You two had a fight?"

"Hmm."

"It shouldn't be because of the one named Qi Ji, you two were quite hot when I came back last night."

"It's not."

"I'm relieved if it's not." Wei Ling looked happy.

"Huh?"

"Oh, sister-in-law, it's common for this couple to quarrel, maybe it will enhance the relationship."

"But, but Shao Yulang has never been angry with me, he has never been really angry."

"Once born and twice cooked."

"Huh?" The more I listened, the more I felt that Wei Ling was unreliable.

"Whoever asked him to show you in front of me, he won't be sad and annoyed if he wants to see through the red dust like me."

I reluctantly stopped talking, because I found that my thoughts with Wei Ling were not on the same channel.

In the afternoon, I collected some addresses and pictures from the Internet for Wei Ling's reference, and Wei Ling selected a few of them, planning to go to the field together on Wednesday.

In the evening, I was cooking in the kitchen, and Wei Ling suddenly ran in and said bitterly: "You and Shao Yulang are arguing so much, he just called and said that he won't come back today." ”

My stir-fry hand paused, then turned around and continued to flip the dishes in the pot: "Then let's start the meal when I'm done cooking this dish." ”

After Wei Ling walked out, I sighed deeply, and found that my ability to resist emotional blows seemed to have become a little stronger, at least I didn't cry now, maybe I had too many tears last night, and today is not as sad as yesterday, but I really can't pretend to be able to force me to laugh, so a dinner is carried out in low air pressure.

I suddenly remembered something and asked Wei Ling: "Do you know when Shao Zhenfei came to Shanghai?" ”

"It seems like this week, but I don't really remember the exact day."

After eating for a while, I said again: "Wei Ling, don't call me sister-in-law in the future, okay?" ”

"What's that calling you?" Wei Ling looked up at me.

"Just bless me."

"Sister-in-law, why did you and Shao Yulang quarrel, why are you both so abnormal?" Wei Ling saw that I didn't open his mouth and continued, "Did you misunderstand Shao Yulang about something, Shao Yulang never quarreled with his lover, if he quarreled with you, it must be because he cares about you, and if you fall in love, you have to enter the run-in period from the hot love period, this is not a big deal, you just have to be soft." ”

I remembered that I was cheeky and upside down yesterday and was ignored by Shao Yulang, and said in my heart: "He doesn't eat this." ”

"Huh?" Wei Ling frowned, "No, he will definitely eat you." ”

I bit my lip and shook my head.

"If you can't come twice, you can't come twice or three times, even if Shao Yulang is really angry, it is impossible to be angry all the time, you have to persevere, stalking."

I sighed and continued to bow my head to pick up the rice, this is the gap between people and people, I can't do this kind of thing at all, I have mustered up twelve points of courage to do that last night, you have to let me chase Shao Yulang every day and run behind, with a hot face on his cold ass, I really can't do it, I can't pull my face, and I don't know how to do it. I always want to meet Shao Yulang with my personality is an absolute fit, I am not good at expressing, everything is always more than doing, Shao Yulang is just the opposite, he is enthusiastic and outgoing, as long as everything is decided, he will move forward bravely, so we are so complementary, but in fact it is the opposite, our contradiction is also here, I blindly look ahead and make Shao Yulang lose patience, he doesn't like me, and he starts to get tired of me, but it is impossible for me not to think about it, I am not Shao Yulang, I don't have a strong family to do it recklessly, I have to prepare for the worst, and then when they do come, I won't be bruised.

I don't know where I should go, if Shao Yulang really doesn't want to take care of me, should I get out of it with all my heart, I think about it so much, but I didn't expect that I was officially saying goodbye to Qi Ji and wanted to be with Shao Yulang, but Shao Yulang said to me that he was annoyed. Perhaps, Shao Yulang is a person who doesn't have much sex, otherwise why would he have so many girlfriends, I am just a dish that I have never tasted for him, and after tasting it, I found that this dish is so tasteless.