The three of them leaned side by side, a bed was squeezed, and Ah Jiu opened his arms and hugged the two of them into his arms, which was not squeezed, but there was diǎn embarrassment. RSA glanced at Ah Jiu, but considering today's situation, he still gave him face, and one left and one right, snuggled on his shoulder, a bed was covered by three people, and at some point there were snowflakes floating outside the window, and the three of them subconsciously squeezed a diǎn child again.

Ah Jiu hugged RSA, quietly leaning against the bed in a daze, after a long time, he was about to fall asleep in a daze, and then he spoke: "I have lived in the temple since I can remember, and the life I have the impression of starting from Zamabu, I don't know how old I was at that time, maybe three or four years old? Or four or five years old, the master asked me to stand on two wooden stakes one meter high from the ground, and one stand is half a day. I didn't dare to wander because it would hurt a lot if I fell. ”

"In the beginning, I would think, why am I doing this kind of thing, so tired. But I couldn't find a reason not to do it, what could I do if I didn't do it? Later, when there were more brothers and sisters, I didn't want to do it anymore, because I felt that everyone was doing this, everyone was like this, everyone was tired, and there was nothing to complain about. ”

RSA didn't know why he suddenly said this, and looked at him blankly, puzzled.

"After a few years, one day, I finally stopped walking on my horse, and Master began to teach me boxing, and I was finally able to go out of the monastery door and walk in the mountains. I still remember the first time I pushed open the temple door, I saw the scene. At that time, I only had one feeling, this mountain is so big, so big that there is no end in sight, I thought at that time. I may not be able to walk out of this mountain for the rest of my life, because it is too big. ”

"As I grew up, Master was not as strict with me as I was when I was a child. As soon as I finished what he taught and reached his progress, the rest of the time. I can even do it myself. I was like an explorer, I went out from the temple gate excitedly every day, I walked far every day, every day there were new discoveries, I caught birds, I picked out birds, I caught toads, I touched fish, and I met mountain rabbits. I've even seen tigers, I think it's so interesting, this mountain, like a treasure, I won't get tired of it for the rest of my life. I'll take my brothers and sisters and play in the mountains when I have time......" Ah Jiu seemed to think of something and smiled: "(1) ▼ dǐng (1) ▼ diǎn (1) ▼ small (1) ▼ said, .≈.o∽s_ (); It was really happy at that time. ”

"Later, I met people from other monasteries on the mountain. They are overbearing and have taken over our territory. And beat us up. When we came back to tell Master, we thought that Master would help out, but Master said, "No matter how you get beaten and how you beat you back, Master can't follow you for the rest of your life." It is better to count on others than on yourself. “

"Now that I think about it, it really seems that from that moment on, I had the idea that I wanted to be strong. Before that, I practiced martial arts only because Master asked me to do it. But after that, I wanted to become stronger, and at that time I thought very simply, if Master doesn't help, I'll come by myself, and I must not accept it, and I must not let them bully me. ”

"From that day on, my daily life has become practice, and then fighting, often with a blue nose and swollen face, but it is getting worse and worse, within a few months, they can't beat us, almost a year, I can beat a lot of them alone, and then that territory will completely become ours, and only with our permission, they can come in. ”

"There is a guy I beat the hardest, his name is Mingming, and he is a monk from Shaolin Temple. Once, in order not to get beaten, he said to give me something good to eat, and then he gave me an egg. He also said that his house was at the bottom of the mountain, and he could give me a few more. ”

"That day, I followed him to his house, watched him enter the house from a distance through the fence, and heard him call a man 'dad' and a woman 'mom', I suddenly felt uncomfortable in my heart, but at that time, I didn't know why I was uncomfortable. ”

"Brother ......" hugged Ah Jiu's arm in distress, RSA didn't speak, but also held his hand tightly.

"When I came back, I asked Master, Shaolin Temple has parents in Brightness, what about my parents?" Ah Jiu's voice became a little hoarse, and his nose seemed to be out of breath: "Master sued me, I am an orphan and have no parents." ”

"I asked him, where did I come from without my parents?"

Master was speechless and told me to wait until I grew up. ”

"I knew Master didn't want to say it, so I never asked again. He didn't want to say anything about this, even if I forced him to sue me, it must be fake, as an apprentice, how can I force my master to lie?" Thinking of the past with Master, Ah Jiu's eyes became even more gloomy, and he pursed his lips stubbornly, and continued: "But when I grow up, the first news I wait for is that my father is dead. ”

"If measured by universal values, my father should be regarded as a 'sacrifice', and the sacrifice was very honorable. As a son, I should be proud of him...... But when I learned the news, I didn't feel a single sense of pride, and I even hated those who said that he was a 'sacrifice', they wouldn't know that behind this person's glorious sacrifice, his son, in this life, I have not been able to see him, I have not been able to say a word to him, I have not been able to get a word of affirmation from him. They gave me a piece of paper with an understatement, and announced that my twenty-seven years of waiting had become a void, why?"

"But," Ah Jiu smiled bitterly and said, "Maybe this is fate." ”

"Mingming, this guy, being a monk can't chant scriptures, and he can't fight, but I envy him very much, last time the fat master died, I saw him again, he was married, and his daughter-in-law was very spicy, but I envied him even more, I even dreamed that if I could exchange, I would rather change it to his life......"

"But I now realize that I was wrong. ”

"I was so wishful thinking, I was dissatisfied with my fate, and I thought that if I changed it, I would be better off. But in fact, it shouldn't be like this, every fate, everyone, may not be able to live well. Fat Master sued me, you have to do whatever you want, I have always understood the wrong meaning, Master is not to tell me what I want to do, but to tell me, what I can't change, don't go against it, learn to accept it. The thin master told me to cherish it because I didn't want to see me regret it. I was really stupid and it took me so long to understand. ”

After listening to it for a long time, the RSA finally couldn't help it and asked, "What are you going to do now, do you want to admit it?"

Ah Jiu smiled, shook his head and said, "I plan, I don't admit it." ”

(To be continued.) )

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