Chapter 90: Peace of Mind

Zheng Zifu, the first person on the heavenly list, said: No matter where you go, you should remember that the past is fake, memories are an endless road, all the past springs no longer exist, even the most tenacious and crazy love, in the final analysis, is just a fleeting reality. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 I didn't go, now that you are in the city, I am afraid that there is a 1 in 10,000 chance of meeting you. Don't expect, don't assume, don't force, just let it be, if it's destined, it will happen. Peace of mind is the best state of life. Some people say that what you love will eventually lose to someone who is good to you, and I am melancholy and always half-convinced. If one day you put on a wedding dress and become someone else's bride, I will not mention the madness of the past, if one day I put on a suit and become someone else's groom, you are still my original dream. You are overwhelmed by the crowd, but I follow you, stretching out my hand for fear of making a mistake, and shrinking my hand for fear of missing it. I don't want people to like me because I'm good, I want someone to see all my bad and still like me. Too much of the pain and misfortune in life is because you want to live like "others", not "like yourself". "If one day, you start to regret giving up on me, please remember that I never wanted to teach you how to cherish it by leaving" I hope we will eventually become the kind of people we once liked, not the kind of people we used to hate the most. Everyone gets old, but you will always be beautiful in my heart. Don't complain that you can't find the right person out of 1.4 billion people, and you can't find the right one of the four options in the multiple-choice questions during the test. What moves me is never the rhetoric, but the right amount of tenderness and sincerity. You say "thank you" and I say "you're welcome". Deep and heavy love, in the cold of time, so overwhelming, we are so strange that we need to be so polite. There are accidents that you thought you couldn't get over have become stories.

"There are always people who say that I am cold and not easy to get along with, I am not actually withdrawn, and I can even be said to be cheerful and lively, but most of the time I am lazy and lazy to manage a relationship, and some times I love freedom, and I feel that any kind of relationship will bind myself, I just like old friends, do not make new friends, and others can talk and laugh on the surface, the weakest side will always be given to old friends, of course, the most important thing is that it is difficult to find a good person, and it is difficult to find a soulmate." I have never had a clear enough answer in my heart, but I have stubbornly done what I like, stubbornly followed my inner voice, and chose the lifestyle I aspired to. I like the scene where everyone is happy, but I am worried about the danger lurking under the illusion of peace

"Manipulating others through charm is quite lazy" is a quote that others say, just put it in quotation marks, like an old person who has never met all year round, and when you meet it, you don't rush over to give a fierce and trembling hug, but silently recite the trivialities of the day, bow your head and say nothing

I will definitely go to such and such a country

I will definitely be admitted to such and such a university

Including I'm going to marry you, like a smoker

Obviously, the tears will come out when choking, but I still can't help touching them

It's like someone who has an alcohol addiction

It's so bitter that I don't dare to swallow it, but I still can't help but get drunk

Just like I miss you

It hurts so much that my heart is pumping, but I still can't help but think

When I wake up in the morning, I feel dizzy and want to hang down

I know the struggle of not waking up in a dream

And in the middle of the night at a loss, let the time avoid me or like you

Even if you are bohemian and mean speakers

But me

I just like you, and the loneliness in the middle of the night is overwhelming

Life's frustrations

The dream is far away

The charcoal of the target

The unknown of the world

In February, you slept next door

Heavy rain began in March

Roses everywhere in April

In May, we sat across from each other, as if in a dream, and just like that, June arrived

In June, the grass is in full bloom and fragrant

July is a mixture of joy and sorrow, and the wheat waves are rolling, along with the meadows, until the end of the world

August is August

In August, I am as tight-lipped as a bottle, in August, I am the water in the bottle, and you are the clouds in the blue sky

September and October are two eyes filled with the sea

You are at sea, I am under the sea

November has not yet arrived

Through its window, I saw the snow fall in December

Lin Bai's "Process" Akagi will not shine, just as the rising tide will not be silent

Hold on tightly to the dead branches and imprint thousands of ravines in the palms of your hands

It's like I don't have you

I think the earth will be heartbroken without rain, and you still have a lot to touch in this life

Social injustice

Abandonment of friends

The departure of a lover

So much is actually enough for you to fall

But you can't fall

Because you still have a fiery heart, a bright dream, and a pair of industrious hands

You also need to get up in embarrassment, not to fall down, not to fall down, and to swim briskly and freely

Suddenly someone pushes you to the bottom of the water

Rise to the surface and take a big breath

Then the feeling of the aftermath of the catastrophe welled up in the heart, and the dog days had passed

I didn't know that this was the first rainy day

The wet ground reflects the other side of the world

Whether it is empty or warm, in fact, Zheng Zifu, the first person on the heavenly list, said, I have no way to verify it

Just seek peace of mind, thunderbolt is affectionate, rain is a baptism of people.

The following passage was written to a friend who was lonely and is now a stranger.

We come from this unruly world

I saw the compromise and saw the helplessness

I've had the coldest and loneliest moments

That time I didn't want to talk about without her

And you laugh with me

Even if someone has used awkward looks, you still smiled and didn't leave

And then it turned out to be like rubbish rubbish by time

There is no news and gradually drifts away

No one is whipped in

An earthly world made up of thousands of small things

We had to get used to it and smile

Have you ever paid attention to their veins and textures?

I would like to be in this place in the future

Could you have been able to save the scenery that I hadn't noticed, a world of so many people

I'm glad I met you

I can't say that I didn't expect to meet you and be by your side, and I'm already very happy

But how can you be willing to be friends?

I grew with the stars, and I was covered by my weak clothes

The scars are full of scars and the corners of your lips that have been left with latitude and are still in latitude

It is a heart without blood and daylight without daylight

I fantasize that your mercy is like a hurricane that stops and stops

Like the return of the song of the birds, the aftertaste trembles alone

Let all those who are waiting cry about the past

And I just mistook this sympathy and self-pity for a good dream with you, and I can't imagine what it will be like when I find out that I don't love you anymore

How many pillows soaked for the tears you have shed

The words written for you are affectionate and filled with all corners

Sometimes I know that I will miss you all day today before I even wake up

Sometimes I hold your hand and think about it, even if I have to give up everything, I gladly accept it

I wish I would like you forever

I hope that if I can't stick to anything, I can do a good job of loving you, I have been to a place where there is no my gaze

Loneliness is like a big dream, if there is an early spring, the old past will be forgotten

It's best that I'm forgotten in that barren place in such a rainy season, Zheng Zifu, the first person on the heavenly list, said, others wait for umbrellas, I wait for the rain to stop, and put the acacia to Shaohua, ask, how are you, is the weather good. Thank you for your support at the end of this chapter.

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