Chapter 31: Selfish Desires
My extracurricular tutoring for Qi Ji is scheduled for every Saturday, and my aunt and cousin, I only say that I will go to the same school to do homework, and we deliberately avoid this matter at school, which is what I requested, because I don't want to see everyone's strange eyes. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Of course, from the bottom of my heart, I just want to quietly enjoy the time with Qi Ji alone, and go on for a long time without being disturbed. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but roll up the quilt and start the corners of my mouth to rise.
On Friday, Qi Ji suddenly asked me very gentlemanly, "Are you going to pick you up early tomorrow morning?"
I felt a burst of sweetness in my heart, but I still shook my head: "No, anyway, our two families are not far away, and we can get there with a car." ”
Qi Ji is finally no longer indifferent to me, I don't know whether to thank Lou Junshu or Shao Yulang? Thinking of Shao Yulang, I am suddenly a little worried, he will know about this sooner or later, obviously he must be against my decision, but after all, this is my decision!
On Saturday, I deliberately chose a dress to wear, and when I saw the bag that Shao Zhenfei gave me in the closet, I couldn't help but say to it, "Maybe it won't be long before you go out." ”
When I came to Qi Ji's apartment, I took the elevator and smoothed my hair on the mirror in the elevator. Who would have thought that the blessing who was bullied by boys because of his rustic style three years ago would also wear a dress, and he would also dress up for a boy, and he would also understand the meaning of a lady.
It was Qi Ji who opened the door, he was wearing a refreshing blue polo shirt and beige slacks, smiled at me slightly, and naturally led me into the door, I cautiously walked into the living room, everything was the same as the last time, spacious, clean, tidy and modern fashion.
"Sit casually, you're welcome. Qi Ji pointed to the sofa and went to the refrigerator to get me a drink.
"Thank you. I took it with both hands, somehow a little awkward, and I didn't dare to look him in the eye.
"Won't you put down your schoolbag?" Qi Ji also sat on the sofa.
"Oh, oh. I hurriedly untied my schoolbag and put it on my lap, lowered my head and mechanically picked up the drink and took a sip.
"Bless the teacher, which subject should we start with? Physics, I am the worst in physics. Qi Ji leaned half to me.
I was even more frightened, accustomed to Qi Ji's lukewarmness, and in the face of his sudden kindness, I was a little uncomfortable, as if everything was so unreal.
Fortunately, Qi Ji didn't notice my unnaturalness, he moved the coffee table to the front, sat on the carpet, and then took a pillow and put it beside him, looking up at me while patting and laughing: "Come, sit." ”
Qi Ji's smile was as gentle as the breeze, which made me feel flattered, and I unconsciously began to hold my breath, as if everything would be wiped out as soon as I gasped.
"What's wrong?" Qi Ji tilted his head.
"I, I'll sit across from me. In a panic, I picked up the pillow and sat down across from the coffee table, keeping my head down and just rummaging through my school bag, but my mind was clouded with no clue.
My panic was too revealing of myself, Qi Ji reached out and pressed my hand rummaging in my schoolbag, my heart "chuckled", I was so embarrassed that I didn't dare to look up, in fact, from just now to now, my head is like a drooping soybean sprout that has not been lifted for more than half a minute.
"Is it because of me?" Qi Ji slowly spit out a few words, but the words hit my chest.
I bit my lower lip, and suddenly felt a little like crying, I don't know whether it was because of the tenderness that Qi Ji hadn't had for a long time or the fear of being peeped into, in short, my heart was in turmoil.
Intuition made me want to withdraw my hand, but Qi Ji pressed it very hard.
He suddenly got up and leaned over, hooking my chin, and before I could react to what was going on, Qi Ji's face was so close that I couldn't imagine it.
I opened my eyes, and the world around me was like a tidal wave, and then it was a blur, the only thing that was clear was the tingling sensation on my lips.
"Blessings. ”
I heard a low call, opened my mouth to respond, but before I could make a sound, something burst into my mouth, and began to churn my tongue, robbing my breath like a whirlwind.
I pushed Qi Ji away unbearably, frowning and covering my mouth: "What are you doing?"
Qi Ji leaned back against the sofa, his chest heaving and panting, but his face was disapproving: "This is kissing, real kissing." ”
Seeing him like that, I felt a stab in my heart, stood up hard, and scolded: "You bastard......!
Scolding and scolding, my tears couldn't stop falling, is this the Qi Ji I like? How can someone I like do this to me!
Qi Ji stood in front of me and reached out to wipe my tears, but I slapped them away.
"It's not the first time you've been kissed by me, what's there to cry about?" Qi Ji looked at me steadily, and the incredible doubts on his face made me even more angry.
"I'll tell you!If I dare to try this to me again!" I grimaced, "I, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person, why would you do this to me?!"
"I don't know. Qi Ji lowered his eyes in surprise.
"Huh?!" was an incredible reply.
"I thought you liked me, but you were entangled with so many people, I don't understand what charm you have, so that Hou Changfeng and Shao Yulang are kind to you. Qi Ji showed a serious expression, "I just want to ask why you are doing this to me?"
I opened my mouth, wondering if I had misheard, it was obvious that he was hot and cold to me, how could I be a bad woman who was torn between several men?
"Hou Changfeng's matter, you also knew about it last time, it was a misunderstanding, it was his wishful thinking. Now, he also has a girlfriend and we are just friends. I argued, "As for Shao Yulang, he's a complete playboy, he likes to joke with people by the beginning, he just treats me as a sister, and we don't have anything at all." ”
"That's just what you think, on Liao Kai's birthday, Hou Changfeng asked me if Tong Tong was still Liao Kai's girlfriend, he obviously wanted to spy on whether you were going too, and when I told him that I could bring a female companion, he didn't bring his girlfriend. Qi Ji narrowed his eyes, flashing with a strange light.
"Well, that doesn't mean anything. ”
"Huh. Qi Ji tugged at the corners of his mouth, "Don't you really know? There is only one possibility that a man will remain friends with a girl he has not pursued, and that is that he still has hope for her." The reason why he didn't bring a female companion is because he wants to have a chance to be alone with you. ”
"This ......" Thinking about it carefully, Hou Changfeng has been good to me recently, and he really seems to have changed when he was so domineering to me before.
"Whatever he is, I don't like him anyway. ”
"What about Shao Yulang? You have been ambiguous from the bathroom to the present, what brothers and sisters, this is clearly an excuse. ”
I admit that I have mixed emotions about Shao Yulang. He is annoying to see when he teases me, inexplicably nervous when he reveals his masculine side, and affectionate when he cares.
"Shao Yulang has always had a set of women, but he has always had a game attitude, and he will not interfere with other people's feelings, but it is an exception for you, the provocation and slander that day were completely unexpected to me, because I was drunk in front of him once before, so I actually deliberately pretended to be drunk that day, and he really waited for the opportunity to provoke me in front of you. ”
I looked at Qi Ji who was indignant and told all this suspiciously, this kind of Qi Ji is really strange, I didn't expect everyone to be such thoughtful people. My cousin is, Lou Junshu is, Hou Changfeng is, Shao Yulang is, and even my favorite Qi Ji is also ......
Yes, I should have expected that Qi Ji's mind was so difficult to guess, how could he not be meticulous?
What about me, am I a bright-hearted person? Obviously, I'm not that open-minded. In the face of Lou Junshu, in order to get her protection, I was willing to be her servant, and since then I have gotten rid of the bad luck of being bullied; in the face of my cousin, her arrogance and superiority made me secretly hope that she would break up with Liao Kai, and the hope became a reality; in the face of Shao Zhenfei, no matter whether she is gentle or not, it is an indisputable fact that she is generous, and I do not hesitate to curse and spy on her rival in love who hopes to get her favor.
Everyone has selfishness and desires, but some people dare to show it, some people hide it, and some people dare to think but don't dare to do it. I belong to the latter group, not so much because I have no selfish desires, but because I dare not act on them.
Therefore, Qi Ji is not wrong, I have the attitude of turning enemies into friends with Hou Changfeng, and I can still treat him as a friend after I had such a stiff quarrel with him before;
"What's wrong? ”
I took a deep breath, raised my head, and said calmly, "Qi Ji, to be honest, even if I like you, we have no future. ”
If Shao Yulang is purposeful, then Liao Kai's previous admonition is definitely sincere, and the same two people are the best proof of the facts.
"We are so young and the future is too far away. ”
"But I'm afraid I'll sink too deep, can't I just watch you quietly?" I was a little moved, "whether you like me or not, as long as you treat me like this and don't ignore me, I'm satisfied." ”
"Heh, hehehe. Qi Ji suddenly raised his head and laughed, and said contemptuously, "So you can maneuver between the three of us?"
I didn't expect my sincerity to be so misunderstood and insulted by Qi Ji, and I couldn't help but shout: "Okay, then let's get along!