Chapter 33: The Shortest First Love
It was already 8 o'clock in the evening when I finished tutoring Hou Changfeng, during which I went to the school commissary to call my aunt and bought a few bread to satisfy my hunger. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Hou Changfeng insisted on giving me the money for the bread and insisted on sending me home.
"Because I got it so late, I don't want to go, I have a car, and I'll take you home soon." ā
I thought it would be a little unsafe to go home alone, so I got on Hou Changfeng's bicycle without a back seat, I thought I would never be able to get on this car again, who thought that things were far more changeable than I thought.
"Blessings. Hou Changfeng behind me called me.
I grabbed the front handle and didn't look back, waiting for him to take the next step.
The cool breeze of Xi Xi blew my bangs, and the street lamps on the side of the street emitted the glow of lemons, and I suddenly felt a little relaxed.
"Blessings, do you hate me very much?" Hou Changfeng said softly.
A car drove by, and Hou Changfeng thought I didn't hear it, so he repeated again: "Did you hate me before?"
"How do you know I don't hate you right now?" I turned my face sideways and tilted my head.
Hou Changfeng glanced down at me and continued to look at the road ahead, but his face was very stiff.
"Huh. I laughed, "Just kidding, didn't you say we were friends?"
Hou Changfeng glanced at me again, and his expression relaxed: "You help me with tutoring, is it because we are friends?"
"Hmm. I nodded, "To be honest, I didn't hate you but I was afraid of you. ā
"Why?" Hou Changfeng was surprised.
"It'sā" I thought about it, "it's a feeling." ā
"Then aren't you afraid of me now?"
"It's strange and not afraid of it. I laughed.
In the past, Hou Changfeng was the eldest of a group of male classmates in my eyes, not to mention tall and majestic, but also quite majestic, which made people avoid him. Now he doesn't know if it's because I'm used to sitting next to him, I found out that he is also a big boy who likes to laugh and scold with his classmates, and the frustration he showed when I didn't understand it after I explained several times, it made me think that he was actually just an ordinary boy.
"Aren't you afraid, aren't you afraid?" Hou Changfeng suddenly laughed and twisted the front of the car.
"Hey!" I clenched my front bar in fright, turning my head to glare at him, "don't joke on the road. ā
"Immediately to the door of your community......" Hou Changfeng, who was still joking with me, suddenly stopped his voice and stared fixedly ahead.
I looked back into the distance, and there was a long figure standing under the dim streetlamp.
In an instant, my heart "whew" to my throat, and I thought he had already gone home.
"Is that Qi Ji?" asked Hou Changfeng sullenly.
"Yes, it seems to be. "I stuttered a little bit, I couldn't imagine what was about to happen.
"He's your boyfriend now, I'm definitely not happy to see me, I'll let you off here." Hou Changfeng said and stopped the car.
I jumped out of the car and looked in the direction of Qi Ji, and he seemed to notice our side as well, and his body slowly turned around. I reflexively turned around, turned my back to him, looked up and said to Hou Changfeng, "Otherwise, you, you should help me explain." ā
"Won't I add fuel to the fire if I go? I don't care. ā
"What then?" I frowned in confusion, Qi Ji had already complained about me and Hou Changfeng, and now he couldn't tell if he jumped to the Huangpu River.
"Blessings!"
Just when Hou Changfeng and I were grinding machine, Qi Ji's cry sounded behind me, and this scream made me tremble inexplicably, according to Qi Ji's usual tone, the two words just now were definitely high decibels, and they were filled with anger. Even Hou Changfeng felt it, he took a deep breath, and said a little seriously: "Let's go!" I'll help you explain." ā
After saying that, he pushed his bicycle and strode forward, and I dragged my steps to keep up with all the chagrin, I originally wanted to have a peaceful settlement with Qi Ji, but now it seems that I am a thief.
When we approached Qi Ji, I once thought that I was dazzled or had a false delusion just now, Qi Ji did not look angry at all, and even said to Hou Changfeng with a smile: "Hard work, thank you for helping me send my blessings back, but it is natural for her to help you with tutoring." ā
Hou Changfeng and I were stunned for a moment, how did Qi Ji know that I had helped Hou Changfeng with tutoring? Could it be that he couldn't find me and then turned back to the classroom! But when I looked carefully, Qi Ji didn't carry his schoolbag at all, indicating that he came out again after going home.
"Yes, that-" Hou Changfeng looked at me hesitantly, "Then I'll go back, see you tomorrow." ā
After Hou Changfeng's bicycle traveled away, I casually asked Qi Ji: "How do you know ......?"
"If you don't want people to know, you can't do it unless you do. Qi Ji, who was still pleasant just now, suddenly interrupted my words and pulled down his face with a "brush", "Don't you think you're too much?!"
Unable to digest this sudden change for a while, I froze in place and looked at Qi Ji in surprise.
"The facts are in front of you, what else do you have to say!" Qi Ji took a step closer, "Do you think that if you get rid of me, you will be able to come back and flirt with Hou Changfeng unknowingly?"
"If I really want to be with Hou Changfeng, why should I be at school!" I was also angry when I was wronged.
"Then why are you running so fast after school!Why do you have to go back to school when you have run away!Last time at the station, you obviously got on the train with Hou Changfeng, and lied to me that in order to lure him away, then what is it this time, in order to lure me away!!" Qi Ji became louder and louder, and his usual gentle appearance was gone.
There is nothing wrong with many things being separated, but when they are connected, it is true that I avoided Qi Ji, but it was an accident to turn back to the classroom, but will Qi Ji believe it?
"There's nothing to say. Qi Ji looked up to the sky and sneered, "Since you like Hou Changfeng so much, okay! I'll quit, I don't want to get together with you again!"
After speaking, Qi Ji turned around and left, I grabbed his arm, and tears rolled down in an instant: "Qi Ji, it's not like this, I like you!
Qi Ji bit his lower lip and heaved his chest: "Your tears can't move me anymore!"
"Qi Ji! Qi Ji! I was wrong, I was wrong!" I simply hugged Qi Ji's waist, crying and begging.
"I've given you too many opportunities, and every time I want to be with you, you always let me down. Qi Ji choked up and said, "I was blind, I thought you were very simple, but I didn't expect you to know how to play with men!"
"No! no!" I shook my head violently, "I really didn't do anything! why don't you believe me?"
"Believe it? Qi Ji smiled bitterly, "Then I want you to make me believe it!"
I have never seen Qi Ji's expression like this, that kind of despair in the empty eyes, like a dagger cutting on my heart.
I covered my chest and slowly sat down on the ground, not forgetting to hold Qi Ji's trouser leg.
"Alright, you let me go. ā
Qi Ji wanted to pump his legs, but I almost fell at his feet, and although my chest was so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe, I didn't let go.
"Blessings! don't do this!" Qi Ji crouched down, trying to break my fingers.
I won't let it go!
Just don't let it go!
Don't let go of death!
I thought I didn't care so much about Qi Ji, I thought I hadn't fallen too deep to get out, I thought that Aunt Qiong Yao's serial drama was just a pinch, but I didn't expect that one day when I became the heroine in love, I would cry and cry and hug the man's trouser leg to beg to stay.
However, Qi Ji, as the male protagonist, did not regress because of my abnormal behavior, he dragged me up with a belt, and said coldly: "I know you like me, but you don't like me alone!"
I burst into tears: "Then you, then how can you believe me?"
"I'm tired of our relationship, and going back to square one is probably the best place to go. Qi Ji sighed.
"What do you mean?" I wiped my tears and snot away with my hands.
Qi Ji frowned slightly, took out a handkerchief from his pocket and handed it to me, I took the fragrant handkerchief, I couldn't bear to blow my nose and just wiped my tears.
"I no longer want to know who you like or who you are with, you are just a friend to me, an ordinary classmate. ā
There is always a brilliant moment before the epiphany withers, and my first love, my love flowering, was stifled before the petals could be unfolded for a short time. I don't understand, who is the murderer who strangled it? Is it Qi Ji? Is it me? Is it Hou Changfeng? Or Shao Yulang?
I thought that love is actually a very clear thing, the person you love also loves you, it's that simple. But when it comes to me, why is it so unsmooth? I love Qi Ji, there is no doubt about it, Qi Ji loves me, obviously. However, the ending was unacceptably tragic.
Qi Ji's determined face made me speechless, I kept it like this, and he had no intention of turning back, and I had nothing to regret. Perhaps, it was a mistake to like Qi Ji, and we were not the right one for each other.
The only thing that hurts me is Qi Ji's misunderstanding of me, no one wants to be wronged.
But if that person believes in you, how can misunderstandings occur?