Chapter 239: Disappointment
For half a month, Su Qing stayed at home, locked herself at home and didn't go anywhere, often when she woke up from her dreams, Zhang Huifen saw her daughter sitting sullenly on the sofa in the living room many times, even if she called her to eat, she was listless and depressed, Su Yi, who could easily tease her on weekdays, had no way at all, and it was rare to go to Su Qing's house at night, but it made her eyes red, as if Su Qing was crushed in an instant, and even made her family feel the obvious difference from the previous weakness. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Sadness will fade over time, but the memories will only get deeper and deeper, even if the people who keep it in mind are precipitated by time, it is still difficult to let go, in half a month, Su Qing has lost a lot of weight, and she has never been very sick because she has been in a sub-healthy state for a long time and has to go to the hospital to hang up a drip.
On Wednesday, Su Qing went out of the house, although she still couldn't see a smile on her face, her state was no longer as depressed as she was at the beginning, her parents were relieved, but Su Yi, as her younger sister, was still worried, Su Qing seemed to have changed, she was like a puppet, and she rarely spoke in front of her family.
It was at this time that Su Yi really understood how important Xiaoxiao was to Su Qing, she could make such a big change in a person, familiar and unfamiliar, but life still had to go on, Su Qing's state would only make the family unable to relax and make the people who cared about her sad.
Hengxin Technology, Xiao Yun, who was discussing with Li Jiyu about something to eat at night, saw Su Qing who appeared at the door of the company, which made her very surprised, and once thought that Su Qing would no longer appear in the company, and the two did not talk on WeChat, because Xiao Yun did not know how to comfort Su Qing.
"Sister Su Qing, you... Are you better?" Xiao Yun turned to the front desk.
Su Qing nodded, "I'm here to find Ye Xun."
Xiao Yun was surprised, because Su Qing's voice was a little hoarse, and her mental state was also very poor, which was completely different from Su Qing's impression in Xiao Yun's impression, "Sister Su Qing ......"
"I'm fine, I'm a little cold" Su Qing smiled slightly, "You're busy"
Li Jiyu didn't say anything from beginning to end, until Su Qing walked in, and then said to Xiao Yun beside him: "Chen Xiao is so important to Su Qing, is it? The current Su Qing makes me feel that I don't have any vitality!"
Xiao Yun shook her head, with worry on her face, "I don't know how good Chen Xiao is with Sister Su Qing, but Sister Su Qing really worries me like this."
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In the boss's office, Su Qing stood still at the door for a moment, several employees walked behind him, and they all greeted Su Qing after seeing her, but she also gave people too much difference now, those employees were talking in a low voice when they left, Su Qing heard it, but there was no reaction, still standing at the door of the office, for a long time, knocked on the office door.
During this period of time, Ye Xun still sent messages to Su Qing every day, and also went to her house when she was sick, but Ye Xun didn't say anything about Xiaoxiao or himself, just concerned, he didn't want to stimulate Su Qing when he was most vulnerable, but it would be very tiring, even if Ye Xun kept insisting, he also felt confused.
"Come in"
Hearing Ye Xun's voice, Su Qing took a deep breath and entered the office, Ye Xun, who was sitting behind the desk, looked up, he hadn't seen Su Qing's house since he had been there, but now he was still so haggard when he saw it, Ye Xun couldn't help but get up and walked to Su Qing, "Why did you come to the company today?
Su Qing shook his head, "Enough rest"
"Are you going back to work?" Ye Xun said.
Su Qing was silent, took out a resignation letter from the bag he was carrying, and placed it on the desk.
“?”
Ye Xun glanced back, and immediately found that it was a resignation, "You want to resign?"
Su Qing lowered his head, didn't dare to look at Ye Xun's eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "I'll go back"
"Don't go"
Ye Xun grabbed Su Qing, but the small strength made Su Qing's body unstable and almost fell, Ye Xun hurriedly supported her, looking at Su Qing's bloodless face, the irrepressible pain in his heart, "What are you going to do?"
"I don't want to drag you down..."
Su Qing said softly, "I'm a selfish person, if I hurt Xiaoxiao and you, just let me stay alone."
"I never felt that you were dragging me down, and Sister Xiaoxiao never complained about you, why do you think like this" Ye Xun grabbed Su Qing's shoulder, "You can rest if you want, no matter how long you want to rest, but it can't resign, I don't agree!"
Su Qing felt some pain in his shoulder, and retreated a little, "Ye Xun, this is my freedom, you can't restrict what I do"
"What have I restricted you?" Ye Xun said, "I support you as much as you want, except for resignation!I have already lost Sister Xiaoxiao, do I still want to lose you?Su Qing, do you like to torture me so much?"
"I didn't!"
Su Qing trembled and said, "Ye Xun, let me go!"
"Okay, you go"
Ye Xun let go of his hand, "Since you don't care, what else do I keep, Su Qing, this is the last time, if you leave here, I won't come to pester you again, you can do whatever you want"
“……”
Su Qing was stunned in place, glanced at Ye Xun, but saw him turn around, his heart was suddenly lost, but he couldn't raise the courage to regret it, for a long time, Su Qing turned around and walked out of the office, Ye Xun did not stay, clasped his hands, and smashed the ceramic pen jar on the table on the ground, shattering and scattering. Su Qing, who had already walked outside, trembled, and several employees who passed by also turned back in surprise.
Except for the most senior employees, no one in Hengxin has ever seen Ye Xun angry, even if he is disappointed in business, he is at most just cold-faced, but he has never reacted like this.
The office door was ajar before, and such a big movement was naturally noticed by many people, and several people in the office walked out, including Ma Xiaoling, who was eating shredded squid, and Qian Junkun beside him, but the two only saw Su Qing walking towards the door, and then looked at the half-open office door, and they didn't need to think much to guess that this movement was related to Su Qing.
In the office, Wu Chang walked in, looked at the debris on the ground and Ye Xun who was leaning on the sofa and closed his eyes, and frowned: "What's the matter?"
Ye Xun didn't speak, he rubbed his forehead, but Wu Chang had already seen the resignation letter on the desk, stepped forward to take a look, frowned, and said, "Xiao Su resigned?"
"I don't know, whatever she wants" Ye Xun said in annoyance, "It's okay to leave, and you can't see anyone if you stay in the company."
“……”
Wu Chang closed the office door, took the broom on the side and poured all the pieces into the garbage basket, and said, "Xiao Ye, I think you should keep her"
"What do you want her to do? I can't pull this face, Uncle Wu, you also know how I came over all these years, I thought that one day she would be able to see it, but what was the result?
"But Chen Xiao's death hit her too hard, you should be more tolerant at this time, isn't it your best chance when a girl is most vulnerable, you gave up Xiao Su, so what's the point of all these years? And we all understand that Xiao Su likes you, maybe she just needs to be quiet" Wu Chang said.
"No, I never asked her for anything, she felt uncomfortable, and I didn't feel good, so let her adjust her state at home, is this still my mistake? She still wants to resign? What am I ashamed of her, but I still have nothing to do with it, what if I like it, I can do whatever I like it, and I don't care about my feelings at all?" Ye Xun raised his voice and said.
"Xiao Su is indeed different from many girls, maybe she is not good at expressing her emotions, but I am always optimistic about her, there are really not many girls like this now, if you just give up, you will regret it" Wu Chang said.
"I already regret it, why did I have to be so cheap in the first place!" Ye Xun got up and said, "Forget it, don't talk about it, Uncle Wu go get busy"
“……”
After Su Qing left Hengxin, she took the bus home, and now her popularity is still rising, and the bus happens to be playing movie entertainment reports, the host is introducing several movies, including the Demon Heaven, some passengers noticed Su Qing with his head down, and looked at the screen on the car, and then found that the person sitting on the bus was the heroine of the Devil's Heaven that the host was talking about on TV.
"Su Qing"
Su Qing raised his head a little dazedly, so most of the young people in the car recognized it, but Su Qing's current state was too easy to be noticed, and the young man who originally wanted to ask for an autograph photo did not come forward for a while, and at this time, when the car arrived at the platform, Su Qing got up and got off the bus and walked into the crowd......
No one was at home, Su Qing still repeated the pace that he had been repeating for many days, returned to the bedroom, lay down, in a daze, the cold wind rose, the curtains stirred with the wind, and the sticky note paper placed on the computer desk flipped and slid to the floor, Su Qing got up and picked up the note, looking at the handwriting on it, it didn't move for a long time.
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On Thursday night, Su Yi, who came home from work, pushed open Su Qing's bedroom door with a whole plastic bag of snacks, and walked in with a soft sigh.
Seeing that the time was already off work, Su Yi made a call to Su Qing, but the mobile phone prompted that the calling user had turned off the phone, Su Yi was very puzzled, Su Qing would never turn off the phone, and he could still use up the electricity when he stayed at home every day? Without thinking too much, Su Yi then made a call to Ye Xun.
"Little Leaf!"
"What?" Ye Xun had just arrived home on the other side of the phone, and was taking off his coat to take a shower, she was a little surprised by Su Yi's call, she rarely called herself, and every time she called, it was about Su Qing, although she was disappointed in Su Qing, Ye Xun would not affect her emotions on others.
"Is my sister there with you?" turn off her phone," Su Yi said.
Ye Xun was stunned for a moment and said, "She's not at home?"
"No, otherwise I'll ask you what you're doing, it's really..."Su Yi said dissatisfied.
"She's not home all day today?" Ye Xun asked.
"That's not true, I was still there when I went to work in the morning, it's really strange, where did I go" Su Yi wondered, and said: "Since you don't know, then don't bother, I'll ask my parents"
"Hmm"
After hanging up the phone, Ye Xun didn't care, but because of this phone call, he recalled yesterday afternoon again, and he only felt bored and stopped thinking about it......